Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Dinner @ ichiban
Hey all,
Finally i uploaded the photos abt the class outing
@ esplanade Ichiban.
High class ehh? xD
Is worth spending the money as a class yoz!
Nice day spent with you gals.
P14 raw~
Basically all of us were making lots of noise
=x
Okays!! will try to behave next time =x
Finally i uploaded the photos abt the class outing
@ esplanade Ichiban.
High class ehh? xD
Is worth spending the money as a class yoz!
Nice day spent with you gals.
P14 raw~
Basically all of us were making lots of noise
=x
Okays!! will try to behave next time =x
Choc Ice Cream wif Chocolate drink
[$3.00]
Spicy Mayo Sashimi Share with ReiShiokh~
Gonna eat that again!
[$10 plus]
[$10 plus]
Chicken Udon share with rei
[$10 Plus]
Nicest eyes i ever seen x))
*Dun Jump around plsss*
Sweet smile x))
Melissa & Huda
Gals are lidat
Cant blame xD
Toasting of Rice Wine
HAA!! *plS bear with us* x))
Group Photos before we leave
Thanks gal,for givin me a memorable nite x))
Lets go for Lao Pa Sha
to eat after Common Test
*Kisses 4 everyone*
Muack!
And den i went off to find dear @ merlion area.
Had a mini game with him.
Told him:
"I wont let you noe where i am,
based on your feeling, and if you reach within 15mins timeframe,
it mean that we are fated"
He was on the phone with me
and yep he run from bus stop without knowing where to head to.
Result:
He manage to find me but it exceeded the timeframe
After an hour plus of talking blah blah
i gave him another chance
though im stil afraid to
Reached home @ 1am plus
zzzz
Next day copy tutorial answer from adroa =x
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Btw ytd,
went to boon lay to meet Jaren.
cos i need him to pass rick sth.
As i bought rickson choc bar & wrote him a letter.
Saw JJ, but didnt talk talk.
Treating him as transparent.
Dun see the need of talking to him
Went to cine to meet calvin after passing jaren the choc.
Had kobayashi with calvin @ 8plus.
haaa
and den we went to arcade and play awhile.
HAAA..
He bully me la =.=''
cos he won =x
bought 2 tickets without knowing the show is M18
How stupid.
ohh well... My first time watching M18 =.=''
disgusting lahh x((
soo many gal sensor x_x
Lucky no sore eyes!
i bet Calvin is enjoyin it
oOppss =X
aniwae cldnt send calvin off to sydney this coming saturday
cos my shedule is pretty pack.
SORRRY!!
Do enjoy your trip~
x))
Monday, May 05, 2008
Thanks darling
Im HurtBut i noe i have you gals
"DARLING I LOVE YOU!"
Thanks for everything x))
For once you gals stunned mie.
haaa
One say having attachment!
One suddenly call me and ask if i wanna meet her in school to have lunch
cos she having break =.=''
For once i didnt suspect anything >.<
When i got out my house @ 11am,
This was wad i saw
I stun,
Im shocked
Im shocked
Im surprised
Doesnt know who left it there for me.
Seeing the 3 familiar angels,
thot of ping been here & left.
den i recalled,
didnt she said she in school?
Thot of JJ next...
But i know is impossible.
Brought the stuff into my house,
place it nicely in my bag and den
P.E.E.K a B.O.O
there darling ping & ger standing outside my house laughin at me
I was shocked!But it sweet of them.
heee~
Woke up early in the morning to cook lunch for me
to draw up cards for me xD
I LOVE YOU GALS,>.<''
IM real touched xD
I knew i didnt regret knowing you gals,
I knew you gals will always be there for me always.
Hee,
You gals touched me to the MAX
and im serious abt it x))
LOVE YA!
You gals let mie know wad is true fren
so sweet!
THANK YA =D
Looking forward to this coming thur
Our pretty DATE >.<''
Sweet sweet Love!
Sweet Sweet us always >.<
Cutie Pie
Thanks for being there for me when i need you gals most. Thanks for counsellin me and taught me how to be hard hearted like what rickson always wanted me to. In aniwae i hope you can find your own happiness to. And yep jia you for you and that special someone. Something when one is distance with us, truth will be known. Like what people say, when they are with you, you wont learn to cherish them. Only when they are gone, you misses them and learn your lesson. But what i can say is sometime you need to pursue it before you losses them and regret it for life x)) Im saying it using my own experience. As a best friend of yours, doesnt wish to see you ended up like me. All the best darling, but never rush the issue alrite? Be sure of his thinking and if he's trustable. Trust is the most important issue in a relationship. My failure is love is due to trust. yepp.. and ya dun worry about me yea? Im alrite. and im gonna be strong! Muack
Darling Ger
Thanks for everything that you had done for me since the day we are darling. Thanks for the lunch that you had prepared for me. Honestly speaking, you are the one who prepared lunch box for me LOL. feel soo sweet to have you as my darling. Thanks for waking up so early to prepare together with darling ping. LOVE YOU GALS la.. soo sweet.. awww
Likewise regarding that issue you once told me. what i wanna say is follow your heart and do what you wanna do. If you feel that giving up is the best, do it before you regret in future. But you must be mentally prepared for everything yea? But i wish whatever tat person told your mum can be changed or not accurate x)) All the best yoz. x)) mUack
Rickson
Thanks for all the scolding, lecturing and counselling ya. I know what im doing right now and i believe you doesnt wan to see me fall again becos of him. So yep, i promised not to be so soft hearted and like what you say he odd to feel the pain of losing someone. Only then he will learn. In any way, he the one who disappoint and loses my trust. haishhh.. i know its a pity to give up. But i noe i had give in all this while. I have to set a standard for everything so that he wont take me for granted. i believe after this incident, nothing will be the same as before bahh... Overall trust still plays the most impt role in relationship. Dun worry, im hard hearted and im strong x))
Jaren
Thanks for listening to all my sorrow during that nite. And specially stay up till 3am plus to chat with mie in msn. I guess this is the first time you see the sad side of me bah. hahhaaa..aniwae it was fun ice skating with you. You are such a pro la. Wishing i could ice skate with you again and yep you must teach me some stun =x If only im prepared to fall again. My butt hurt to hell la. Fren say it seem like i went for some war. LOL. bleh
Calvin
Thanks for your concern and advice. I know what to do with it and how to handle it. Now i just wanna a break for everything and just forcus on my studies itself. hahaha treat it as my holiday rest? A rest by staying away from relationship thingy? =x Well do enjoy your oversea trip. Not to forget my gift =x hahahaa. Dun worry for me alrite? Im fine. And im feeling better. No matter what happened, im still a cheerful gal that you had known x)) Have a safe trip and enjoy yourself ya? heee..
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Leisure Park
Panda Outside cinema
Panda wanna step me x((
Dear Dear & Mie 
Bought 6 Donuts for $7.20
Its was Pretty NICE!We LOVE it
Snow Flake Donut
Choc Cereal Donut
Double Choc Donut
Double white Choc Donut
Oreo Donut
Choc Filling Donut
Seriously i feel im fat =.=
Taken @ Arcade
Jaren was playing his car game LOL
I Wish i could do that Always
Snap him playing =x
He is Slim & Fit
With 8 pac =.=''
*Envy*
And den we 3 went skating[Leisure park]
Our first time skating
and yep
Im pleased to skate with him x))
Something special
&
sweet
Yet it was distorted on the day itself
x((
Candy Shot of him and jarenLOL
Well Dear look like dancinng instructor
&
Jaren look like Ice skating instructor.
He skate pretty well!
Took a picture with him after my 5th fall =x
How long more will we be like this?
Ice Skating Area
My knee
It pain me terribly
Not physical but Emtionally
No one knows how pain it is
No one know how hurtful it is
-Bleeding LOVE-
Its been a dream to ice skate with someone i love
This day had arrived.
Been looking forward for this day.
But never did i realised i destroyed this dream of mine
If only i didnt kiss him
If only i didnt kiss him
If only my nose is block
If only i didnt go toilet with him
If only i didnt wan to find out the truth
perhaps we would enjoyed the ice skating today.
It was sweet skating with him.
Holding hand and supporting each other when fall
He held me up each time i fall.
No matter how happy or smiley i was
Deep in my heart, is just another HURT
Why?
Why does he wan to hide it from mie?
Why do i even bother to find way to search his bag?
If only i didnt doubt
If only i didnt search
I wouldnt be feeling so HURT
& pretend nth happened at all.
was just showing my strong side of me.
Doesnt wan him to worry during skating.
Why am i so nice?
To even care of his safety?
when he doesnt care about mine feeling?
I felt like a FOOL
to even believed every single words & white lies of his.
He smoked!!
He wanted to talk to me,
but i didnt wish to hear anithin from him.
cuz i noe what he gota say.
Yep i dun wanna hear,
i dun wanna know
&
i CANT BE BOTHERED WITH IT.
How many times does he wan to break my heart?
Its the fourth time i caught him smoking!
Didnt he promised me tat he wont smoke again?
Hasnt he learn his lesson during that 3 days of cold war?
Why do i still find cigar in his bag?
Is the fourth time i caught him
Im speechless.
Im HURT, so hurt that i cldnt feel much pain on my bruise
Im LOST, so lost that i doesnt noe what to do next
Just feel like a FOOL
a Fool that totally believed in him
& doesnt wan to have doubt on him ever since tat day
But why?
Why does he took granted on mie?
How many chance does he wan mie to give him?
How many apologise he wanna say?
How many forgive he wan from me?
How many time he wan to betray my TRUST?
Im exhausted over such issue
Im gave up!
And den you told me the truth through letter.
i know i doesnt wan to have anything to do with you animore.
Again & Again,
you lie to me.
In order to get me,
You lie to me since start.
How could you told mie
"YOU QUITED SMOKING"
when you arent even improving?!?
when you still a hard core smoker?
You are scary!
You are scheming!
Are you being thoughtful for me?
Are you being nice to me?
how cld i trust you ever again?
9 months,
im just like a stupid FOOL
who trusted and believed in you.
To even think that i cld trust you cos we are close.
Never did i expect,
the only guy who i trust in this world,
is the one who betrayed ME all this while.
Why didnt you confess to mie
when i ask you to tell me all the truth the other time?
And even promised you tat i wont be piss?
Why do you choose to hide?
I do hate you!
I hated this love
I regreted knowing you.
What else could i believe you ever again?
I dun wana be fool by you again
Im having doubt in everything tat involved us
Do you noe how scary it is to feel this way?
I love you
But i wanna a break up
Love without trust is a scariest thing on earth.
I feel safer leaving you
Things wil never be the same for us
If only you lie,
and you quited after tat.
If only you lie,
and you improved,
If only you lie,
and told me the truth the other time
Things wont turn up this way.
Is the trust that i cant forgive you,
Not the smoking.