Saturday, July 31, 2010
anyway, new beginning for me.
had a hair cut. sick of having long hair.
(:
And now im back to single.
back to carefree life ~
probably ppl around him will think i very unreasonable.
For whatever it is,
i choose to keep quiet.
choose not to argue back. wads the pt?
wont make a dif in it.
treat it as my fault ba.
if he think the career issue
is the main contribution to tis break up, juz so be it.
im aware ppl are judging me,
or soon they'll be.
to think i wanted a rich guy
or guy who at least haf a stable job, wif beta future.
mum spoke to me week ago, when she felt sth amiss.
and she's already saying,
muz be my fault.
=.='
see judging me without knowing the detail.
and thank mum,
i seem okay, but pretty much disappointed with you.
nvm, you wont understand.
nevertheless, im feeling much beta now.
yea its a pity to let go a 2 yrs r/s.
but hey, happiness is the most important factor rite?
why together when we both wont be happy?
back to carefree life ~
probably ppl around him will think i very unreasonable.
For whatever it is,
i choose to keep quiet.
choose not to argue back. wads the pt?
wont make a dif in it.
treat it as my fault ba.
if he think the career issue
is the main contribution to tis break up, juz so be it.
im aware ppl are judging me,
or soon they'll be.
to think i wanted a rich guy
or guy who at least haf a stable job, wif beta future.
mum spoke to me week ago, when she felt sth amiss.
and she's already saying,
muz be my fault.
=.='
see judging me without knowing the detail.
and thank mum,
i seem okay, but pretty much disappointed with you.
nvm, you wont understand.
nevertheless, im feeling much beta now.
yea its a pity to let go a 2 yrs r/s.
but hey, happiness is the most important factor rite?
why together when we both wont be happy?
No matter how much i miss the past,
how sweet the past is, its juz another memories of him & me
i'll smile ahead ...
