Saturday, July 29, 2006

About Him

Today is quite a bad day for mie..hahaa..rush here rush there...aiyoo..well..woke up at 8am just to bath den do my tuition homework..cos i got tuition at 1.30pm..yep..last minute work...bt at least i did rite?? hahaa...must relax myself after my ss mock ma..so ytd din do lo..plus recently gt quite a number of school work to do..Den went to meet geradine at around 11.50am just to pass her her school handbook which she had left it in mr tan homeroom for days...?? yep at the same time she also returned mie my nail polish remover which i had lent her ever since last saturday...[wow!! time flies sia..last week this timing i still waiting for bus after our school musical...hahaa].. *Miss our school musical*

After meeting her...went striaght to bukit merah library just to help my mum borrow book..unfortunately i couldn't find the book tat she want...yep..went to toilet before going mac to meet calvin..And happily!! i forgotten that i left my exercise book at home!! argh!! irritating..have to make a trip back to my house again...yep..saw calvin sms while waiting for my bus...i'm like soo sorrie tat i can't pei him (reach early) cos i need to take my exercise book which is needed for my tuition...Waited for the life for darn long...was quite pissed off hahaa...cos it's delaying my time...

Went to my room to take my exercise book...then change my t shirt =x cos i realised tat i'm like some national flag like tat..haha red top and white bottom..lolx..so in the end change to blue top and white bottom..hahaa...*immediately rush out of my house, rush down the staircase...and waited for my bus again* Can't be bother to wait for the slow lift...cos i noe tat it will take quite some time again..yep..haish..!! can't wait for the new life to be available...dunno when then can use the new lift..hehee *upgrading ma* Must invite geradine to my lift for opening ceremony..haha..must take the new lift with her..lolx..cos it will be the first time i'm taking..wanna ask minnie and jessica along..but i noe their ans will be: SIAO!! go there just to take the new lift with you!! YOU CRAZY..

Enough of all my crap...yep..luckily the bus din kept mie waiting..bt i think the bus driver can recognised mie..lolx..cos i took this bus to bukit merah before...and the bus is simply the same one...yellow and green seat..=x It's a new SBS bus...haha...Reach bukit merah le..first time is to run up the stairs lolx..cos i'm gonna be late...meeting minnie and calvin at 1.30..in the end?? i 1.25 still at bukit merah interchange..well..tat's mie..i dun like people to wait for mie...same here..i hate people who make mie wait for them...a while still ok for mie...

hahaa...but thanks god..i reached there on TIME!! haha..calvin get a shocked when he saw mie..he is like asking mie "wah soo fast arhx"?? of cos la..rushing here and there...if still cannot come on time..can realli die..haha..tat time i might as well dun run rite??

Today tuition is super horrible kie?? He make mie behave like a fool like tat...well..we did some graph question today..and guess wad?? this question involve gradient in the graph...soo i have to find the coordinate of each pt..and ya lo..he arhx...super blur...say i write the wrong coordinate..soo i really think i'm wrong tat's why i couldn't get the correct answer...den i redo everything...but still i couldn't get the right ans...and my ans is the same as the previous one..-.-'' so i went to ask him again...alrite...guess wad he said this time?? he said i read the wrong number...it suppose to be 0.8 and not 0.1...ya lo it make sense to mie..soo i thought i really estimate the number wrongly..so i took back my book and observe everything carefully...and guess wad?? i just dun understand why the "x" is 0.8 and nt 0.1...soo i asked him again...and i told him "x" is 0.1 nt 0.8...bt he keep insist tat it is 0.8...so he somehow a bit impatient liao..soo he asked minnie to explain to mie in english...Alrite...minnie is also another fool...lolz..she also dun understand how he get 0.8...cos both of us
super sure tat it is 0.1 and nt 0.8...Calvin took the book and explore carefully...and you noe wad is happening?? People find the value of "x" using the value in the y axis...he this blur sotong go use x axis value to find the "x"-.-'' So in the end i'm still correct -.-'' *kok his head*

End the lesson 5 minutes earlier cos both minnie and i just simply sick and tired of graph..and the quetsion for graph is super chim..soo we just simply dun wanna carry on with it le..but next lesson will have extend 5 minutes more...

hahaa..this tutor.. really very blur...as blur as a sotong...nothing to say about him sia...After tuition...he said bye to us..soo he went to toilet..while we pack our stuff in our bag..den i realised his mp3 is on the table..yep he accidentally left his mp3 on his table..how careless can he be rite?? just like how he lost his calculator?? The calculator is nowhere to be seen..haha..his mp3 better at least i still help him take...was following him to the carpark without him knowing it...yep..was standing behind the pillar just to dig out his mp3 from my bag...getting myself ready to pass it to him...bt this donkey...suddenly bikaboo mie...cos he thought i wanna scared him...So he made a move first...ya rite..he had sucessfully scared mie...becos of this i dun wan so qing yi huan ge ta mp3..so i run down the staircase...

Mie: You come down and get your mp3
Calvin: My bag is on my bike...you come up
Mie: Dun wan you come and take..if nt i go home le [expecting him to take it back]
Calvin: Then you help mie keep
Mie: reaction is like =.=''
Mie: I help you throw away arhx..[out of the carpark..was was hiding somewhere waiting for him to take back his mp3]
Mie: sms him --> u realli dun wan arhx? muz wait till thur leh..haha
Calvin: sms mie --> Bleh
Mie: reaction is like !!!!! wadever
Mie: he call mie when i'm msging him halfway...bt can't be bother ans the call...
Mie: Sent him the sms and waiting for his reply...after 3 minutes there is no sms from him...
Went back to the carpark and realised tat he had gone -.-''
Mie: wanna throw his mp3 on the floor sia..make mie wait for his sms like a fool like tat...
*Went Home*

Last night calvin play his guitar again..yep same old song again..haha..but this time dunno wad he doin sia..keep stoping...yea if he wanna ask him abt his grade...i will give mie 2/10 -.-'' keep stoping like no one business...=x well recorded it whithout him knowing it...haha..let him listened to it and he dare to say wah!! calvin singer -_-!! But just couldn't stop laughing whenever i listen to it..it's soo retarded lo...let geradine listen..she also laughed at it...especially the last part still got blah blah blah...-.-''

<=Memories=>

* 28 June 2006 [The day we knew each other]
* 11 June 2006 [first time listened to him playing his guitar]
* 21 June 2006 [Second time listened to him playing his guitar]
* 28 July 2006 [Third time listened to him playing his guitar]
* 12 June 2006 [Our first argument about math stuff]
* 16 June 2006 [Our second serious argument about kept mie waitin]
* 10 June 2006 [Told him that i Miss talking to him]
* 15 June 2006 [Gave him a jar of Home Made Cookies]
* 10 June 2006 [Din talk for days cos he went for his camp]

This memories is nt important to him..but it's important to mie..(o^_^o)..just find it quite meaningful to noe all the dates for each certain thing..=x surprisingly i noe the date for each event rite?? haha..no la mie nt tat smart..i just have copy of all these...yep..hopefully there are more to come...wana add on to this "special list" =)

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Friday, July 28, 2006

Mixture of feeling

Work soo hard for him...But end up..
Feeling soo sad...
Feeling soo heartbroken...
Someone had cheated my feeling...
Someone who mean a lot to mie..
He had successfully cheated my feeling..
He is such a DoNkEy!!
Cheat my feeling!!

I will never forgive tat MR TAN KOK WAH!!...
My social studies teacher...
I gonna failed my mock..
The topic came out for CA and mid year...
So we think it will not come out again..
Who knows it really came out again...
We stunned when we saw the question...
Cos whatever we learn din came out...
So have to based on our memory to do the question..
He really cheat our feeling...
Ta Qi Pian Wo Men De Gan Qing!!

Uh hem...at the same time..i'm feeling happy...
Well dunno why also..recently handle a few cases at a go...
The 1st case is about geradine and jeffery...
The 2nd case is about cheryl and shi hui...
Firstly they are my friends...
Secondly i'm just taking over geradine task...
Cos this few days she din go school..
And is like she asked mie to take care of this issue...
Yep...so promised her about it...So must keep my words rite??
Sound like her assitance horr..??
But i dun regret abt it cos i'm feeling great when the case is close =)

The 3rd case is about cecillia and nisah...
heh!! sound like lawyer yep?? lolx...

Well feeling happy becos...
I managed to solve the problem between cheryl and shi hui..
Yep..CASE 2 closed!! hahaa...
As for CASE 1 i did tried to help them..bud din really success...
But now this couple are back to normal le...*CoNgRa*
As for CASE 3 i dunno how to help them also...
Cos is really someone fault...yep they din ask mie for help
But as a friend i should always try my best to bring them back together rite??

Yep..So i will work hard and forcus on this CASE 3...lolx
This is wad we called "Be there for your friend rite"??
When you help someone you will feel great and happy...
But if you failed to help them..of cos you will feel sad and useless...
But at least you tried your best rite??
I'm such a loyal friend..hahaa..always be there for everyone...
Especially tat geradine ker arhx..aiyoo...
Almost everytime will be there for her..
Think i should charge her for tat arhx.. =X
Well...i think i should take up counselling course...
haha..like wad minnie said...
i'm always helping ppl to solve problems...

At the same time i'm feeling heartbroken...
Cos 12 august is my graduation photo taking..
We are required to wear very formal...
And we are required to dress in all white...
Yep...at least i'm managet o settle my head and my toe..
Cos i already buy my heel and make up stuff...
And what i'm lacking is a white formal dress...
Haish..have to save money go buy...
Tat time Already burnt a big hole in my pocket ...
Now it's time to save up again...hahaa
Wee...can't wait to go out with jess dotter and ker granddotter..
Hehee...going to shop for white dress together...=)

Feeling soo excited also...
Cos..today is mie and calvin 2nd mth anniversary...
hmm..I mean we knew each other for 2 mths le...
Yea... *28 May 2006*
Is the first time we talk on the phone...
Is the first time we sms each other...
Is the first time we knew each other...
Haahaa...by the way today den i noe..
It's just happened tat i wanna delete the shedule in my calandar *hp*
Den happened that i'm reading those messengers that i had sent...
Den happened that the first tiem i sent sms to him is on this date...
Den saw the today date on the main page...
Was soo shocked tat we knew each other for 2 mth le...
Things are changing...Time are passing rather fast...
WHoohoo...whatever it is i hope our relationship will last yea??

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Who can help mie??

Just reached home not long ago...Went to geradine blog to see her entry..cos she wan mie to read it today..so ya lo..went in to read..haish..kinda sad now..see her like tat also make mie feel soo sad..cos there is nth much i can do for her...haish

had my english mock..it's soo horrible..not enough time for letter writing [report]...We were asked to write a report to principal to propose activities that will held during the sec one orientation camp *next year*...yea it seem easy..but the freaky part is we have to think of 9 activities for this orientation camp...and is like maximum 3 events in one day?? haish..gonna fail my english mock badly...haven write events in day 3 plus the conclusion...haish...math mock i already failed le...now english i gonna fail le...this friday ss mock also no cure le..cos got soo many chapters to study...haish...

Last nite i'm darn stress and depressed...it's seemed like i'm having depression...I have lots of homework undone...lots of mock coming up...and my tuition homework?? yesh i admit i cried again..i really can't take it anymore.."the stress, my friends problems and my problems tat i am having" Feel like hugging...bud there is no one for mie to hug...in the end went to hug my doreamon...

Now...?? my math teacher say tomorrow we got vector test...argh!! i still got lots of problems in this chapter lo...plus her ytd homework haven finish solving yet...At the same time also worried for geradine..cos the whole day *ytd* she went for photo shooting with her family den she din bring her phone along with her thus she din reply my msg ,jeff msg and even our call...another reason is her phone low batt...I felt relieved when she called mie back...but still i'm kinda worried for her and jeff...cos jeff seem to be angry with her...and just couldn't forgive her...soo as a third parties i have to help ker...But no matter how i help them...the problems is still there...jeff just couldn't forgive her...

For a moment i feel sooo useless...geradine asked mie for help and yet i couldn't solve her problem...i talked sense to him...i explained to him..i begged him to forgive her...basically i do whatever i can but still i couldn't make him forgive her...and that poor girl out there is feeling very sick and tired..but still very concerned for jeff...she noe she is in the wrong...yes she apologised to him...but no use...she misses him ever since last nite...*haish see tis gurl like tat onli make me xin tong* wanna help her but there is nothing i can do...think i should take up a course specially for her=x

Went to school today...saw geradine very sian...very sick...cos she's having headache...neck pain...den her face was red...like tomatoes like tat..i informed jeff abt it...and guess wad he told mie?? he asked mie to take good care of her and if possible bring her home...i'm like darn pek cek with him..like hello??u are the boyfriend...and can't he just forget abt yesterday issue?? can't he just give her a call and care for her?? At least she will feel much better tat he had forgive her?? Why must he made her feeling soo guilty abt ytd, soo worried abt their relationship, and soo troubled all becos of him??

To ker:
No matter wad happened...
we will always be there for euu..
If you feel like talking to someone...
Just ring mie..

Anyway i'm really sorry abt what i had told jeff..it seem like the more i tell the more he blood boiled...-.-'' well i just think tat he ought to noe abt all this...as in telling him tat euu are not feeling well..i dun think hiding can solve probem..soon or later he will noe it rite?? and then i also din noe tat euu dun wan him to noe abt it...i understand why u dun wish to tell him..cos he will ask you to go home and rest..den you can't take ur mock...but in another word...he care for you...like us...we keep asking you to go home and rest...But since you dun wan we just let you lo..In a relationship...the most important thing is "trust" and "honest"...

just wanna asked you not to think too much kk?? everything will be back to normal..you will be able to receive flower from him when you graduate...etc...It's normal for a couple to quarrel etc...take it easy..as long as you all learn from ur mistake can le...erm...wad else?? ooo...dun feel guilty tat you din do anything for him as a gf..you are just too young to do anything for him rite now...as in you can't help him with his work??

If you dun wan him to worry abt you...just take good care of urself from now onward...yesh..i promised him tat i will take good care of you...but you too must take good care of yourself when i'm not around...all of us dun wish to see anything happen to you ever again...eat well sleep well and study well k?? >>huggies<<

For a moment i feel like a depressed mother =X Tat time worried for jessica...den now have to worry for geradine...haish..this two xiao gua...forever got a lot of problem one..haish..especially geradine...she is weak in almost everything...here overcome this problem liao...next day got another problem..haish...tat's why i'm super concerned for her...

*jessica dun be jealous kk??* marmie still love euu as much as last time..it's just tat ur dotter need more love, care and concern kk..??

Gurls...wad can i do in order to relieved my current stress?? any idea??

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Love Gala nite

hahaa...everytime came online to update my blog..totally neglect my friendster..like soo long din go liao...hehe..lucky my friendster dun have soo many testimonials...if not i gonna die...cos must reply every single one ma...

Well din do anything today..dun have the mood lo..haha...still got musical mood...although it's already over liao...shall do my homework tomorrow...cos tomorrow no school of us!! heheee...good horr?? well today ..woke up at around 12.45...but still went back to sleep at 2.30 lol...den woke up at 4+ hahaa...too tired le...

wah!! din regret to come online earlier...lolx...lucky din listen to geradine...cos she yue mie at 10pm...but i dun wan...wanna go online earlier ma...hehee...if i listen to her...i dun think i will be able to keep in contact with my primary school friend shiekh and kar xin...den my irc friend ryan...hehee...well i'm glad tat they are doing fine in their study..haha

Yesterday entry:
Went to geraidne house to do make up...yea..i noe how to do..but i very long din do le..later become demon...so bo bian lo..have to let ker help mie..haha..i say until she like some professional make up artist like tat...but she is not =x hahaa...but den...still can make it la...=) like wad her mum grade her 6/10 hahaa...yea she will say might as well fail mie...soo i shall grade her 4/10 =x ahahaa...just joking...

Well was rushing like dunno what..cos i have to rush to meet calvin at Bukit Merah KFC...hahaa...he was quite shocked/stunned when he saw us...partly becos we dress until like tat...somemore i go put make up and put earring...hahaa...think this is the first time he see us dress until soo nice...somemore i still wear heel sia...6 cm lo..can die...

After meeting him...we went to meet jessica in bus 16...hehee..cos we going town before going for musical which is held in toa payoh HDB hub...heh..walked until leg also pain liao...den have to put one plaster..hhaa...while walking jess keep complaining tat her leg hurt..for mie ok la..xi guan jiu ok lo..at least i used to it le..not like the day before..try to walk with heel..alamak soo unnatural lo...=x

hahaa...took a lot of photos during this outing...den at nite also took a few pictures there..hehe...will upload some later...well...still not used of putting make up cos when you drink and eat...must be careful..cos got lipgross ma...den when you perspire...you tend to panick...=x

Went home pretty late..cos musical end around 10?? den took 145 home..which is like 40 minutes journey?? soo by the time i reach home already 11.30 liao...yep..this is the firts time getting home soo late...somemore going home alone sia..soo scary...soo quiet..somemore no people one...haha..lucky no rapist and robber =x if not tomorrow you people will see me appear in the newspaper...*choy*

Enjoyed thsi outing and gala nite a lot...see everyone dress untill soo nice but still there are people who dress until soo informal...but teacher din do anything leh...zhao zhi dao no need think wad to wear in order to look at least a bit formal...

Jermaine, Jessica, Jeslyn