Saturday, July 08, 2006

Fruit day

Intend to wake up at 9am one.. however i woke up at 10.45am..hahaa..cos last nite i slept pretty late..like around 2.30?? was talking to calvin on the phone?? cos vanessa wan mie to tell him something ma..then just help her sae lo..although i noe tat third parties shouldn't get involve with it..but she requested mie..and i'm just doing my part to help her...furthermore she also helped mie last time..haha...tis is wad friends are for rite?? =D

hmm..well..i love helping friends..i enjoy lenting my shoulder to people who need it...i enjoy lenting them my listening ear..cos i noe i'm doing a good deed..and also doing my part as a frenz yea?? thus i really cherish every single friends of mine..=) >>Frenz Rawk!!<<

Well..get myself ready for tuition at around 12pm...But still intend to leave my house at 1pm?? cos we are meeting for lunch at around 1.20?? soo yea...20 minutes duration will be able to bring me to my destination...hahaa..Well...i'm feeling quite high today..haha dunno why also..maybe is i completed the homework tat he gave den got no worries?? haha... actually i did all the even and odd questions in the tys...although he asked us to do odd question only...No harm doing more rite?? As for minnie she told mie tat she din do any of his homework..i'm like diao?? It doesn't matter also...cos minnie smarter ma..got such a good math teacher unlike mie..-.-'' den somemore calvin also din noe she din do..and he also din noe tat i actually did extra...hahaa..how blur can he be...lolz

Share money with minnie to buy regular pizza!! Very long din eat pizza liao..shiok arhx..soo many cheese!! Den calvin order KFC for himself...he ordered cheese fries, drink and 2 pieces of chicken (1 crispy and 1 non crispy) And guess wad?? i really get a shocked in my life!! he is even horrible than mie sia...cos before he eat he actually peel off the skin lo...both me and minnie is like wad the hack is he doin?? Den he explained tat he dun wanna eat cos later got one pack on his stomach...-.-'' So is like after he eat finished...his plate is like full of chicken skin?? i said he very waste food And guess wad?? he put the chicken skin on my plate and expect mie to eat -.-'' I say i dun wan den ask him take away...haha..in the end minnie ate it cos she dun mind eating it..aniwae it's clean also...

Today tuition is really darn crazy..!! keep laughing non stop...both calvin and mie keep argueing...Can't stand him sia..always made mie kana bang one...den minnie will keep laughing at us..-.-'' Hahahaa...today tuition is really darn fun...When calvin get to know that minnie is going for operation end of year...he was like saying we will go visit you...and den see your stiches den we go ticker it...den pitch it den hit it..it's like darn funni la...minnie is like saying..."i dun wan wan to tell him which hospital i go liao"...hahaa

Then another issue is like he darn irritating lo...we here trying to solve the question den he keep asking us soo when you all want to have tuition again?? den we like shhhh...later then discuss...after 2 minutes he asked agaiin...we ignore him...den he like hello?? oie..when you all wan to have tuition?? But we din answer him...after 3 minutes he asked again...den we feel irritated by it...soo minnie is like saying "lian qing ren" den i like continue minnie sentence "zhe me mei nai xing"...den i wanna continue saying "yi hou zhen yang zhuo da shi" ?? But then i din..cos we can't stop laughing..is like the way we said is like as if we are some elderly lecturing him?? Then somemore he like asking us wah!! trying to crawl over my head la?? Who taught you all one arhx?? haha...darn funny...

heh!! today is like a fruit day to mie...guess wad i ate within one day?? i ate durian, rambutan, lychee, orange and long zhu guo...haha..lucky no lao sai lo...hahaa..

Wah!! later got soccer...hope germany will win lo...haish!! kinda worried for Klose...cos he still injured..den my dotter jessica is like darn worry for tis lao gong...cos she afraid that someone might push him accidentally or purposely...den he will fall...haish..hope this will not happen lo..if not my nu xu will injured himself again..den my dotter will heartbroken..hahaa

>>GeRmAnY MuSt WiN<<

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Friday, July 07, 2006

Took 2 photos of my lao gong

Heh!! took 2 pictures of my lao gong!! soo happie!! he allowed mie to touch him again...=D this mean that he forgive mie =D *jumpjump*

ooo...the photos tat i took...is uploaded into my previous entries...past 3 entries =)

kinda tiring todae...after school went to tiong mac to have tuition...guess how long was it?? w3e had 2 and a half hour of tuition =.='' good is good but den very tired!! hahaa..lucky i manage to pull through =x Tomorrow having tuition again...sian!! hahaa...not la..not really..is just that think of math i sian liao...recently forcus too much on math liao..den kana nag by my family...they like sayin math is important...but also no need everyday do math...how about your other subject -.-''

well..about wad i had mentioned about geradine's clique gonna express their feeling to baowei...rite!! she cried...and she's like so upset? Sandy, ai yue and cheryl they are xin ruan...wanna console her..but we stop them from doin it..cos if she get the wrong idea...and she irritate them whenever they together...den cheryl ai yue and sandy couldn't take it..den they confess their feeling again..it will be even worse...

By the way they darn smart lo...the "bomb" in their clique din explode..instead they throw the "bomb" to my clique!! Now baowei is like asking one my my clique member "jessica" this: Sandy their group dun wan mie le..can your group accept mie?? This question was asked during math lesson..and i get to know it during chemistry lesson...i was told by minnie..and i'm like WAD?? Jing ran bei wo shuo zhong!! i dun mind if she ask them..but if she ask mie i really duno wad to do..i dun wanna be mean to her..but if i dun my clique including mie will suffer from her nonsense...i can't stand the questions she asked...i can't stand the sight of her...cos she's always smiling to herself suddenly...-.-'' haish..wad can i do?? praying that she won't ask us again..and dun she ever approach to mie...gonna siam her 1km away =X

After this short period of time...i finally dun miss cal tat much..yes i still love him as much...But i love and miss my lao gong more =) well..am i trying to replace calvin by loving my lao gong more each day?? No matter wad he will always be my laogong...5 years relationship is hard to maintain yea?? Okies...back to the topic..yea..somehow i find it kinda weird..i can feel that he no longer wanna tok or sms to mie..vanessa say maybe he helping me to forget him...hmm..tat's wad i think also..but wat's the real reason behind it no one will noe beside calvin..Hmm..sometime wanna give him a call...pick up the phone and wanna dial..But failed...in the end i still choose to put down the phone..dun wanna disturb him ma..dun wanna make him feel uneasy? I have no idea how he feel towards mie..but i believed he dun wan mie to disturb him like i dun wan adrian to disturb mie tat often?? haha..i'm just gussing..it might not be true?? Ok la..at least i din force calvin to accept mie like wad adrian did to mie..hahaa..this can be really irritating =X Somehow i feel that if you fall for someone it's better not to say anything abt it...well..some might turn up well...but some will turn up the other way round to an extend that you can't even be friend with him...eg: avoiding you, dun wanna tok to you by using lots of reasons etc...No matter wad, i'm just treating him as my "Da Ge Ge" --> Big brother

As for adrian issue...i'm kinda worried for him..he din call mie for 3 days and he refused to pick up my call after i told him tat both of us will never be together ever again..and lastly i dun wanna hear anything from him anymore...cos he asked mie "either i be with him" or "either he will not call mie ever again"..which mean tat we can't even maintain as a frenz u c? So i have no choice but to choose "dun ever call mie again.." He hang up and he sent mie a sms. This sms is somehow sad la..he's like saying thank for bringing him wonderful memorise. And he also said something shocking...and that is he intend to take a risk of death...immediately i sms him but he did not reply me...Hopefully he din do anything silly..dun wan anything to happen to him..Hopefully he's feeling better now...

Haish..if it wasn't mie..all this will not be happening...calvin will not think that he mislead mie -.-'' and adrian will not be feeling heartbroken etc...Just wanna said a BIG SORRY to them..Hope they will forgive mie...No matter wad happen..both of them will always be my da ge ge oh...=)

Everything can be force into it

But definitely not for love

If you are being force into it

There will be no happiness between the two of you

Just take it naturally

And nothing will goes wrong

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

Lao Gong i love you <3

Lao gong!! Heard a song from somewhere..it's darn cute lo...wanna hear you sing this.although i noe that if you really sing it i will run away...btw the lyric is:

Wo shi ni lao gong

Ni shi wo lao Po

Wo xi huan zai fan hou chou shan yi zhi yan

Wo shi ni nan ren

Ni shi wo nu ren

etc...

Arh!! sooo sweet >.<''

Lao Gong!!!

Why you today ignore mie??

Did i did something that you dun like??

Or is it you are sick and bored??

Or is it today raining den i din bring umbrella for you??

Sorry i was having lesson so i can't go down to see you.

i think of you when i'm havng lesson

My friends say you will be alrite

Reallie..i'm wondering are you cold

You soo poor thing..have to go through feng chui yu da

[hUgGiEs]

wah!! i almost forget tomorrow i got tuition after school..hahaa..initially wanted to watch movie with my classmates cos school goin to dismiss 45mins earlier.Told this to geradine and she's like: "Tuition can also forget"..hahaa...this show that i wanna watch movie with them ma..."Ren jia pa ni xiang wo ma XD"

Oo noo!! saw geradine's blog...get to noe tat they are going to tell baowei the truth...as in how they feel toward her...and how irritating she is...and how uncomfortable whenever she follow them..well..i really dunno what's going to happen next..as in how will she feel and how will she react AND the most importantly who will she follow during recess?? Kinda worried she might ask mie this "Jia En can i join you all for recess??" ehh...tat time i really duno how to react cos if i say up to you my friends will be like wah lao...den if she follow us...i somehow will feel irritated..cos the questions she ask is darn nonsense!! i can't even stand her =X But if reject her is like breaking her heart lo..sometime i really wanna be nice to her..but then think of the consequences i think better not lah...She is just weird to everyone...she smile to the mirror, she ask stupid question, she say something that doesn't link etc...argh!! I will never forget the stupid sentence that she ever said to mie:

Baowei: "Hor hor jia en ni bian huai le"
Mie: ??? "why leh??"
Baowei: "cos you carry this type of bag [billabong sling bag]
Mie: =.='' like that mean i turn pai kia le la??

I told my friends about it and they like ??? So the next day when i carry back my usual bag...i'm like telling her: BAO WEI!! wo bian guai le...cos i carry back my old bag you noe??

Ooo..today got CME lesson...haish waste money...cos mrs chua keep forcing us to buy the CME 5B book...-.-'' other class also no need to use CME book..only she simple minded...shi ban jiu shi shi ban...confirm must use the CME book -.-'' lalala...aniwae today CME lesson wasn't boring la..cos she asked we all to goto a webpage call OSCAR. It's about your career path..den thsi site will suggest which type of job suitable for us...

Career Profile Inventory
My Interest pattern is in this order:

* Social

* Administrative

* Enterprising

My Top 5 abilities are:

* Musical

* Sensitivity

* Interpersonal

* Sales

* Management

Occupation Matching:
[list of occupation that match well with my interest]

Assistant, administrative support (Naval)

Assistant, Constituency (Liaison)

Assistant, Constituency (Management)

Cahier

Clerk, Account

Computer Operator

Computor Programmer

Customer Service Representative (Bank)

Designer, fashion

Draftsperson, Architectural

Economist

Librarian

Loss Adjuster

Manager, Branch (singpost)

Merchaniser

Musician

Nurse

Officer, Administrative

Office, Bank

Officer, Corporate Support

Officer, Corporate Support (MEWR)

Officer, Court

Officer, Customer Service (postal clerk)

Officer, Executive

Officer, Immigration (Junior)

Officer, Immigration (Sernior)

Officer, Management Support

Officer, Police (CISCO)

Officer, Postal

Officer, Senior community Devt (CDC)

Officer/Superviser, Protection (CISCO)

Social Worker, Medical

Surveyor, Quantity

Teacher, Commerce

Teacher, primary/secondary/junior college

Technician, Accounting

Technician,Taxation

Tour Coordinator

Underwriter

[List of occupations that match well with your abilities]

Agent, Real Estate

Agent, Travel

Agent/advisor, Life Insurance

Cashier

Child Care Teacher

Designer, Product

Dietician

Engineer, Flight (Air Force)

Excutive, Development (NPark)

Excutive, Planning (NPark)

Manger, Maketing

Manger, Development (NPark)

Manger, gallery

Manger, parks management (NPark)

Manger, PTRS (NPark)

Merchaniser

Musician

Nutritionist

Occupational Therapist

Officer, Air Enginnering (AEO)

Officer, Civil Defence (Senior)

Officer, Custom (Senior)

Officer, Parks (NParks)

Officer, senior Community Devt (CDC)

Officer, Weapon Systems

Pilot, Air Force

Specialist, Aircrew

Specialist, Air Defence System (ADSS)

Specialist, Air Operations System (aoss)

Specialist, Aviation Matrials

Specialist, Unmanned Air Vehicle System (UAVSS)

Technciician/ Senior Technician, Air Force

[List of occupations that match well with both your interests and abilities]:

Cashier

Merchaniser

Musician

Office, Senior Community Devt (CDC)

hahaa...soo many choices suitable for mie..but i also dunno which to choose..What i noe is that there are lots of job listed below that i do not want. hahaa...not my interes =x hmm...Currently the occupation that i am interested in are: accountant, Child Care Teacher, Primary school teacher, Nutritionist and Designer,fashion...

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

My LaOgOng!!

LaOgOnG!!

aLtHOuGh YoU WoN'T bE aBlE tO Go ONliNe..aNd SeE TiS

But ThErE is SOmeThiNg THaT i wanNa tElL yoU..

i LoVe YOu fOrEvEr AnD eVeR

nOtHIng GoNNa RePLaCe YouR PoSiTiON, TRuSt mIe

yoU aRe mY nuMbEr 1...

You ArE niCe To MiE

yOU ArE cUtE to Mie

You aRe LoVeLy To mIe

yOU ArE aLwAyS tHe bEsT

WiThOUt YOu I dUnNo waD I wIlL dO..

wItHOuT yoU nOThiNg GoiNg tO bE SO sMoOth tO mIe

WiThoUT yoU, i WoN't Be aS jOyFuL aS noW

oNly wHeN wItH yoU, I fEeL a mOmEnT oF JoY

yOU Are ThE oNly ONe wHo GaVe MIe HaPpInEsS

ThaNkS fOr EvErYtHIng

LoVe You aLwAyS

>>mUaCks<<

pIcTuRe Of My LaOgONg XD

LoVe YOu AlwAyS

My laOgOnG CuTe RiTe??

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Cookie from geradine

heh!! yesterday went to geradine's house to change blogskin...hahaa..she jiao wo ji zhao!! =D master it very well..haha..SADINE YU SHI FU!! XIE XIE NI!!

hmm..on friday geradine went to vanessa's house to do cookie for her boyfriend's bdae..hahaa...it was so nice of her to make mie a box of cookie also..=) XIE XIE NI SARDIN YU...WO AI SHI NI LE!! >>mUacK<< =x *We are not lesbian But we are from girls school..so it's ok..hahaa*

Well the cookie taste a bit funny =x Not enought sugar and too much of yeast added..!! Can only taste the yeast lo!! And by the way..why you all add yeast arhx? i dun remember i wrote the recipe saying add yeast leh!! it's bicarbonate leh!! euu all buy wrongly is it?? aiYoO..!! holiday tat time ah ma teach you how to bake cookie k?? teach you some skills!! like that you no need torture mie when you give mie cookies in future!!

Xun Nu!! i tried my best to finish up all the cookie..HEH!! and i did it..=D finished it today..must gan dong ok? so nan chi de dong xi wo ye chi le =x Jk!! It wasn't that bad la...at least your cookie is not as hard as mine lo..wah tat one is really like stone sia!! haha...next time you just add more sugar, less yeast can liao!! Den butter hor...please see the sms properly hor...dun later blame mie din say the amount to use per 100g of floor...box ur face arhx..still blame mie for making ur cookie oily..Lucky i got prove!!

OoO!! i will be keeping the box!! =D memory euu noe?? must gan dong kie?? hehe!! must cry hor...=X

wahh!! Both vanessa and i already similar in one or another way...Again we did something the same!! we change blogskin and added tagboard on the same day..WOW!! this is rather amazing...hahaa..den a few day ago i was like telling geradine that i only ate dinner for the whole day..den geradine is like saying you same as vanessa.!! i'm like diao wat thing same as vanessa??!! den she's like saying she also too busy that she only had her dinner for the day. Sometime i really wondering i'm i vanessa's younger sister..haha =x But that is impossible la...cos my sir name is Seah and her sir name is Wee..But i wish i'm her sister..haha cos only tat geradine will be my cousin..lolx..how fortunate will it be rite?? haha...

*wah!! wad happened to mie?? keep talking nonsense.!! hahaa..getting a bit high...=D good!! like that den cheerful ma..=)~

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Sunday, July 02, 2006

Why am i so weak?

Can't wait to go geradine house..haha..!! gonna do homework at her place..at the same time gonna change my blogskin..woohoo!! looking for this day..hahaa.cos geradine can give mie some comment =) heh!! i confirm will go ka jiao her cupboard..gonna mess everything up!! see wad can she do abt it =x No la..just kidding only..i'm not that bad..even if i do..i will still help her pack everything xD

To: Myself
Gurl arhx gurl..why are you like that? why are you feeling soo ruan?? What are you thinking?? You said you are strong but actually you are weak..it's just that you are much stronger compared with some of your friends around you..you look cheerful but when you are alone you are feeling sad again.Why do i say that?? You tend to cry whenever you quarrel with your parent, you cried when you watched sad show, you cried because adrian left you*past*.You feel heartbroken when calvin said he fall for vanessa and eventually you cried -.-'' . You feel sad whenever your friends have problems. You cried when doing some reflections conducted during your mission day. You feel sad when you noe tat everyone in your class will enter different jc/poly. And i noe tat you gonna cried during graduation day...and patron day which is in august?? Even when you are happy, you cried...*syf 2005*..why are you so weak?

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This Feeling is Killing Mie!!

On calvin and vanesa's issue:
haish...just read vanessa's blog...understand her feeling...cos that is how i felt...only that i better than her in a way that i'm still seeing him twice per week..while she is seeing him a few times per month? However better also no use..it mean that it will take mie a longer time to forget about him..

*>.<'' argh!! why are the two of us suffering because of him??
*(-.-)'' and why must it be us??

For a moment i really feel like crying..reallie...realli duno how to handle all these..i need help!!

Adrian love mie but was rejected by me-->I love Calvin but was rejected by him-->Calvin love Vanessa but was rejected by her-->Vanessa love Calvin but refused to accept him!! Wad on earth is tat?? Somehow i really hate it...why vanessa just couldn't accept him..?? As in she miss him badly..she love him deeply BUT why?? Why can't she give him a chance? I understand wad she want..and how she feel about certain thing..But why dun wanna give him a chance? Who knows he might change for her?? Really wanna see them together...really..*Calvin and vanessa, i really mean it*

Why am i doing that? i really dunno why..(T.T) wad i know is that i really want them to be happy...who knows i can 100% forget about calvin...Somehow i feel that they are a perfect pair..plus both of them are in love with each other BUT now they are telling mie that they are trying to forget each other?

who can actually understand how i feel now? No one...Not even vanessa.

On adrian's issue:
Recently he sent mie quite a number of sms saying tat he want mie back..saying that he love mi..saying that he need mie..saying that he miss mie..asking mie to give us a chance...asking mie to go back to him..

Somehow i felt irritated by all these messages...firstly i dun wan to get back together. Secondly no point getting back together since we often quarrel almost everything. The most importantly is that i dun love him anymore..i'm just couldn't forget about Calvin..

I dun wanna hurt him anymore...i dun wanna hurt him using cruel ways..But he is forcing mie to the extend that i am using it..it hurt mie when i noe i'm using it..But if i dun use..i will not have peace...Some suggest that i should reject his call, But i dun wish to walk out of his life completely..cos i noe he will feel worse..[ I care for your feeling not because i still love you or concern about you..but it's just that i really dun wanna hurt you even more you see? ]

He knew why i dun wanna get back to him..But he keep insist mie to get back to him no matter how much i love calvin..he even said that he dun mind mi loving 4 or 5 guys even when i'm with him..as long as i dun leave him..

Well this is like so impossible..no guy will ever want a girl who love soo many guys when they are together...Not even mie..i can't even stand myself for loving calvin when i'm with adrian...It make me feel like i'm flirting with other guy..yuck!! hate it!!

dunno wad to do about these 2 guys..one is i can't forget about him..one is keep asking mie back...Do you think i should give us a chance?? If yes...Wat's the reason for it and why should i give us a chance?

Took some pictures yesterday, before going for self study and tuition:

LoOkIn up sAyIn Arloz

Took this photos yesterday:

ChocolateSo cute!! >.<''

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Saturday, July 08, 2006

Fruit day

Friday, July 07, 2006

Took 2 photos of my lao gong

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Lao Gong i love you <3

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

My LaOgOng!!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Cookie from geradine

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Why am i so weak?

This Feeling is Killing Mie!!

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