Monday, February 05, 2007
As usual busy working everyday. Now my first priority is work. Only working can give mie happiness. I seriously dun understand why i love to work sia..realli...it's like if euu ask mie to choose between going out with close friend or work..my answer will be work...Work come first. No work no money...LOL...No money NO talk!! i won't allow myself for not working for more than 1 day per week. if can i wish everyday i can work. But bo bian..i gotta make one day available for jessica and geradine..these 2 gurls always book mie before i even book my shedule in hotel and fashion pals =.='' Today doobie asked mie when will i stop working and enjoy my holiday..haha!! and my answer for tat is nope i din plan to stop working until i start school..but even if my school start i will still work during weekend.
Yesterday i report in mandarin hotel at 9am sharp. took a cab down cos i work up pretty late. suppose to walke up at 7.30...but mie this little pig wake up at 8.30am!!! did three function...buffet breakfast, wedding lunch and wedding dinner. didn't have any break at all...cos must do set up immediately after the event end..we dun even have 1/2 an hour for lunch or dinner..we only have 15 minutes...it's darn rushed...Make a new friend..yep his name is Nick..and he's oscar's [captain] younger brother..OMG they dun look alike...but they sound alike!! is like when he talk to mie, i thought it was oscar..=.='' well end work at 10.50pm sharp!! i seriously dun understand why those people in the kitchen soo fast sia...made us rushed like wad...just present the dish to the guest...less than 8 min another dish is out =.='' when this happened...we have to rushed the guest by asking "may i collect this?"...even though it's super obvious tat they are still eating!! is liek we have no choice but to rush the guest?
went to shaw to eat supper with cheryl and a malay guy...yep eat until i miss my last bus...haish..soo bo bian have to take a cab home..but before i took a cab home..i walked from far east to hotel 81..=.='' dun think dirty!! the reason why i stopped at there is i duno how to walk home le. tat's why i took a cab home from there...didn't did i expect myself to walk until soo far...somemore my foot was hurting for days..yep is my first time doing tat...i'm changing all the impossible to possible...initially wanna walk from far east to plaza singapura only...but as i walk i feel like walking further...cos my mind is full of him...
yep i was thinking of him throughout the journey.This is my first time..reallie my first time walking alone in the night...the street was soo quiet...sooo peaceful..soo wonderful...the wind is cooling and refreshing...Reallie miss him a lot...always wanted to call him but i can't...cos i dun wish to disturb him in any way. the only thing i can do is send him sms..but sad to say he didn't reply any of my sms. i understand why he is doing tat...for one simple reason..he wish i can forget about him since we can't be together...wad if i say i can't forget him? and wad if i say till now i still have feeling for him? i dare not ask for more...i dun ask for us being together...but i just hope we can be like last time...all the chatting and all the fun we had in the past. When? Just when can we be like last time? i really wish to see him once again..but when will that be???
days later?
weeks later?
months later?
years later?
OR
NEVER IN MY LIFE?
You are the one
who gave mie strength.
You are the one
who brighten up my days.
You are the one
Who deserve mie waiting.
You are the ONLY one
who is able to change all the
"impossible" to "possible"
I Love U
Today...5 Feb 2007...woke up late for work again..suppose to wake up at 10.15am cos i start work at 12pm..in the end i woke up at 11.25am!!! yep soo in the end i report to work at 12.40 cos i need to search for the new outlet. yep cos i'm being transfer to the new outlet for today tuesday and wednesday..well wad i can say is there isn't much crowd...not much business also..for one reason is the building is new and there isn't much people know about it. 2ndly it's quite inside and thus it's hard to find the area. yep suppose to end work at 9pm..in the end i offwork at 9.30pm..cos sally my senior was teaching mie how to calculate net sales..for one reason this coming wednesday i will be working ALONE in tat outlet...i duno anything then die liao...there won't be anyone helping mie and there won't be anyone i can seek help from...=.='' yep wad i can say is good luck to myself..and i better learn as much as i can by tomorrow [tuesday]...and the most importantly is dun OVERSLEPT on wednesday!! cos on wednesday i will be the one opening the door...and the one who close the door..then must calculate how much the shop earn for the day!! like as if i'm the owner of the shop =.=''