Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I love Nursing!!
Bu zhi bu jue de...today is my third day in Nee Ann Poly...well really enjoy my life in Nee Ann Poly. I'm so fortunate to be inside this big family cos there are many people out there who really wish to study in np. i have friends who come all the way from pasir ris/tampiness to take nursing =.=''
How long or how short the journey doesn't matter..what matter most is the courses tat i entered/ choosen. well got to say i really love nursing..and i dun regret taking it..I dun care how people out there look down on nursing or wad...i just dun care!!! like come on? When you fall sick..who is the one there taking care of you? When there isn't enough nurses, you people out there complain...and when you get to noe this person actually take up nursing course, your reaction will be like..."eee!! Hate nursing...clean people butt"!! If not they will think only stupid people go take up nursing course, cos they are not qualified for other courses...=.='' Like soo wad if you are qualified in business course?? Can euu ensure tat euu can be a sucessful business man who earn billions of money? When economy is bad..who is the one suffer in the end?
Honestly speaking, nursing is not as easy as i think... :x when i see the lecture notes etc...im like wad the hack?? it's soo difficult and there are lots of memorising work to do..well i gotta say secondary school biology is soo much easier la..
Aniwae my english name is established..LOL..people in my class arhx..darn weird lo...they can't rmb my chinese name.. xD...soo they end up calling my english name which i dun mind at all. Toking abt english name...my classmates's name are soo weird la..never heard of it in my life..got one chinese fren call "elhannah"..one one call "rei".. got one call Xiang Qing [matchmaking]...got one call adora..LOL..!! sure a weird name!! bt is uique lah..haha!!
For the first 2 days in school, i made frenz with 4 peoples..bt today special...i made friends with everyone in my class..!! well this is my first time making friends with soo many people so fast lah..LOL!! All thanks to NSL [Nursing Skill Learning]...where we get to intro ourself and to understand tat person well...and eventually we talk as a class, we joke as a class and from there we did crazy things during lesson..can't imagine tat we took pictures during lesson time...and the teacher didn't say anything!! nah we are not being disobedient..is just tat she wanna ensure tat our tatic of washing hands are correct..soo she have to check one by one.. XD..poor teacher!! aniwae everyone love this lesson soo much lo..soo fun soo interesting!!
Aniwae tat is also one of the reason why i love nursing...cos basically my class love nursing!! There are people who are like mie who put nursing as their first choice...and my classmates are very friendly and nice..!! And one thing i gotta admit is people who put nursing as their choice, i believed they have passion and they are patient etc...unlike people from other courses...i'm not prasing myself or what...but it's a fact la..like come on leh..who on earth will join nursing if they noe they are not suitable for this courses [hot tempered, impatient]. So through nursing i can get to noe more nice people.
I seriously love my class alot..and guess what? i got 3 classmates who are also from convent school..LOL...2 from st joseph, 1 from katong girl school..LOL...cool rite? Another reason why i like my class is majority of them are girls..infact there is only 1 guy la..haha!! and his name is call desmond and he's a gentlemen...:x soo it doesn't make any different if there is any girl school [poly] in singapore.LOL
I love my clique too!! they are like soo nice to be with la..soo drama lo..soo talkative and soo fun to be with...LOL ...and yay i'm trying hard to talk non stop..just like them...i seriously think they can talk from morning to nite la...They made my day soo interesting... :) oooh well i do miss my frog clique.. they are still the best X)
17 April 2007 [Tuesday]
After some consideration, i have decided to take up "NPstring" instead of band as my CCA. well when i first heard the brasses [band] playing in the canteen, i was so tempted to join band once again. i miss band soo much...and i miss my juniors too...i miss the time when everyone is training hard for performance etc...But after some consideration, i decided to give up joining band cos i wan to join different cca. And learning violin and guitar had always been my dream...since i can't take up foreign language in school...i think i should at least fulfil my this dream and tat is to join npstring...But i'm stuck between guitar and violin...really wanna learn both la..bt i can only choose one..and i gave up guitar...cos i can always learn guitar from my friends..=)
I seiously miss band a lot...till i smsed to my conductor, telling him how i feel and why i give up joining band..LOL...i duno why i did tat..bt i really wish to let him noe i misses all of them...and this was what he replied..
"its ok. go where ur heart directs. u can excel in tat too. just rmb to come home, once in a while..."
OMG!! the moment i read it, i felt soo much better..nth special abt this msg..bt to mie..this msg really gave mie some family warmth..lol...he's sounded like as if he is my dad la..like saying "the door will always open for euu, euu can always come back whenever euu like."
End school at 6pm..is my longest day for the week...had 4 hr of lesson before and after 1 hr of break..rushed out of my sch and took a bus down to vivo city..cos i gotta get a bdae present for my darling jessica. it's her bdae..yea!! supposed to meet darling geradine at hf bus stop...and guessed what happened? we met each other in the bus..LOL.!! she board the bus tat i took from np..LOL..and blur she..dun even noe i in the bus...
Went to accessories shop and bought jess a earring and a bracelet...cos i wanna buy her something tat she can use and not something for decoration...as for darling she wanted to buy her decoration item..in the end she share the gift with mie..hahah!! must be she lazy to go to another shop and buy ba...hahaha!!aniwae i got myself a bracelet too!!
Took a bus to marina...and had our dinner at pizza hut together. So long din see jess le...haha!! and after today duno when will i be seeing her again. yep had lots of fun with her...especially the part when i insist her to open up her bdae gift la..LOL...was demostrating how she wan ppl to open her present...cos tis woman very funny one...here wan ppl to open..bt there keep snatching away...LOL..!! and she was laughing at mie la..Now euu noe how you behave rite?
Anyway Happy Birthday To you!!!
Hope you love the gifts tat we bought for euu wor =)
Guess tat's ur first bdae present from mie ehh??
How long or how short the journey doesn't matter..what matter most is the courses tat i entered/ choosen. well got to say i really love nursing..and i dun regret taking it..I dun care how people out there look down on nursing or wad...i just dun care!!! like come on? When you fall sick..who is the one there taking care of you? When there isn't enough nurses, you people out there complain...and when you get to noe this person actually take up nursing course, your reaction will be like..."eee!! Hate nursing...clean people butt"!! If not they will think only stupid people go take up nursing course, cos they are not qualified for other courses...=.='' Like soo wad if you are qualified in business course?? Can euu ensure tat euu can be a sucessful business man who earn billions of money? When economy is bad..who is the one suffer in the end?
Honestly speaking, nursing is not as easy as i think... :x when i see the lecture notes etc...im like wad the hack?? it's soo difficult and there are lots of memorising work to do..well i gotta say secondary school biology is soo much easier la..
Aniwae my english name is established..LOL..people in my class arhx..darn weird lo...they can't rmb my chinese name.. xD...soo they end up calling my english name which i dun mind at all. Toking abt english name...my classmates's name are soo weird la..never heard of it in my life..got one chinese fren call "elhannah"..one one call "rei".. got one call Xiang Qing [matchmaking]...got one call adora..LOL..!! sure a weird name!! bt is uique lah..haha!!
For the first 2 days in school, i made frenz with 4 peoples..bt today special...i made friends with everyone in my class..!! well this is my first time making friends with soo many people so fast lah..LOL!! All thanks to NSL [Nursing Skill Learning]...where we get to intro ourself and to understand tat person well...and eventually we talk as a class, we joke as a class and from there we did crazy things during lesson..can't imagine tat we took pictures during lesson time...and the teacher didn't say anything!! nah we are not being disobedient..is just tat she wanna ensure tat our tatic of washing hands are correct..soo she have to check one by one.. XD..poor teacher!! aniwae everyone love this lesson soo much lo..soo fun soo interesting!!
Aniwae tat is also one of the reason why i love nursing...cos basically my class love nursing!! There are people who are like mie who put nursing as their first choice...and my classmates are very friendly and nice..!! And one thing i gotta admit is people who put nursing as their choice, i believed they have passion and they are patient etc...unlike people from other courses...i'm not prasing myself or what...but it's a fact la..like come on leh..who on earth will join nursing if they noe they are not suitable for this courses [hot tempered, impatient]. So through nursing i can get to noe more nice people.
I seriously love my class alot..and guess what? i got 3 classmates who are also from convent school..LOL...2 from st joseph, 1 from katong girl school..LOL...cool rite? Another reason why i like my class is majority of them are girls..infact there is only 1 guy la..haha!! and his name is call desmond and he's a gentlemen...:x soo it doesn't make any different if there is any girl school [poly] in singapore.LOL
I love my clique too!! they are like soo nice to be with la..soo drama lo..soo talkative and soo fun to be with...LOL ...and yay i'm trying hard to talk non stop..just like them...i seriously think they can talk from morning to nite la...They made my day soo interesting... :) oooh well i do miss my frog clique.. they are still the best X)
17 April 2007 [Tuesday]
After some consideration, i have decided to take up "NPstring" instead of band as my CCA. well when i first heard the brasses [band] playing in the canteen, i was so tempted to join band once again. i miss band soo much...and i miss my juniors too...i miss the time when everyone is training hard for performance etc...But after some consideration, i decided to give up joining band cos i wan to join different cca. And learning violin and guitar had always been my dream...since i can't take up foreign language in school...i think i should at least fulfil my this dream and tat is to join npstring...But i'm stuck between guitar and violin...really wanna learn both la..bt i can only choose one..and i gave up guitar...cos i can always learn guitar from my friends..=)
I seiously miss band a lot...till i smsed to my conductor, telling him how i feel and why i give up joining band..LOL...i duno why i did tat..bt i really wish to let him noe i misses all of them...and this was what he replied..
"its ok. go where ur heart directs. u can excel in tat too. just rmb to come home, once in a while..."
OMG!! the moment i read it, i felt soo much better..nth special abt this msg..bt to mie..this msg really gave mie some family warmth..lol...he's sounded like as if he is my dad la..like saying "the door will always open for euu, euu can always come back whenever euu like."
End school at 6pm..is my longest day for the week...had 4 hr of lesson before and after 1 hr of break..rushed out of my sch and took a bus down to vivo city..cos i gotta get a bdae present for my darling jessica. it's her bdae..yea!! supposed to meet darling geradine at hf bus stop...and guessed what happened? we met each other in the bus..LOL.!! she board the bus tat i took from np..LOL..and blur she..dun even noe i in the bus...
Went to accessories shop and bought jess a earring and a bracelet...cos i wanna buy her something tat she can use and not something for decoration...as for darling she wanted to buy her decoration item..in the end she share the gift with mie..hahah!! must be she lazy to go to another shop and buy ba...hahaha!!aniwae i got myself a bracelet too!!
Took a bus to marina...and had our dinner at pizza hut together. So long din see jess le...haha!! and after today duno when will i be seeing her again. yep had lots of fun with her...especially the part when i insist her to open up her bdae gift la..LOL...was demostrating how she wan ppl to open her present...cos tis woman very funny one...here wan ppl to open..bt there keep snatching away...LOL..!! and she was laughing at mie la..Now euu noe how you behave rite?
Anyway Happy Birthday To you!!!
Hope you love the gifts tat we bought for euu wor =)
Guess tat's ur first bdae present from mie ehh??
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Going school tomorrow [np]
12 April 2007 [Thursday]Something happened to darling. She was very very disapointed and sad upon knowing a truth from sim [her best friend]. Yep her best friend hide the truth abt her bf for like half year? well can't blame...if im sim..i will keep it to myself too..cos i noe what will happen if darling noe abt it...furthermore their relationship is still fresh..soo even if we say..nothing will go into her head..was toking to her on the phone [midnite]..cos tis gal wanted mie to talk to her till she fall aslp..and eventually we had conference with kelvin Ng..LOL..and gussed what happend? in the end the person who almost fall asleep is Mie..not darling..lol..
13 April 2007 [Friday]
Darling had her theory test at bbdc. Thus nicole and mie went all the way there to have lunch with her..purpose for going there is darling felt soo lost tat she doesn't noe what to do...so we went over to have a tok with her...at the same time confronting jeff on the phone..
After everything, darling and i went to take bus back to telok blangah...cos darling gotta pack all her clothes before going gen hse...yep..Went to gen house to stay!! ooohh soo sweet of her to ask her maid to prepare pasta for us..it's soo delicious lah!!
At nite we are having soo much FUN on the bed :x Once the light is off..mie and gen start tickling darling till she buey tahan...keep screaming and laughing at the same time..LOL...poor her!! who asked her sleep in the centre..haha!! before she sleep she suffer first...after we fall asleep she shiokh!! take up soo much space..made mie can't even turn to the other side and sleep..haha!! she sleep like a pig la!! sleep until soo soundly until i dun even wanna wake her up...LOL...she didn't had a good sleep for the past few nite. tat's why i choose to give up sleeping on the bed...and went to the floor and zzz...HOwever i went back to the bed after 1 hr..cos very cold!! :x
Sleeping on the bed, is the BEST
soo shiokh~
14 april 2007 [Saturday]
Woke up at 10.30am..get myself ready and met up with see chai kor kor in ps...heh!! it's been mths since we last met..=) heh!! poor him..keep calling mie and suzanna..bt none of us answer his call..=x and poor him have to wait for us for an hr?? =x yep had our lunch in pizza hut...and we had quite an interesting topic to discuss. i seriously forgotten how we move on to tat topic tat is related to human body =.=''
Then afternoon we went to gallang [indoor stadium] to queue up [queue up for abt 2 hrs before we can entered the stadium]...for wad? just to see some miracle tat benny will be doing...it sound soo interesting from what suzanna said..bt when i witness it..i gt no idea how truth is it...honestly speaking i regreted going there...i rather go out with see chai the whole day lah...
15 April 2007 [sunday]
Did nothing the whole day...
Just having a rest before my school start.
Tomorrow will be my first day in school...kind of nervous..cos i noe no one there [didn't go for orientation]...though i noe ping [bestie] and deborah [new friend] who will be taking the same course as mie..but sad to say..three of us are in different classes...haha!! Our time table is soo different...but among the three of us..my time table is the best..start school late..and end sch earlier...while the two of them start school early and end school late..LOL...but one disadvantage for mie is it will be rather tiring cos my 2 lessons can actually last for 5 continuous hours.
Friends had been asking mie:
"soo school is starting, how do you feel?"
Answer for them will be:
I felt nothing/ neutral. Cos once i start school, i have to stop workin..but i wish i could at least work once a week bt tat have to depend on my shedule and studies.working has soon became my habit. i dun feel good if i dun work...working enable mie to earn more pocket money for myself and enable mie to have fun with my colleague.
But tat doesn't mean i dun love studyin...when you are in school time seemed to pass faster..and im able to make lots of new friends in np.Honestly speakin i'm quite excited about it.. cos i will be studying in a new environment...meeting new friends, new teachers..it's just like a new chapter of my life...thus from tomorrow onward i will put away all my unhappiness behind mie..and look into the future...
i'm not jokin..i'm serious about it. After what had happened, i had became stronger.Maybe i should thank him for not going out with mie.Though it really hurt mie alot, bt i seriously wanted/willing to let him go.the urge of letting him go was there. And i'm glad to say i dun miss him anymore. Last and not least i seldom think of him le.
Friends are right...
Ai Yi Ge Ren Ai Dao Zhe Me Tong Ku
what's the point?
If he really dun wanna start the relationship
what's the point of keeping him?
It will only hurt the both of us.
At least letting him go,
we can still be good friends.
Friends, wo zhong yu xiang tong le!!! i'm no longer sad or feel soo much to be with him...thanks for you people who had been there for mie. During this period of time..xin ku ni men le..i noe i had been doing lots of stupid things or even self abused myself [des euu noe what i'm referring to]...Hope it's not late to realised tat i had been soo silly & stupid all this while..