Monday, May 03, 2010
A brand new environement to adapt in.
Ward allocation is finally out.Some hug in joy, Some broke down in tears.
Some went up to appeal.
Nt being lucky enough,
to hug someone with joy. Neither did i break down with tears.
feel like, bt i endure throughout.
en will never shed a single tear infront of her fren.
Never.
Not against darling ping, but she got into the ward tat i
was attached to for the past 4 mths.
She's such a lucky one.
yesh, the ward tat i really love,
the one tat i wish to go.
why is my feeling so accurate?
Be it coincident, Be it her "wish came true".
Why do i have tis kinda feeling that day, in HR,
when we wrote down our 3 preference wards.
1 of it, she wrote down the same as mine.
and i asked myself,
what if i dun get in but she does?
trust me, i even told dear about it, he said i think too much.
indeed, it happened.
3 years back,
i pray that i wont contact much with infectious patient.
Somehow i felt it again,
but wasnt much of my concern.
So many kind of discipline in hospital,
perhap i could escape.
And now, im posted to super new ward.
preceptor told me,
its an isolation ward.
:/
Everytime i feel afraid,
i'l hold up to my faith.