Saturday, November 04, 2006
Study study study
yeaDidn't go online for a few days liao..haix...hand soo itchy sia.!! like wad jessica say..."can't control"...one day dun blog can really die sia..like some drugs addict like tat..aha!! one day dun take drug will have many symtoms...LOL...Study...
...Study...
......Study and..
.........MORE Study...
Basically this few days i had been studying non stop..reading through assignments...practising math and doing some memorising work...WhOo~tired sia...Because of this o level..i can't play..i can't go out..i can't use computer tat often..not because my parent banned mie from doing this...is all within my control..i wanna stay forcus!! i wanna study!! i wanna get good grade...hopefully i can achieve the grade tat i wan..haish!! wah!! 16 more days to goo...after 16 more days..i can do what i wan..i can go where i wan to go..i can talk for long hours..i can use computer from morning to nite time...Wahhh!! i can't wait for this day to come...i seriously need to take a huge break after my o level... OoOO...I just realised tat my shedule for the whole of NOVEMBER is fully booked!! thought got one day rest at home...and tat is 26 November 2006...in the end here come my darling..asking mie when free...cos she wan mie to help her pack her room..den rearrange her furniture..LOL...and i say no problem...=)
yea...a few days ago..i went to my cousin house...and i wore the clothes tat i bought not long ago..haha!! i took lots of photos...den study halfway then take photos..haha!! yea...100 plus -.-'' yea i noe i'm crazy..i din noe i take soo much until i count it one by one...i thought i only take 30 plus lik etat..in the end..?? i was shocked and stunned when i finished counting..hhaa...duno why also...everytime exam period i tend to take a lot of photos...-.-'' doobie said taking photos is a way for mie to release stress -.-'' maybe he's rite...but maybe he's wrong..haha...
yesterday i went to darling house to study again...weee!! soo happie to see her...nah..but sad also..cos i very long din see jessica liao..haish..miss her sooo much!! okay..back to the topic..i went to darling house to study math!! Den another purpose of going her house is to drink my mother in law soup!! sooo nice!! weee...darling gonna teach mie how to cook tat soup after o level...=) ooo..btw..i drank 2 bowl of soup..darling also drank 2 bowl of soup..hhehe!! yaya!! and i doo all the washing...my bowl, my spoon, darling bowl, darling spoon, the pot and plate...Funny rite?? Suppose to be the owner wash one...in the end i wash..hhaha!! nah..i din blame her..cos she also never ask mie go wash..is i volunteer myself one..lol...automatic..haha!!
Den she serve mie white chocolate cheese cake..weee!! soo nice to eat...hahha!! ehh...actually i eat before la..haha..it's just tat i very long din eat white chocolate cheese cake le..hahha!! and yay!! i wash my own fork and the container...cos darling washed her one liao...
Aniwae yesterday darling let mie see a book...OMG!! i love tat laptop man!! Wanna save up money to buy tat..i dun care i dun care i dun care..i love it man!! But...when will i save until soo much?? haish...!! honestly speaking..i'm willing to give up a lot of things just to buy this laptop...
http://www.sony.com.sg/vaio/index.html?page=sonyhome
Been smsing calvin for these few days..hehehe!! den he soo sweet sia...he know tat i miss him ma..den he called mie tat nite sia...LOL...hmm...talked for a while only cos he very tired ma..but it's alrite..at least i got a chance to talk to him yea?? heheh!! weee...he said something tat made mie feel soo touched sia...he told mie i no longer his tutist bt good friend...he treat mie as a good friend euu noe?? i'm soo touched!! hahhaa...*ignore mie* mao....it's another saturday tat i din get to see him...haish...no more tuition le...missing him!! nah..better get used to all these ba...no more tuition= lesser meeting day...
Haish..hate my room now..soo messy!! is not i can't be bother to clear all my stuff or go pack my books..is just tat no matter how many times i pack and how many time i tidy up my room..my room will still be messy cos of exam..i won't have the time to pack and put my books back to the shelf etc...cos i got lots and lots of book piling up my cupboard!! every morning wake up...see liao..feel sooo sick..wishing tat i will never wake up again -.-'' well...i got to admit tat i hate tidying up my room...i won't keep my things in place...i only noe how to keep my books clean tidy and new...yep tat's my bad point...soo be it...hhaaa
hehee!! Food and Nutrition books, biology book, chemistry books had been with mie for 3 years liao...duno should i throw away after i finished my o level ...haish..!! a bit she bu de..hahha!! especially those guide books..lols...alamak!! those photos [books] look as if i selling books like tat..lol...Dun you think soo??
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
I saw mr sng today
Initially wanna sleep early last nite...wanna sleep at 11pm...but due to some reasons..i only have 4 hours of sleep...firstly i haven finished studying at tat time...after i finsihed all my revision..the time was already 12.30am..secondly i was i'm was talking to *him* after my revision ma...thirdly i very scared for my bio paper [today 1/11/06]...haish...soo even if i dun talk on the phone..i also cannot sleep one...i will be turning here and there instead...soo in the end i slept at 2.15am...yep wanna talk to him more..but cannot la..i need enough rest to perform well ma...so die die also must hang up the phone with *him*Woke up at 6.00am...went to wash up etc...grabbed a coconut bun and a cup of milo and went to my room and eat..hehe!! guess wad i did?? i took out a book and read through again..ahha!! i scared la..i'm afraid of those essay questions...haish..cos i got no idea wad they will ask ma...
went to school...everyone was super nervous...everyone can't sleep well too...even those smart gurl like jessica and jermaine...nah!! not as if we din take any major examination...but still...haish the feeling is still scared nervous and worried...worried tat we will forget wad we had learnt...scared about tricky questions...nervous about not having enough time...haish..!! today my endocrine gland produce a lot of adrenaline hormone..hahah!! made mie soo nervous...!! den my pupil will dilate to enhance vision...bronchiole will relax to increase the amount of oxygen we breath in...den heartbeat will be faster...alamak!! why am i revising my bio now?? lol...
i was surprised to hear dat no pencil case are allowed to bring into the auditorium. in the end, causing all of us digging out our stationaries. checking wid one another if there are anything dat we left out . hahas ! alrighty , time to get in. no time to waste.
Went to my seat...yep feeling nervous...duno why also..not as if i din study anything...not as if i forget everything...but i just feel worried and nervous...aniway when i settle down..i was shocked sia.!! cos i saw jermaine sitting beside mie...LOL...and i din noe abt it..hahah!! first time sit beside her sia..but no more le..cos next paper will be in the hall...won't be sitting beside mie le..sigh..hahah!!
well..wad i can say is the paper wasn't as tough as prelim..hopefully i can score better than my prelim..and hopefully i got enough points for my essay questions...and hopefully the marker is not soo strict..hope they can close one eye..hehe!! aniwae i gonna thanks god tat heart, nervous system and eyes din come out..phew!! heart is still alrite...but not for eyes and nervous system..cos it's quite complicated..yep =)Went home with geradine...den went to NTUC alone...bought sour plum..and cracker...YAY!! SOUR plum again...simply love to eat sour stuff...nah!! i'm not pregnant...need not worry..i love sour since young...heehe!!
And guess who i saw when walked out of the NTUC [on my way home]?? I saw MR SNG!! yay!! finally...i finally get a chance to see him..miss him soo much sia...but sign...timing not right la...if i walked a bit slower..and he walked a bit faster...den i will greet him "good morning" and even ask for his number...?? but too bad..!! when i saw him tat time...he was 20 steps away from mie..yay!! he saw mie...but haish...i didn't bother to walk back and say a hi to him..duno why..i just refused to walk back..mainly becos i scared?? and mainly becos i'm still worried for my bio and do not have the mood to greet him?? and mainly becos i feel shy?? and mainly becos if i were to walk back and greet him..i feel super weird..!! like just walk back to say a hi to him...den he will ask mie how's my study?? den i will say okok...den he will wish mie good luck for my o level..den wad's next?? Basically i will just stoned down there and start thinking about my paper again...
I feel soo bad sia...cos he's the only teacher i respect the most..and yet?? i din even bother to walk back and say hi to him...haish..somemore he saw mie lor..cos i'm just directly infront of him...and i guess he expected mie to pause there and greet him or walk back and greet him??? haish i duno i duno...i just hope he didn't see mie..at least i won't feel tat bad la...but tat's soo impossible!! Mie simply love him as my teacher..a wonderful and caring teacher...No one will be able to replace him man...i swear!!
OoO...aniwae in the morning..i saw my ex ex discipline mistress...duno how to spell her name..haha!! i get a shocked when i saw her man..but i didn't bother to greet her also..aniwae she also duno me..bt of cos she noe tat i'm from st theresa's convent...haha!! cos i'm wearing IJ uniform ma...yay!! told geradine about it..and she told mie tat MRS......stay at 12th storey...!! alamak!! tat mean whenever i go geradine's house..i can simply walk up one more storey...den go pay her a visit..but nah!! never!! cos she look fierce =x till now i dare not even talk to her...
hehe!! i shall be thick skin abit...everyone living in this area are soo discipline sia..LOL..why i say soo?? hah!! cos MRS....[ex ex ex discipline mistress] stay in this area...den there comes a Miss martin [ ex ex discopline mistress] also staying at this area...den there comes a Mr Sng [ Ex discipline master]..also stay near here...wee!!
OMG!! today jessica let mie listen something..yay!! some recording tat we took during our phone chat...hahah!! it was darn funny sia...laugh and laugh non stop...din noe we talk until soo funny..aniwae recording are always soo fake!! our voice change!! we soound like kids!! eww!!
haish sian sia...bio paper over le..i should be happy...at least one subject clear liao...but then i dun wan!! cos from today onward..i need to continue my social studies le...sian..!! i rather study bio than social studies lor..soo boring...made mie keep falling asleep...!!
To: geradine
alamak!! we never pang seh eu leh...on the phone we like saying...we shall ask geradine to come along lorr...is only tat we haven ask euu only ma...still soo long..who noe now euu say can..then when april come tat time euu say..OOOO NOOO!! I FORGET!!...or sorrie i cannot make it..i got something else...den pang seh us!!soo now euu noe about it liao..i treat it as a okay to euu horr?? soo promise arhx?? dun last min pang seh us horr... hhee!! aniwae i believed euu have changed le...at least now euu won't last min cancel our appointment..haha!! good good!! and euu dun jealous la...it's just 3 photos onli ma...more than euu 2 more only..like tat also wanna jealous..auYoOO!! hheee!!
Darling...next week...can asked ur papa to drive mie to school also?? hehe!! arhhhh...i mean whenever we got paper...can ask him to drive mie?? hehe!! thanks thanks!! and euu!! dun keep mie waiting..waiting for people at downstair not nice one euu noe?? cos i dun wan to see MRS.....hahah!! Later she ask mie why are euu here?? aren't euu suppose to go school?? no need wait for ur friend..LOL...!!
Monday, October 30, 2006
Our promise
Jessica:Nu er..!!...marmie love euu lots...yepyep...enjoyed talking to euu on the phone..and haha!! it seem like the amount of time we talk are always increasing?? Lol!! Looking foward for our next conversation..sigh!! soo long!! cos it gonna be after our O level...but it's okay!! at least mama noe euu got mie in ur heart can already ;)
Talking period
20 October: 2.00 to 4.00 am [2 hours]
28 October: 2.30 to 4.43 am [2 hours 13 minutes 41 seconds]
29 October: 2.55 to 6.oo am [ 3 hours ]
30 October: 8.50 to 9.25 pm [35 minutes]
euu see!! marmie can remember the time we talk..how long we talk..and which day we talk..soo euu much be super touched horr!! *hughug* whooo!! Can't wait to see euu tomorrow...hehee!! after soo long...we will be meeting tomorrow..but haish..i dun think we will talk much..until our paper end..!! lol..cos need to recap wad we learnt ma..=D
Darling!! Just wanna let euu noe tat i will not forget our appointment, our meeting and OUR PROMISE...one kie!!
Our Promise:
20 November 2006:
After paper, we go take photos around the school
Go esplanade
Go marina square
Talk on the phone from 2am to 6am [4 hours]
21, 22, 23 November 2006:
One of this day
we will go shop for stuff for graduation day
24 November 2006:
Go have buffet at Sakura
30 November 2006:
Will be missing euu a lots!!
cos you will be going hong kong
But it's alrite
Cos euu say euu will call mie
And we got another phone appointment
[5 hours this time]
after you come back from hong kong
Someday in december 2006:
Go eat at ichiban
[Japanese Restaurant]
with minnie and jermaine
[after jermaine come back from her holiday]
26 December 2006:
Go out celebrate Christmas Day
17 April 2007:
Go pub [Your birthday]
yay!! becos of this
i'm training myself to drink
yesterday i drank 2 sip of X.O
Got soo many type of alcohol at home
Of all these i go choose X.O
In the end my oesophagus
was burning like duno wad
Den i go eat ICE =x
Must be touched horr
Turning 22 years old:
Go hong kong with you
Share the same room with you
Allow you to play horse horse
Horse horse on the bed
Horse horse on the chair
Horse horse on the toilet bowl
And yay!!
thanks a lot, euu scared the hell of mie
Horse horse in the bath tub -.-
The rest of my days:
Will never forget you
as my dear friend,
as my Bao Beii dotter.
Mama will always be there for you
always.
I promised =)
Other promised:
Bring you to school on the first day
Make cookie for you
Take neoprint [2 of us only]
Go out with you and geradine
Go eat steamboat with you
Go eat dim sum with you
Go put spray tattoo
Go pierce ear
Go Marina square
Go Far East
Go Raffles
Go Suntec
Go Bugis
Aniwae not to worry kie?? i training myself to drink cos of two reasons...one is becos of euu..cos euu wanna go pub and drink ma..so okie lor..must train myself..in case euu drunk..haha!! second reason is my whole family noe how to drink...and my "SEAH" family...which mean my brothers, my cousins...all very good at drinking one...Gene!! cos my grandfather very good at drinking one..so are my cousin, my brothers and my father?? LoL!! who knows i also can..haha!! but need to train first la..
hee!! let mie tell euu a good news sia...you yesterday go take photos of our books rite?? lol..yesterday i also took some photos of my books!! Memory ma..den somemore yesterday i study until i sian liao..den go take photos of it..haha!! Den just now i saw ur blog and i was shocked to see those photos you upload...cos we did the same thing..ahaha!!!! but i will not upload it today...need to go revise for my bio le...hehe!!
To: Nick Mama
Mama...Miss euu soo much...recently seldom talk to euu..but i still remember euu one okie?? Been busy with my revision...then when i take a break..just nice...he call mie...hehe!! wanna talk to *him* alone...=x yepyep...marmie! euu must take good care of yourself kie?? i dun think i can talk to euu for tat long...and tat often...my o level coming liao...soo i will talk to euu more after my O level yea?? Not to worry...nu er will not forget euu one ;) MAMA!! euu too cannot forget about mi k...if not my heart will break one...WHoOoo!! Can't wait for 24 November 2006..cos i gonna see my mama!!
To: Bryan [Son in Law]
Son in law!! for your information...there won't be any conference liao...yep after my o level den we conference again lor..=) den sorrie for not replying your sms or call euu back asap...cos i busy with my work ma...=) dun blame marmie in law yea?? if i free.. i will get back to euu asap...then i will talk to euu lesser le..dun think every nite we can talk le..cos i need the time to study ma...hope euu understand yea?? Lastly euu dun think too much kie?? it's all in the past liao...dun let her or the dream to haunt euu...=) Must be a happy happy son in law yea??
To: Doobie
SUNSHINE!! Take good care of your health yea?? Dun hang out till late nite...euu seriously need a good rest...need enough sleep...euu can always hang out late after your head no longer feel any pain yea?? just bear with it till ur head it's okay..you are 19 years old...you should noe how to take care of yourself...be more sensible yea? Stop drinking and stop smoking for the time being...if not ur head will hurt even more..but tat doesn't mean that once ur head stop hurting for the time being...den euu can smoke euu can drink etc...NAH!! ur head stop hurting cos euu took the medicine...not becos ur head is fully recovered...
Our Promised:
24 November 2006:
Go out with you to vivo city
Other Promised:
Watch stairway to heaven
Cook for mie
Bring your niece out
Go see scenery
Just now...while talking to doobie on the phone..his niece was playing with him..hahah!! omg she is soo cute sia!! talked to her for a while..and she is soo cute!! but haha..she's a kpo...lol...she asked mie a lot of question which made mie stoned..lol...
After talking to her for a while...she suddenly asked mie
She: YOu like my uncle rite?
Mie: Nooo
She: yes you like him...dun bluff
Mie: Nooo..i dun
She: You my uncle's girlfriend rite?
Mie: huh?? Nooo...
She: Dun lie...i see you before
Mie: HUH?? Noo la..tat's not mie...
Doobie: alamak..tat on not her la...
She: Do you think my uncle is handsome
Mie: half yes half no
She: yes or no??
Mie: Nope
She: can euu promised mie something??
Mie: wad??
She: later tell my uncle "handsome"
Mie: huh??? why??
She: hehee!! just tell him ok...promise??
Mie: ehhh...ok...-.-
OMG!! SHE IS sooo cute sia...not the questions she asked..but the way she answered mie and the way she asked mie questions is sooo darn cute...hahah!! Can't wait to see her man...LOL!!
To: geradine
Darling!! euu this woman!! i wan to kill euu le lor!! what did you said to mie?? euu dare to ask mie why didn't i call euu when i cried..and now who is the one who din call mie when euu cried?? who is the one who say tat i can call euu in the nite...and who is the one who say euu will call mie in the nite too?? euu PIG!! tomorrow i gonna hamtam euu le lor..!! soo big issue euu din tell mie...wad is this!! i'm ur darling for wad?? i'm ur friend for wad?? i'm ur grandmother for wad?? let mie tell euu tis!! euu better get this clear....
I'm your grandmother,
I'm your friend
AND
I'm your darling
Cos i will always be there
for you.
No matter what happened,
i will still be there for you.
You noe all these
You pig
You silly gurl!!
Well...darling i understand how you feel...i noe it's super disappointed to heard tat from him...although graduation day is not a big event..not as if we graduating from university or wad...but somehow gurls will always wish that their love one will be there to witness..to share their joy with each other...then can take photos with them on this special day...yep guys will think take photos only wad..can take other days...but to gurl..it's different...i duno how to explain..but the feeling is just different lor..i understand de..cos i'm a gurl..hahha!!...but darling i noe euu are sensible enough to noe tat he dun wish thing to turn out this way...but wad i can say is...i understand how you feel...but still euu can't let this to affect your studies your mood and your relationship with him yea?? but honestly speaking if i'm him..i will do something to make up for tat day...you take care yea?? anything just call mie lor...dun worry tat euu will disturb my revision time...=)
Our Promise:
20 November 2006:
After paper, we go take photos around the school
Go esplanade
Go marina square
After paper, we go take photos around the school
Go esplanade
Go marina square
24 November 2006:
Have dinner together
Our Promise:
Go pierce ear
Go shopping
Go see scenery
Go take neoprint
Go out with jessica
Go out with Jun Ping
Bring your cousin out
Celebrate birthday together
hehe!! just now at around 8 plus..."he" sms mie..mie soo happy!! was jumping round the room like some sot woman..haha!! was shocked when i saw his sms...yep and i was smiling sooo sweetly...hee...just couldn't stop smiling to myself..LOL...then also cannot stop laughing...
His message:
Good luck for your exams! all the months of hard work will pay off. Do try to relax a little, and you will be just fine =)
*Soo sweet of him sia*
My message:
Wah!! thought after tat day euu will forget about us liao..hhee!! but thanks a lot =) Hope tat the questions will be easy lor...hmm..you this saturday free ma??
His message:
Eh? why leh? want to ask mie out for a date ar? HAaha...quite free lah..no more tuition le ma.
*Shocked stoned...den start laughing abt wad he said*
My message:
Date?? *shocked* nah!! not at this moment..critical period..haha!! exam more important...OoO...no la...just wanna ask if euu free on sat ma..den we go mac there and study..den i got any question den i can seek help from you asap ma...soo you free??
His message:
I seldom study outside these days. But you can ask mie any queries you have =) oh ya...btw minnie pass u the tuition fees already? Could i meet u up on sat and shun pian answer all e question u compile. if any
My message:
heh!! i haven see her ever since saturday..i wednesday take from her lor..hee!! can i dun pass the money to euu on saturday?? cos later euu dun wan go out after my o level...haha!! bleh...
His message:
Aiyo...bluff my feelings..ah you...so bad...remind minnine loh. then saturday can pass mie..actually any questions can ask over the phone too...dun haf to come out. But minnie operation that day we go visit her together k? haha...then can twist her leg...hahahaaa
*Couldn't stop laughing*
My message:
HOR!! say mie bad...EUU more bad lor...hahaa...aniwae i where got cheat ur feeling...i just asking euu to come out and study ma..den got any questions den can ask euu...i din say come out to pass euu money ma...bleh =x k lo...see saturday wanna meet up a nt lor..yep we shall go visit her together if i'm not working on tat day =x
yay!! and thanks to him..tomorrow i gonna top up my prepaid card liao..hehe!! if i dun top up..i cannot sms le..cos i dun wanna use the other phone to sms...tat's for calling..=) But is okay!! i dun mind sms him or replying his sms...cos i will be happy whenever we sms =)