Saturday, November 03, 2007

Photo taken with dear at vivo

Went to take MRT with priya and desmond. haha!! Took NE line from sengkang to outram MRT...den transfer to EW line...as priya will be alighting at redhill MRT while mie and desmond will be alighting at Boon Lay MRT...yep...guess wad? i was soo guai on tat day la...haha!! i was studying in MRT...and i studies finished what i shld be studying for next day test. it was rather amazing as i always get distracted in MRT..and thus never be able to study finished..Not once!! and tis time round, it was really amazing tat i did it.. xD

ahh well...told a big fat lie to dear when he called mie at 6pm, using his officer hp..=.='' Told him tat i cldn't meet him and i was at home when i'm at JP? well..my aim was to surprised him. Bt well before i cld even surprise him, i was rather disappoited cos he told mie he still in camp having training when it's already like 6pm? soo i was kinda afraid tat he might nt have any nite out last min? even if he were to have nite out on tat nite...he will reach like 7 plus? soo yep...kind of sad la...

But still...i waited Patiently...

Destination wasn't the key factor tat kept mie waited..Is the small little tiny heart located at the top left hand side (near the center of the body), pointed out to the left, tat misses him too much.

wait wait wait...waited for him like 2 hrs 25 mins..sitting alone on the chair doing nothing...i was too exhausted to study anymore...i was too tired tat i kept wanted to sleep bt i can't...awww...was he the first guy who kept mie waited for soo long??....yep it was...Bt well..at least my afford din gone to waste...manage to surprised him at precious thot...when i suddenly pop myself infront of him when i was on the phone with him...

Bought him 2 packets of small pillow choc biscult and 1 packet of original cheezel as i'm afraid he might go hungry in camp...

26 October 2007 (Saturday)

Woke up at 10am...was quite relunctant to wake up as i was pretty tired after a long and stressful weekday...Bt well wad to do? there are like soo much thing things to be done before i get out of the house...first i have to clean my hamster cage and bath hammy...secondly i have to make sandwich and cook 9 cheesey, hammy, mushroomy omelette for the pinic in sentosa [my first time cooking soo many egg, infact it's my first time making omelette =.='']. As i promised darling geradine tat both mie and dear will turn up together with her to celebrate her darling justin 19th bdae.

Met up with dear at 3pm...Dear waited for mie at darling void desk..while i went to darling hse to help her up with her decoration of e bdae cake. hah!! i spent about half an hr upstair...thus when everything is done, i told darling tat i shall wait for her downstair as i doesn't wan to leave dear alone downstair. happily, i went down to look for him..

When i saw him, i was STUNNED...i was SHOCKED...i went speechless. wad i did was walked away and reply my friend sms den followed by some outgoing call to wei wei and rickson....trying to find out "when did dear started smoking again?" at tat time of pt, i wasn't angry bt i was rather disappointed, i felt cheated. I know i shouldn't use the word "cheat" to describe my feelin...bt there is nth else i cld use to descirbe it. I treat him soo good, yet he did this to mie. Apart from smoking, what else did he lie to mie?

Things wasn't tat bad actually...bt due to wad had happened for the past few days, the only ppl i really trust is dear and darling...bt at tat time of pt..i felt as though i had lost everyone...cos dear had betrayed my trust...doesn't noe who i shld approach to when i met up with a problem. i doesn't wan to go back to darling hse and let her noe abt all these as i doesn't wan to worried her or spoil the mood for the day.soo the only way to keep cool myself and cry alone wifout anyone noticing it. Thus i went up to 12th floor.

Throughout the whole journey to sentosa, i din tok to dear. i dun see a need of him explaining to mie. Cos the fact is no matter what reason he gonna tell mie why he smoke, the only answer tat i will be hearin is he had just smoked...cos i seen it wif my own eyes...soo why bothered?

Was ignoring him all the way till 7pm when i get to noe tat dear got his ankle sprained upon searching for mie on the beach [cos i went to toilet without informing him/without answering his phone call or replyin his sms]. Slowly, we talked things out and everythig was fine after tat..ohh well the reason why he smoke was his leg was in great pain. hah!! guess wad? i gave him a super sarcastic remark tat i had never made to anyone in my life before. is like hello? what is doctor and medicine for? you mean a stick can cure e pain on ur leg?so cancer patient shld smoke estimated 1 packet to get their cancer cells away ehh?if tat's e case, why does people bother to queue up to get treatment yea?