Saturday, May 27, 2006
I'm cooking dinner today =D
wah!! last night watched "The ring" until very late...around 2pm den go sleep...hahaa...brave hor..watched alone neh..=x However "the ring" cannot be compared with "The House Of Wax" it's soo scary and disgusting lo...will never forget the moment when everyone screamed together...haha it's darn funny...Wake up around 10am just to accompany my mummy go wet market...on my way to the market, we saw chu ching..haha..she look very sick...face pale pale one...At the market we bought vegetables and prawns ^_^ wanna noe why?? heh heh cos i'm cooking dinner todae ^_6...good horr?? No la..cos next wednesday is my cooking exam ma...so must practice..haha!!
Thursday, May 25, 2006
wah!! nice stars tonight
Today we have to follow our original time table...hahaa..so cannot watch any shows =x But it's alrite cos sooner or later it will bored me to death. Well din bring any books cos i knew that the teacher will go through exam paper..tis is call "Be Smart".Finally the teachers issue us the shedule for June Holiday. Have plenty of lessons in a week...only 3rd and 4th week den we can relax a bit whereby we do not need to go back to school. To be honest i'm glad that there are lots of lessons during holidae...heh heh tis mean that i will not bored to death when i'm at home...hahaa..Unfortunately my english teacher gave mie 3 sets of other schools mid year examination papers (comprehension). She expect us to finish everything before we attend her first lesson in June. -.-'' As for math, all of us had purchased a set of 10 different schools pass year examination papers. So miss wong expect us to do 5 papers per week which is like so much?? But is alright..i will try my best to finish it for the sake of my math resut..haish!!
Wah!! look into my handphone calendar i really want to faint..almost everyday is being highlighted...=x Also bo bian...teachers very thoughtful ma...they wan us to score well for o level...Wo men ke yao xie xie ta men wor...mei you ta men jiu mei you wo men ^_^
Look outside the window and saw many many shiny stars...i love it man!! it's so beautiful...Hardly see many stars on the sky...also duno why todae so special...got soo many stars...For a moment i feel so happy ^_^ that i really wish to go to beach and have a walk...But it's even more perfect if i am walking on the beach together with my love one...or sit on the beach to admire the wonderful stars on the sky...Dunno when will that day arrive in my life. I just simply love stars a lot.*
Stars brighten up my days
Went to call geradine (xun nu) and shared this with her. She was so surprised when she saw so many stars on the sky...Hopefully stars also brighten up her day =)
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
How can i find my way back?
Today stay back during recess time to see Anastasia Chef and Ai Yue Chef...euu noe aiyue chef made a wonderful cheese cake...and anastasia chef made a wonderful chessy baked chicken...well one thing i need to admit is that both of these dishes are well baked...hahaa...actually not only i stay back...cheryl geradine genervive minnie misa and sandy also stayed back..hahaa..."wo men you kou fu lo"..IT's really very nice...next time asked them to baked for euu k?? must really try..!! hopefully they can manage their time well not like today...need so many people help...hahaa..also hope that next week practical exam they can bake as nice as today.After testing out the food...we had lots of fun taking photos...but one of my favourite photos that we took is this:
Minnie(left), Geradine(centre),Mie(right), Genervieve(back)
Went home around 5.45pm..thus reaching home at around 6.20pm...My brother told mie that my mum wants me to help her wash vegetable...Diao!! rite?? But is alrite...it's an easy task for mie..heh heh...i think i really too bo liao that i even go took a few photos of the washed vegetables...hahaa...To be honest...i arrange until very neat horr..??
23 May 2006
Today kinda busy for mie and jessica..haha..cos jessica brought dvd player to school..so during 2 hour+ of free period...we are watching show..smart right?? surprisingly teacher din scold us...hahaa...maybe they trying to close one eye ehh?? haha =D
Started missing him after leaving him for about 2 days?? I dunno why..i realli dun noe why i miss him suddenly?? am i doing the right thing by leaving him cos i dun wan him to suffer, feel stress and sad abt our relationship. Yes i'm selfish...i decide abt the break off without his agreement. But to mie...only this will make him feel much better. I just feel that i'm such a failure...i can't even be a 24 hours good, caring girlfriend.Furthermore, i'm such a useless person...cos i dun even noe wad i wan and wad i feel abt him. For a moment i love him deeply...dun wish to lose him, but for a moment i feel that i dun love him at all...i just couldn't sort out my feeling although i realli tried.
Why is it like that?? In the first place i love him so deeply and willing to do wadever he wan. But recently my love for him is no longer as deep as last time..is it because in this relationship, we had lots of break up and thus my feeling for him is faded bit by bit?? Oh gosh!! wad's happening to mie?? I'm lost!! How can i find my way back??
To be honest, he really changed a lot for mie...he used to be a hot tempered person..but becos of mie he no longer as hot tempered as last time. He used to be selfish by taking away all my time away, but now he gave mie time to do whatever i wan to do. He used to ask mie do something that i dun like...but now he won't force mie if i dun feel like doin it...he's a nice guy...realli...he dun flirt with gurls or even go look for prostitute unlike his stupid friends...they are a bastard to mie..well...i dun use the word "bastard" whenever i like...but to mie they are realli a bunch of bastard. Every week book out from camp sure go look for prostitute without their girlfriend knowing it. That's why i dun wish to see his's friends.
I think i really sot sot liao...hahaa..slept too much in the afternoon and thus couldn't sleep at night...guess wad i did in order to sleep?? lolx..dun laugh k?? i actually took many photos of myself..hahaa...it sound lame to euu but i just simply love taking photos!! well...i haf to admit tat i'm kinda zhi lian ever now and then..=x it's normal cos my friends are also as zhi lian as mie..=D Anyway it does put mie to sleep after taking many zhi lian pictures =x
I loVe MySeLf fOrEvEr
Monday, May 22, 2006
Unhappy about my results
Listening to la storia that jacintha had sent mie...i love it sooo much..it's soo nice!! arh!! really wanna play it using my trombone ehh?? hahaa...think i should go back and play if they are playing this songs for next year syf...>.<'' why they dun use this piece when e sec 5 are still around?? why must they make the band members learn this piece when all the sec 4 and 5 are leaving?? we can't even get a chance to play..haishaniwae today we took back all our mid year exam marks...haish!! sooo sad lo...all my grades had dropped...sian tis mid year examination din realli do well can?? but nvm...cos tis is also the first time all of us having a full format of o level paper...able to get a few marks lower compared to last time, it's consider ok. i will continue work harder for my prelim and o level...not goin to slack...
actually i think it's so unfair!! N level and O level standard is so different...and for the pass 4 years in STC teachers had given questions or assignments based on N level standard etc...And out of a sudden everyone in normal academic class have to adapt to O level style..and we are only given 3/4 of the year to do that?? The worse thing is that we don't have enough practice for it.