Hasn't been online for almost 2 weeks..either i busy working or either i busy going out with cl darling. wanna spend more time with him before he go off to sabah to study for his university.
Last Friday met up with darling after he off work..yep we went to sentosa again...is our 3rd time going there..this time he brought mie to under water world..haha!! cos he wanan feed stingray...the very last time i went there is like primary school?? HAHA!! i'm soo old now..lol..saw alot of interesting crabs and marine life. and guessed what? i touched stingray!! it's my first time touching it..haha!! all thanks to darling...if it wasn't darling who insist mie to touch the stingray by holding my hand..till now i wouldn't have know that they are soo nice to be touched..LOL..they are soo lovable...
ohh yea i went to ping house in the afternoon to dye my hair..LOL..is purple in colour..not very obvious..only under sunlight den it can be seen..LOL...guess what? i washed my hair for 3 times in this particular days..LOL...
Last saturday work with darling...but soo sad didn't get to partner with him..haha!! who ask him came soo late..when he came...i already given a tables liao..nvm..at least i get to see and work with him.. XD
Last Sunday suppose to have steamboat with darling in marina bay...but his mum wan him to buy her dinner..soo bo bian... have to cancel our steamboat and had our dinner elsewhere...but before that we went to ps to da bao food for his mum..den take bus to his hse...dun wan him to feel sorry for his mum just becos of mie...of cos i didn't went up...LOL... waited for him downstair...yep went to bugis junction after tat...darling brought mie to pet shop and insist of buying hamsters for mie..cos he noe i always wanted to keep hamster..haha...too bad i REJECTED! dun wan him to spend soo much money. Went to yoshinoya to have our dinner..by then is pretty late...by the time i eat finished..people already closed shop liao..LOL..after dinner took a walk in bugis..went to take a sit near the hotel. The place is soo nice..haha!! went home alone at 12am as i insist him to meet his friend who stay in ang mo kio...Friends are important too..
On monday...i went to mandarin to wait for him...went to vivo to eat laksa...haha!! didn't noe he can eat soo HOT food...tat pig keep adding chilli into the laksa...until the the gravy turn red..!! Den went to see scenery...sat there for 3 hrs? haha..didn't tok much cos i was pretty sad abt him going away soon...soo the whole nite was quite quiet...the conversation for the nite is mainly "our past". told him everything abt my past and he accepted it....aniwae this is my first time walking home from vivo at 12am plus...he insist to walk with mie..bt was REJECTED...cos he working early the next day..and he is pretty tired...
On tuesday i went to work in mandarin at 5pm...ooh well it's nt a dinner but cocktail...hate such a function man...cos the time pass slower..lol..wad we need to do is just to stand there and serve drinks for the whole nite..zzz!! end work at 11pm...waited for darling at the checkpt cos he wanna send mie home despite how tired he was...soo nice of him to travel from his house...cos he end work at 3pm on this day. went supper at orchard hawker with semore and darling...yep supper is on mie and semore cos it gota be a farewell supper for darling...*semore idea*..had lots of fun having supper together..haha..poor semore...he was forced by mie to finished up all the vegetables...cos he hated vegetables...
Miss our last bus...soo we walked all the way to Plaze singapura...dun feel like going home..soo we sat there till 2am plus...hah guess wad? i seriously hate smoking man!! found a new packet of cigaratte...soo we started playing with it...was joking with darling tat i noe how to smoke..and somehow semore taught mie how to light the cigaratte...and ya i took a puff infront of darling cos he doesn't believe mie..=x ..ooh well i noe i shouldn't had done tat..but yea..haha i noe i deserve a scolding...nah no harm taking a puff...and ya!! i will never pick up smoking..i hate the taste and the smell lah...make mie had to go to 7 elevel to buy sweet =x
On wednesday, went to meet my sunshine in ps...cos i need to pass him money...yep had a short chat with him...erm well better than nth i guess...haha..he's just too cute la..wanna pinch his cheek lo..after meeting him, went to mandarin to meet my darling...went for dinner in cine food court together with semore...after dinner went to sentosa with darling...yep is our 4th time going there...and ya we stay overnite in sentosa...just for this once...cos i really wanna spend more time with him..yep i love him...i really do...i wish to be with him but somehow i hesitated cos im afraid i will hurt him furthermore he is going away soon...
we had a wonderful nite together...and we didn't sleep much..we spend our midnite on the beach...and our nite in merlion area...we were extremely close tat nite without knowing what kind of relationship are we in. Are we together or not? if we are not, why are we hugging, holding hand and kissing each other cheek and even hugging each other while trying to sleep? yep he did asked mie to be his gf twice for this nite..but i duno how to answer him...i seriously duno...
On Thursday, 21st June 2007 Time: Morning 6.35am Venue: Palawan Beach
he asked mie again... and i AGREED to it... I gave my heart to him... I gave myself another chance to be committed again... I gave myself another chance to be faithful to a guy
it may be a painful relationship where we can't get to see each other till months later. where we can't get to talk to each other unless we dun mind spending huge sum of money on oversea bill. cos he have to go to far far away land...
left sentosa at 7am cos he have to report to work at 8am...yep send him to work...haha!! my first time doing tat ...LOL...feel soo funny..go town liao den go home.. XD was laughing all the way...darling was happy thus he laughed...for mie is i find the way we get together is darn funny...think of it i really wanna laugh...haha..got to say tat today is my sweetest day of all...
afternoon received a msg from darling...he say he have to go msia after he off work...cos he have to settle his university things before 23 June. soo he have to leave singapore today instead of this coming saturday. darn sad...mornin together...afternoon have to part le...one in singapore one in malaysia..zzz!! Thot can meet darling tomorrow...cos we intend to go zoo on friday which is tomorrow...but now no need to go le...i dun blame him..i really dun...just tat i really miss him a lot...haish...must wait till he settle finish then he will come back.. den next week he flying to sabah le..haish... after flying to sabah..the next time i will be seeing him is like august den followed by december??
ya..i did teared while thinking of all this...and i teared in the bus..OMG!! can't believed tat man...i did teared while thinking about our sweet moment...i noe i suppose to smile bt somehow my tears just flow down la...cos i really miss him a lot..gosh..
i wish you cld stay in spore i wish i cld fly over with you i wish the time cld just pause here wad i wan is just to be with eu 24/7 i love you darling muack