ahaha..!! so happy todae!! euu know why?? heehee cos my dear baobei jessica dotter is back to normal!! she laugh she talk she play with us!! heh heh!! =D all of us so happy for her man!! See i told euu it need time to heal =)~
To: Jessica See i told euu that you are a brave girl =) aniwae thanks for being the jessica that i had known for so long =D realli thanks a lot...i'm no longer that worried and sad for euu...i believe jermaine, minnie and ker also feel the same...aniwae today is our eng paper...hope euu did well althought it's pretty hard =)
Today is our eng paper 1 and 2...so scared that i will fail lo...cos the paper 2 passage is like darn hard can?? Even those smart girl in our class also dunno wad the passage is talking...-.-'' argh!! But luckily all of us are able to finish it in time...=D
So tired can!! after school got bio lesson with mrs leong for 2 hours like tat...she went through the 05 mid yr paper with us...and give us some comment abt our tis coming tuesday practical exam...talk abt this i'm so worried abt it lo..so many things to memorise...somemore we din do any practical last year can?? so many pratical haven do yet...haish!!
oo...aniwae todae we LI SIAO Jessica...we keep teasing her about mrs leong...den she there keep argue back with us...but failed to do it cos jermaine, minnie and i are just too strong for her to win us...=x den she behave like watever!haahaa..it's really darn funni...when we reach the bus stop...she thought is her bus so she hurry run away from us...but in the end it was 131...lolx..she refused to let us get into this bus...so nvm...cos jermaine and i intend to take 855 =D hahaa...guess wad?? jessica bus came 195...we get hold of her bag and refused to let her enter the bus...so she bo bian have to miss this bus...lolx...but lucky her...123 came..so she immediately went up the bus...with PEACE
Today the xun nu of mine (geradine ker) told mie that jeff had sent mie a msg through friendster..haha...jeff the "mini doctor" (is actually paramedic doctor) =x actually refused to tell her what he had type for mie...so tis ker ask mie to tell her when i read the msg...haha...din expect her to go online just to wait for mie...see how KP can she be?? =x lucky i went online..if not she gonna be disappointed...lolx..ooo...aniwae who say i will definitely tell euu abt what he said?? lolx...also must see wad he wrote ma...if he say dun tell euu...i also will not tell euu though euu are my xun nu..haahaa...euu should noe that i'm trust worthy k...hahaa..
Not like that gen keep thinking tat i'm the big mouth one..-.-'' also dunno wad made her think that...actually the one who is big mouth is minnie...ehh?? sorry for sayin that abt my best frenz...It's just that she and that jermaine combined arhx...can really made the whole class know that i have relationship with adrian -.-'' see who is actually the big mouth one?? See i'm so INNOCENT!!
To ker: This is the things that euu wan it from mie...lolx... hey, y u all bully my darling...haahaaa...she so poor thing...dun let her get bully k...haahaaa....dun bully her k...if you, i can \"catch" u wor...haahaaa....take good care of her k.... wahhh!!! jeff reali made mie feel so innocent can?? i where got bully euu lo?? mie and minnie still protect euu whenever shi hui wanna bully euu...how can like tat...help him take care of euu..in the end end up sayin i bullying euu...UNFAIR!!! =x
Just reach home. Not going to have my lunch todae. Just dun have the mood to eat. See jessica in school soo sad...it realli hurt mie a lot. Not only me, both jermaine and geradine also feel sad for her. haish!! how can we not be sad?? we used to have a crazy day everyday. Always fill with laughter in class..and talk all sort of craps...but todae?? is totally different day to the 3 of us...noe why? our dear jessica was feeling moody and sad the whole day..she din even talk a single word to us..well, i admit that she talked to mie...but den that is during our free period (chinese). And you people wanna noe what did she say?? 3 pathetic words only..." I going library".This is really the first time i see her speak 3 words in a day..Beside that we also noe that she only laugh 3 times today. How pathetic can it be?? Usually the one who laugh the most is her..the one who started laughing is also her...but look at now?? we can even count how many times she had laugh today...But then this times must also thank mrs shanker for making us do group work. If not becos of this group work...i dun think jessica will even laugh today...
During recess both me and minnie go buy some food and bring to the classroom there and eat. well, jessica did not eat anything. I wanna offered her food..but i noe she will say she dun wan. So in the end i did not ask her...After eating, still have some times left before math lesson. So i took out the mp3 and listen tong hua and piano version of stairway to heaven(abit sad). i keep repeat the song cos i doin some reflection...guess wad i had reflected?? i reflected those days that we had soo much fun within the group...hahaa...realli miss that..!! dunno when can we have it again...realli wondering when jessica will be alrite and will really talk to us...aniwae now talk to her also like some stranger like tat...haish!! dunno why also...maybe is because she don't behave like herself...?? hahaa...but i believe time will heal...
hoohoo...when the bell ring...i keep the mp3 into my bag and take out foolscape paper under my desk..den i realised that jessica had wrote mie and jermaine a letter....i read it...out of a sudden i feel like crying...dunno why..maybe her letter too touching already...but dun worry i did not cry...=)
After math lesson, jermaine pass me a letter. Inside the letter are the msg from jermaine and geradine...Actually this letter is not for mie..but is for jessica...haa...it's just that they wan mie to write something on it before passing it to jessica...so i went library and sat beside jessica...i took out the letter secretly and wrote it. Den i pass it to jessica. She was reading her english ten year series...At the same time i was listening to the piano version of stairway to heaven song. For the moment my eyes turn red...cos my tears really flow down my cheek...OMG...i can't let jessica see it...if not she will feel guilty and sad about it...So i ran to the toilet to cool down...but luckily i din cry...just a few drops of tears only...*I'm strong k??
Todae during chemistry lesson...so funny lo..mr yeo talk until so loud den when he speak...his saliva also come out...eww!! *WE ARE SO DARN BLESS CAN!!* every single lessons from him sure get blessed by him..lolx..hopefully our chemistry will score full marks for O level..!! heehee..like that i also won't mind being bless by him every single lesson!! [lollx]...but todae lee shan blessed the most!! cos we created a path for him by moving back our table...den mr yeo is like so funni!! realli go think that is a path...den keep walking forward...so in the end he is surrounded by the five tables...but poor lee shan..she was directly in front of MR YEO!! the whole class is like keep laughing at us loll..*poor lee shan
Well, look like i won't be going online for these few days..cos my mid year exam are coming...and Noe Wad?? tomorrow is actually my eng paper...lolx..and i happily lost my exam time table...i keep forgeting to copy from my friends...stupid!!
Dunno what to do now. It's just too early for revision..i will only remember what i had study only when i revise at night.
Hahaa!! finally have my very own blog...a blog that i going to treat it like my diary...a blog that i wanna share my happiness and unhappiness with everyone...wanted it for soo long but did not get a chance to have a proper blog...hahaa...such a loser...=x well, this is my second time creating blog...lolx...the previous blog that i had created is no longer in used...so i really hope that i will use this blog forever!!! muachahaa tomorrow when i go school i will tell all my friends about it....i will make sure that they visit my blog whenever they type entries in their blog..haahaas =x
hmm...i think i sot liao...too happy until like that...
aniwae todae something bad had happened to jessica (classmate/dotter)...she is very sad...she is really really very sad cos her mum told her that her grandpa has passed away due to lung cancer...she can't take it when she heard it...i can see that she wanna cry but yet controlling her tears...i feel so sad for her...i wanna cheer her up but do not know how to...i'm afraid i will make things worse...so i wrote a letter to console her...well, i admit that i feel hurt and almost cry out =x ehh?? i know i sot already but then it really hurt me when i see her like that..
haish!! at first jessica minnie and i still plan to go Tiong Bahru hawker centre there eat noodle. But in the end jessica din go cos she need to rush home. So minnie, geradine, genervieve and i went there to have lunch...they feel sad for jessica also...somemore mid year exam coming liao...sure no mood to study one lo...haish!! worry for her manx!! When we are in the bus to tiong...i receive a sms from jessica telling mie that i am so sweet becos of the letter...den also say a thank you to mie...
To: Jessica i'm serious k...when euu need mie euu can give me a call..i will lent euu my listening ears...when euu feel like crying..go ahead with it..i won't laugh at euu but instead i will lent euu my warm shoulder =) like i said i will always be there for euu my dear girl...=) realli hope that you will cheer up ya?? lastly, dun let this affect ur exam kie?? remember we have to prove to mr tan that he is wrong abt us?? =D we must score good grade to prove him wrong!!!
Ok...when we get down the bus 123...it was raining...hmm...wad should i say about the rain?? it's not raining cat and dog but den also not small rain to mie...so ehh?? aiya i dunno la...why made it sound so complicated -.-'' aniwae lucky both minnie and i have umbrealla...so i share with minnie while geradine and gen share together...hahaa...both me and minnie had a hard time walking together with an umbrella...loll...aniwae we still get wet at the side and at the back...lollx...as for gen and geradine...we see them like walk until very steady leh...but den when we reach the hawker centre they complain that they are wet!!! loll!!!
This lunch time we spent..is realli very funny...how i wish jessica is with us...cos i wanna share our happiness with her...=) ooo...aniwae gen geradine and i ate wantan noodle + sugar cane drink...den minnie ate duck noodle+soya bean milk+hokkein mee...hahaa...such a pig!! eat soo much...but dun worry...she won't get fat easily unlike mie!! yea yea...when we about to go we ate strawberry ice kachang!! loll...sound like a pig ehh?? but dun worry...4 of us share one bowl of ice kachang...so won't get fat so easily...den can save money...cos each person need to pay 50 cents onli...haaahaa
wahhh...first entries already wrote soo much liao...heh heh!!! tis show that i'really wan tis blog very much...=D
hmm...wondering how is jessica right now...is she crying now?? or is she busy with something?? will she go school tomorrow?? will i get to see her sweet smile tomorrow?? will i be able to hear her scary laughter again?? well just hope that everything is fine to her and her family members...hope that they can look at the bright side...