Saturday, June 24, 2006
Talking on the phone
Last night was busying talking on the phone..haha first i was talking to vanessa for like 45 minutes..hahaa den later calvin called mie so talk to him for like 30 minutes?? den called geradine until 2.10 den hang up..hahaa..first time continuous talked to 3 person =xBy the way this is the first time i talked to vanessa for so long..heh enjoyed talking to her..hahaa...as we talked we realised tat we darn alike lo..haha in the first place we got the same panasonic phone, den our cca is band...she played clarinet while i play trombone, den we got short hair, we wear spec, we both rank calvin 7/10 for playing guitar, we love kids and lastly we actually fall for the same guy -.-''. When calvin noe abt all these...he is like saying: "wah!! i attracted the same type of gurls". He very lame rite?? haha
Hahaa...i seriously wanna vanessa to be my friend..maybe a close friend?? hahaa..you people out there must be thinking why not Qing Di...but sorrie k..no such things..cos vanessa dun wanna accept him though she love him..as for mie..i promised him tat i will forget him cos he and mie will never be together...=D i knew tat too..cos he can only be my only best tutor =D at most can only proceed to best friend..?? hahaa...though i admit that i still love him as much as last time..."bei ai shi xing fu de" but "ai yi ge que bu ai ni de ren shi hen tong ku de shi"...so i rather give up on him..
Furthermore i just broke off with my 2 year 8 mths boyfriend. Feeling very relaxed now cos i no need to faced the problems tat we are facing. Now i can do whatever i wan...the time is all mine..i do not need to inform anyone abt wad i'm doin and wad i'm thinking..hahaa..i agreed to vanessa when you are in a relationship euu can really be very stress..So why put myself into a relationship?? i really need a break...i wan to put a STOP first..hahaa...Now i dun wanna think abt all this..Now i wanna 100% forcus on my O level examination..
Today went to Nursing Home to take care of my grandma..cos my parent need to bring my grandpa home..heh!! he finally going home liao..but there will be a maid taking care of him. Dunno why recently go Nursing Home i feel so weird..cos there is a male nurse darn polite lo..always carry a smile on his face =x den walk pass him he will like smile to mie..den i'm like smile back..so pai seh lo..But the funniest thing is tat he dun always do that to other people leh -.-''
I still remember last sunday, we happened to take the lift...just the 2 of us only..den he stand one corner while i stand at the other corner...den the lift opened, he asked mie go out first..den i'm like ooo..you go first...den he say it's ok euu go first...den i'm like huh?? nvm it's ok euu go first...den he like saying realli nvm you go first..den we started to laugh..den i just walked out of the life den say thank you. I hate this lo...made mie darn malu lo..so bu hao yi shi lo..
Then we walked to the entrance...he was like behind mie?? hahaa but thank god we walked different direction...he turned to the right while i turned to the left..when i looked back...it just happened that he also turned back..den i'm like why so qiao i turned back euu also turned back?? (-.-'')
(T.T) argh!! i miss those kids!! wondering how are they..hope to see them real soon..=D cos i gonna request for this job again =x But this time round is not becos of the money..it's becos of the kids..i'm just simply love kids...then also becos i can work with my xun nu geradine...well i think i need to make this clear *Geradine i dun miss you k* dun think y y hor..!!realli got nth to say abt euu and calvin sia..so thick skin lo...everytime like to ask mie: why euu miss mie arhx? -.-''
Friday, June 23, 2006
I love kids <3
My New Hair Cut
Mirror Image
Peter wrote for me
Jonas art piece
Kids art piece
Peter's snoopy
She so cute 
Nice to play with23 June 2006
Had my lunch with calvin before our tuition. Finally whatever we do whatever we talk is back to normal..very zhi lan liao..hahaa...but there is nothing related to adrian..Guess wad I ate?? i ate mee pok!! haha..very long din eat liao..love it man!! While eating i show him some of the photos taken by mie..hahaa...he admit those kids are rather cute...=D
O...by the way i Mong Jian those kids..hahaa...can tell i really misses the kids a lot.
22 June 2006
Today reached the cyper hut at around 8.30am. Some kids are already there..saw a few of them continue with their art and craft. hahaa...one of them is christopher...my student =x love this student cos he take the task seriously...I sat down beside him guiding him..sitting next to mie is jonas...he seem to be lost..hahaa..so in the end i'm the one helping him do...lol...get compliment from 2 parent..they like sayin no wonder he do until so nice...cos i help him do..haha..i'm like so pai seh..=x
Went to farmart at around 9+ it's a long journey...my partner is peter's cousin megan...while geradine partner is peter...hahaa...poor geradine have to tahan peter's nonsense and questions..lolx..Right!! even though my partner wasn't peter...but then during this outing he keep sticking on both mie and geradine...he like keep holding our hand?? den in the end my partner went with her friends =x Made geradine and i cannot bond with other kids =x
Din regret having this job..cos i'm not only doing my job to take care of the kids...at the same time i also gain some knowledge when visiting farmart. hahaa..i learn abt plants and bird nest...love this job man!! simply love kids...love every single one of them...
The employees had lunch together after farmart...while the kids will have their lunch with their parent...dun like lunch time..cos lunch time no kids =x I dun mind taking care of them even for lunch you know?? =x
After lunch the kids can choose what they wish to do..either they can play aracade game, continue their art and craft, or watch movie. As for mi, i went to keep the kids accompany...at the same time helping them to edit their art and craft...hahaa
Went to depot there for baking lesson...hate this timing...cos after their baking lesson...is the end of the day liao..which mean tat i gonna miss the kids...especially peter cos his mother with fetch him striaght away from there...When he told mie i'm like really?? haha..quite sad about it...
Baking lesson is fun...the kids seem to be very happy about it. While they are baking cookie...geradine and i are helping to edit megan and joanne's art and craft. hahaa...cos they going home after that.
When going back to the cyber hut...both geradine and i feel weird..cos peter went off already..we feel weird cos normally when walk he will keep holding our hand..but this time it seem like something is missing...hahaa...honestly speaking...when i'm in the bus i quite miss him =x just a normal missing...hahaa..
Simply love this job haish!! unfortunately this holiday programme for the kids only last for 2 days..which mean that i won't be seeing them ever again..hopefully i can work there again...
Miss all of them...badly...
So happy... finally got my pay $126 hahaa..not bad already you noe?? Cos this is my first time working...heh heh feel so happy about it..cos i earn my own money...$126 is not much but den haha..just feel happy about it lor...able to earn $126 in 2 days already not bad sia..somemore it's also my first time working...Gave $10 to my mum..=x i noe very little la...but den i need money ma...somemore $126 also not much...at least i gave you noe?? hahaa...
21 June 2006
Wake up at 6.40am cos i'm suppose to meet geradine and her mother at around 7.20am in the morning...In the end when i reached geradine house at around 7.15...she still sleeping lor...haha..so funny lo...when she wake up her hair made her look like dragon ball...
wah!! darn excited in the morning cos i'm working...looking forward for this day very long and finally it arrived sia!! wait until my neck also long liao..=x Took a cab there cos we gonna be late for work..=x thanks to the washing machine..cos geradine mother is like waiting for the washing machine..
Well, as you know today is the first day of the programme...so all of us duno each other name...thus we had a so call introduction session..whereby all of us can know each other name well enough...hahaa...After that the kids can play games. There are prizes for the kids to won. However Some of them choose to play arcade game...hahaa..arcade game are forever attracting people attention..=x
After games, their next activity is colouring...Is a contest..whoever colour nicely will get a prize tomorrow..haha soo geradine and i is like going round helping the kids with their colouring...as you noe some kids simply do not have the patient to colour...so they end up leaving a lot of white patches..haha..so the 2 jie jie have to check their work before they can submit it...hahaa...
While helping Irena, peter came to ask mie if i have any pencil..so irena is like lent him her pencil..after a while peter is like throw mie a folded paper and run away..i picked it up..open and see..guess wad i saw?? haha..he actually wrote somethig to mie..."I Like You" den got heart shape...i'm like stoned over there?? and irena is like laughing -.-''
After this colouring activity, we actually had a movie...it's not a must to watch...but den geradine and i rather watch movie...hahaa..cos can sit down and relax ma...but it's like kinda boring...bored until we actually close our eyes and sleep until peter came and bi-ka-boo us...Talk about this peter..i really got nothing to say about him...he keep sitting on the leg..den lean back..den put his head at my shoulder..he's like so comfortable...as for mie?? i'm like pain arhx...but i din tell him about it...hahaa..den he keep playing with my finer...den keep holding my hand when watching movie..
After movie..we had art and craft lesson...so e 2 jie jie become teachers..i took the boys while geradine took the girls..the girls settle down very fast...while the boys took a longer time..hahaa..peter is like asking mie am i going to teach the boys art and craft?? i'm like yea...den he say GOOD!! -.-'' why is he so happy about it??
well wadever it is...i finally noe tat being a teacher is not as simple as you think...If you are lucky..you will have a class of good student...if you are unlucky you will have a few disobedient students..example Joseph...he's like refused to listen to my instruction...asked him settle down he's like dun wan..i dun wan to do art and cradt..i wan to play computer...so i say if you dun sit down on the floor i'm going to off the computer...he's like still refuse to sit down...So in the end i pek cek liao..so i shouted at him..But no use...Then nvm i can't be bother with him liao..so i continue with my lesson..hahaa..15 minutes later den he join the class for art and craft...
Overall i still love the kids <3
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Having Tuition
Wake up at 10.55 just to bath...Also dunno why i sweat even in cold weather...haha..Get myself ready and packed my bag cos i have tuition at Bukit Merah Mac...at around 1.30. Initially wanted to have lunch with geradine...But in the end she pang seh mie again..!! lol..no la..cos she haven complete her tuition homework ma..so she have to finish it before today afternoon..So ok lo...wanted to go mac there eat before tuition...but then when i reached there at around 12.45 i just dun feel like eatin =x So in the end i look through some math questions and started doing..Then at around 1.20 i happened to turn my head to my left..there i saw calvin sitting at the opposite table.He was calling someone and i knew he was calling mie..so i check my phone..and yesh!! he was actually calling mie..
Calvin: Have you two reached?
Mie: I'm just Sitting opposite your table.
Calvin look to his right and saw mie sitting at the opposite table..he hang up the phone and started covering his face...He walked over to my table and started saying he was actually checking every table...but den din check the table infront of him...hahaa...Den he went off to buy "teh"
After he went to buy his drink...minnie sms mie
Minnie: Hey!! Have you reach??
Mie: yeah man..i reach liao euu??
For a moment i got a feeling that she already reached long time ago...soo i looked around...yeah man!! she was sitting on another table eating fries...i'm like -.-'' so i went over...to tell her where i'm sitting and this is wad she said
Minnie: Just now here got people sit leh...
Mie: What time euu reached??
Minnie: about 1.10 pm??
Mie: i reached at 12.45 leh!!
Minnie: who ask you wear until so white
Mie: wad's wrong with that??
Minnie: I can't recognised your side view leh!!
Mie: i cut my hair but my face din change sia...=.=''
Wah darn funny lo...3 people sitting at different tables..lol..imagine if we din sms or call..we will be like waiting for one another for a few hours?? hahaa...But i'm still the survivor..cos i can spot them..lolx
Todae lesson is using perfect square method...wah so chim lo..listened until i also gong liao..haha..but nvm in the end i noe how to do liao...it's just tat i'm slightly slower than minnie...heh heh...must thank calvin cos he keep teaching mie as i always get stuck and lost halfway =x Lucky he got patient with us...If not can really cry lo...
Monday, June 19, 2006
Wo You Zui (lyrics)
Today english oral for prelim really die liao...picture discussion nothing much to say...it's just showing a couple dancing under the bridge den a lot of people watching them...-.-'' den conversation is about "marriage" like as if i noe much abt marriage?? den the teacher still ask what do you think of marriage?? i'm like stun ?? den anyhow answer!! SI ARHX..!! dunno i can pass my oral a nt sia...worse thing is that the teacher even ask mie do euu intend to get married?? For a moment i feel like fainting _o_!! Like what can i answer?? yes or no??den what's next?? + my recent situation of cos he will expect a DuNo from mie..hahaa...=x Tis time oral really die liao!!
Finally settled the problems between calvin and mie..Told adrian what happened during tat week..he couldn't take it...and he din forgive mie for tat..i won't blame him cos it was my fault..i dun expect him to forgive mie..but at least he should try to understand about it...-.-'' wadever he said is like hurting words to mie?? told that to geradine...and she is like WAD LIEW!! yep broke off with my dear today..He din mention it but tat is what he mean in the last sms..."I don't want to hear or see you ever again" *Expected one...*
But then this break up is not really because of what i did...yes is still partly...but the majority part is because i couldn't go out with him..Cos i only can afford to spend at most 2 hours with him..like wad i told him i had lots of homework undone..and the most important reason is i can't find another excuse to get out...cos wed and thurs i'm working but my dad duno about it..so i have to find excuse...If i dun..he will not allow me to work...2ndly i have tuition tomorrow as well as friday..i also have to find an excuse...cos my dad din noe i got a tutor..-.-'' cos if he noe..he will say waste money waste time...-.-'' so my mum and i rather to keep it silence...
1) 我知道我有罪
讲的罪
我太自以为
我知道我有错
讲的错
贪新又厌旧
说话大声是我
就是我
错却不好说拈花惹草是我
又是我罪让你承受
就罚我唱情歌
说话别大声
我错我承认
就罚我唱情歌
越唱越大声
我爱我承认唱到我声嘶力竭
那又如何你值得更好的男人
2) 我知道我有罪
讲的罪
只出一张嘴
我知道我有错
讲的错坏朋友太多
让你伤心是我
就是我
错却不好说痞子无赖是我
又是我罪让你承受
3)让我这罪人
嚷到心灰意冷
痛苦已喊不出声
你背已转身
我看到你伤痕
才知道我错我有多残忍