Just came back from work not long...ended work at 1.45am...on the computer to see what the HACK is happening...yep i know vanessa and adrian are quarrellin. But i didn't know it can be soo SERIOUS...SOO MUCH SERIOUS until it pissed her off, pissed mie off, pissed geradine off...and what's worse is My friendship with vanessa had ended.
YES HAD ENDED!! ENDED ... AND NO WAY WE CAN BE FRIEND AGAIN
WHAT HAD I DONE? WHAT DID I DO? WHAT DID I SAID?
YES, IT INVOLVED MIE SOOOO??
DID I LISTEN TO VANESSA IN THE FIRST PLACE? YESH..I DID IGNORE HIM... BUT THERE ISN'T ANYTHING TO DO WITH VANESSA!!! IT'S MY OWN DECISION... IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HER AT ALL
WHY MUST HE SAY HER UNTIL LIKE TAT? WHY MUST HE HURT HER? WHY MUST HE .ARGH...
THE MOST RIDICULOUS THING IS WHAT DOES IT HAVE TO DO WITH MIE? WHY MUST SHE END OUR FRIENDSHIP? I'M NOT THE ONE WHO SAID ALL THIS I'M INNOCENT... i din do anything... why!? JUST WHY!?!?
yepp...im stunned, im shocked I'M DISAPPOINTED & I'M SAD!!
last and not least i cried... knowing tat our friendship had just ended tis way...
well, this is my first time losing a friend just like tat... and in a ridiculous way...
For darling geradine, I seriously wanna say sorry to her If it wasn't mie who type all those explanation i should have listen to her & things will not turned up this way
Not only i had lose a friend, Friendship between geradine and adrian had ended
and now... darling is feeling guilty and sad cos she felt tat it was her who causes it WHICH IS not her FAULT AT ALL!!
It was mie who can't stand him and decided to send him those sms asking him stop bothering geradine etc...
I'M EXHAUSTED!! NOT becos of my busy working shedule.. But my friends around mie... I have my own problem... I have my own family problem... Cheryl has her own problem.. Now Suzanna has her own problem...
Seeing them cried during work Seeing them feeling heartbroken really hurt mie a lot... Yep i'm worried for them... especially cheryl she din sleep for 5 days... she stay out late in esplanade & she drink
Soo what if i'm worried? i can't do anything i can't even be there for them when they needed mie cos i'm always working different function room with them I've failed to cheer them up I've failed to be their friend I can't do what a friend should do... I'M USELESS... vanessa, no matter what i wanna apologised to euu For everything tat had lead to this ending Sorry... Got to go bath le...den go rest for while before getting back to work. working 7am...and i'm gotta leave house at 5plus...might end work early..cos it doesn;t seem like i'm working at nite...=.='' my name doesn't appear in the list for nite time..kie..whatever it is..i might be waiting for semone to finished work...den go esplanade...cheryl might be joining mie this time...if not i'm going there alone lor...
anyway...stupid hotel...go make a rules saying tat no one are allow to work more than 12 hours a day!! if not will be blacklisted...=.='' i better dun work soo long before they find out...if not i will the next person who get black listed..=.=''
Was working in istana for Past 2 days [sat & sun]..yepyep it's my first time working outside. Also, its my first time going there.The place is soo huge, soo nice...But it's super hot though there are many fans...well got to admit tat working in istana is not fun at all...
Sat was a buffet lunch+dinner as it started at 3.30pm to 8pm. There are 4000 people for us to handle...and guessed what? we only have 40 staffs!! This 40 staffs also include houseman =.='' hahha!! it's their first time being a waiter..LOL!! Due to the lack of manpower...we have to do things fast, clear the dirty plate fast, replenish new plate on the buffet table etc...buey tahan sia...everyone is like sweat until soo jia liat la...like as if we just fall into the pond like tat...=.='' becos of tat i die die also wanna bath before i go home!!
Sunday was a buffet dinner and it starts at 7pm...this time round 150 tables are being set up...and guessed how many staff we have?? we only have 38 staff =.='' Due to the lack of man power...our manager let 2 staff incharge of 8 tables...and this 2 staff must be 1 boi 1 gurl...haha!! unfortunately there isn't enough boi la..haha!! soo our manager put me suzanna and melissa together..and we were asked to take care of 10 tables!! okay la...quite fair la...cos no guys ma...soo 3 gals partner together lor...den take in another 2 tables....UNFORTUNATELY!! my manager transfer melissa to the other team...=.='' yea...really god bless sia...made mie and suzanna soo busy...2 to 10 tables lor...x_x'''
Work Ot last nite....cos got extra pay...instead of 6.15 per hour...we gotta have 6.50 per hour..haha!! and we work till 2.30am!! yea!! after OT, we went to have supper in orchard road!! Our captain treat us..cos we did a great job...=) haha!! of cos we took out our vest before we go to the coffee shop for supper la..if not ppl thought we "hei she hui" cos our vest is black colour ma..haha!!
By the time i reached home it's already 3.00am plus...haha!! realised tat mandarin got quite a few of nice and caring guy...haha!! first is see chai kor kor...den follow by semone di di...den marc...den now desmond kor kor..haha!! Whenever go home late..sure must report to him once i get home. haish sad to say..he going NS soon...booohooo!!! Gonna miss him...like the way we miss see chai kor kor...(T.T)
Back to the same old topic..."adrian and i"...stupid sia...just away for work for tat few days..and soo many things happened...=.='' read adrian's blog, read geradine's blog and my tagboard den realised tat there are conflict...=.=''
wanna say sorry to geradine and vanessa for whatever is happening now....i didn't expect it to be soo serious tat euu 2 are involved into it...sorrie...darling dun feel guilty abt tat issue k...cos my relationship with him geng ben dou bu hao... dun blame urself anymore kie? muacl