Common test result: Pharmacology: A grade Anatomy & physiology: B grade Cell and molecular Biology: 28/40 Nursing Skill Theory: 34/50 Nursing Skill Practical: 21.5/35 FON: Not Out Yet
Gonna work harded for my next term... especially my aap and cmb... wasn't very well done though... Nt the grade tat i wanted actually.
Sad to say, myHOLIDAY is OVER~~ 2 weeks of holiday is not enough for mie!! well i noe it doesn't seemed to be like holiday for mie cos i had been workin and workin non stop.. and totallyNEGLECTED my fun TIME.
If i have a choice i wish my holiday cld start all over again and i guess i will make full use of it whereby i cld get toWork, Play, Rest!!
bt i noe i wun make it.. cos i'm workaholic..=.='' once i work i will start addicted to it once again.
& Im working on frday nite, rite after my attachment!!
wad worse is.. now i had earn abt $400 PLUS~ but i dun even feel like spending a single cents on myself if POSSIBLE wad i wan is to see my bank increase in value xD
Droolin~
"Cuttin down on fast food, Cutting down on Snacks."
yep, is pretty obvious tat after workin for everyday during holiday. Once holiday ended, without any REST, Im back to hospital for ATTACHMENT! Pretty excited for my attachment bt pretty sad tat im no longer able to work. no money... sob sobz... wad worse is tis time attachment is seriouslyNO PAY Not even $10 per day like the previous attachment. how cheapo can they be? darn it... If i used tis attachment period [8hrs per day] to work in cheapo hotel, i cld even earn abt $160 aniwae wad can i do?? bt i'm still gonna go for my attachment xD at least i can learn sth from there...
yep report to ward 73 on the first day of work on monday Had my ward orientation.. aww i love all my 5 TRAINEE CLINICAL INSTRUCTORs. they are soo funny and caring...
bt sad to say i hated the 1 of the SISTER in the ward. darn it... she is soo @#$%^&
got scolded from her on tuesday. it wasnt entirely my fault but yea..i tried to understand at her side and see things from her view... i know she is SISTER and she needed to be strict. But sometime being OVER too MUCH... staff doesn't wan to work with her.
bt still I'M BLMAING HER!! she made mie feel like ending my attachment she made mie feel like leaving ward 73 she made mie doesnt wan to greet her nor see her at ALL...
Though it was partly my fault bt she made mie the one who is TOTALLY AT FAULT. WTH...
This was wad happened: Enrolled nurse asked mie get diet key from staff nurse I asked the diet key from staff nurse cos i wanna open up the diet trolley. Staff nurse was being nice to mie and say she will open the diet trolley for mie and wanted mie to push the diet trolley from B WARD. *Mis communication*
soo i pushed the diet trolley with my partner help as it was heavy. *Thinking that she lazy walk to B ward to open up*
bt what she meant of diet trolley was a SILVER TROLLEY and not the BIG TROLLEY which foood are being kept after portioning from the kitchen.
den my friend was pulling the trolley and i was pushing the trolley.
the wheel run over her leg a bit and she didn't bother to stop. and i thought she knock onto the trolley.
Den sister saw it and scolded us... and asked mie WHY AM I STILL PUSHING WHEN MY FREN GOT INJURED? and said we are not suppose to push the trolley
she scolded us infront of everyone. the whole ward went silent.
okay i noe is my fault for the mis communcation bet staf nurse bt she can't possibly push every thing to mie like i dun care for my friend? furthermore The staff nurse din answer my question properly which lead to mis communication. wad worse is how would i noe NURSES are not suppose to push the trolley? No one had noted us that.
and must she scold us infront of soo many ppl? we are just a student nurses who were in the ward 73 for 1st day. I dun mind her scoldin or wad, but does she need to make a big fuss over it? wad more is it's a miscommunication and things wasn't wad she think.
Basically, she scolded mie till i almost teared cos i thot i gonna FAILED MY ATTACHMENT~ cos i told myself nt to if not she will look down on mie or wadever~
bt thank to other sisters who comfort mie after i got my scoldin. they said THAT SISTER was.over reactin and asked mie not to worry. like wad she said, student nurses are too INNOCENT to be blamed.
aniwae someone in my ward died didn't able to get the chance to observe last office.
hah!! i duno why.. just feel soo shui lah..~ Got scolded from SISTER again.. Got scolded from her on WEDNESDAY
Tis was wad happened... despite of wad happened the day before, i put up my strong front of mie to turn up for work tryin my best to hide my feeling and tolerate with all the staff nurses. and avoid from trouble or scolding.
But still... i doesn't get mie away from all tat. i Still got scolded from SISTER together with my partner =.=''
This was wad happeneded: My staff nurse for the day asked mie and my partner to help her change diaper for 2 patients. Our CI was with us to observe and guide us too... and it just soo happened that when we were changing diaper halfway, the morning staff nurse happened to pass patient report to afternoon staff.
Soo obviously, we were late for report taking. and sister was scolding us cos we were late for report taking. we told her we were changing diaper.. and she said diaper can always be changed some other time.
LIKE WADEVER? you can't possibly wan us to reject teh staff nurse? You can't possibly wan us to turn up for report taking while changing halfway? You can't possibly wan us to station at the table just to wait for report taking. who on earth noe how late or how early you ppl will pass report? My fault is it?
rahh... i had enough of her.. after my CI clarify things with her.. she din even apologies to us instead she still keeping her own pride and say report taking is IMPT!
ahhh CRAP LA SHE... if she is having PMS.. she better quit or take leaves and stay at home and not coming to work to spoil our day and scolding the innocent nurses or CI....
she is just soo IRRITATING!! I HATE HER SHE MADE MY LIFE IN WARD 73 SOO MISERABLE
kids running also scold.. darn her... she obviously havin PMS!!
wish i cld work with those staff who work with mie on wed Love them... they are the only kind and wiling to teach nurses.
aniwae someone died in my ward. Get a chance to do last office... scary bt is a good experience though.. God bless her...
last office mean... taking out every single things that doesn't suppose to be in the body. Clean the dead body. and pack them before being send to monetary.
Is my first time seeing dead body, cleaning dead body etc...obviously im abit scared bt what i have to do is to be brave over it since i had decided to work tis line.
wad i can say is the image is still clearly in my mind.
aniwae if give a deep thot of it.. why shld we be scared yea? i mean...we nt the one who causes them to die. In fact we help them bath, change diaper during their hospital stay. isn't they thankful to us?
bt yep... is always good to do prayer before and after =)
ended work at 9.10pm. dear came over to fetch mie from work. aww..miss him lots... 2 weeks din see him le...and finally he is back safely from brunei =)