Was on the phone with semone for 1 hr 33 mins on friday morning...basically we were toking about mandarin hotel..blah blah blah...soo we hang up the phone at 2am cos i gotta wake up at 7.30am...cos i start work at 10am...yep hang up the phone..just abt to go sleep...doobie called mie...called him back using my house phone...and guessed what? this pig asked mie to go St james power station...cos he went clubbing ma..den feeling high..and is half drunk.
Reasons for asking mie out: - dun wanna stay there and end up doing wrong things - dun wanna spoil his friend's mood cos they are having fun - dun wanna go home in this state
Reasons for going out and find him: - dun wan him do anything tat will hurt his gf - worry for his safety - dun wanna reject his help - dun wan him to get into trouble
yep went to find him...den bring him to vivo city...a while later..we took a cab down to esplanade..hah!! it's our second time meeting each other...and esplanade is our 2nd destination tat we ever go..LOL!! which mean tat this is my first time going there with him...my first time going there soo late...my first time trying to sleep there...my first time not going home...my first time pei guy outside...last and not least..my first time having early breakfast with him..LOL!! After breakfast, he sent mie off to work before he go home...soo sweet of him..haha!!
Went back to work...ZzzZzZ!! I'm sooo sooo exhausted!! haha!! didn't sleep at all..though i tried to...well just have to admit tat when i'm outside i can't sleep..it's like charlet...i won't sleep much when i'm in charlet..LOL...basically, i'm dying in work lor...got 90 tables...so cramp!! den got 8 vip tables and 2 vvip tables...as usual not enough man power...=.='' so basically some people got 3 tables, some got 2 tables. and mie...i was given 2 VIP tables!! =.='' mie and cheryl was soo afraid tat LIza, our captain will put us in VIP table la...tat's why we move to the back...in the end..she really put me in Vip tables...somemore is 2 VIP table =.='' cheryl lucky...get 2 normal tables...ZzZz
As usual i was rushing...normal table already serve 3rd dish..mie still in 2nd dish...cos they haven finish. well tat's not the problem..the problem is my side station is soo darn far away from the kitchen...and there are kids playing and running around my side station...soo whenever i walk there i must be extremely be careful. i was darn tired and stress...until i almost cried...until i wanna asked my captain to let mie take charge of normal table...bt i didn't..cos i told myself i must do it!!..it's a challenge for mie..heh!! and i did it..wee!! somemore i rush until at the 4th dish onward..den i managed to be faster than those normal table...LOL
After work, went to cine to have lunch with minnie cheryl, terence and zhonghua..haha!! Then we went home...omg i was soo tired until i slept from 8pm to 12.30am...den wake up to watch show...den went back to sleep..LOL...
Den woke up early..cos cheryl wanna meet mie earlier before we go work...cos she got family problems...and she wants mie to be there for her...omg..den i realised she was outside the whole nite alone...yep she wanna asked mie out de...but she noe i'm tired soo she didn't, cos she knew i didn't sleep the previous nite...haish hopefully she's feeling much better now...
Why? Why? Why are there always problem around us? Why are everyone facing problems every now and then? When? Just when? When will there be peace and happiness forever?
OMG!! I'm a flirt.. gotta admit tat i'm a flirt... I'm sleeping with one after another.
I'm being unfaithful!!
I'm being Unfaithful again How can i??
I'm being Unfaithful to my Loved one, Caterpillar!!
OoHH!! Gosh!! How can i?? Why am i I'm sleeping with another soft toy?? How can i be soo cruel?? Hugging the frog and leaving my caterpillar alone??
I'm so in love with my caterpillar YET... ...YET... ......YET... I'm sleeping with a frog this time!!
xD
Finally back to work after such a long break..Enjoyed working with all my friends in mandarin hotel..haha!! yesterday was kind of special...first time serving western dinner...it's kind of special..only 4 dishes onli..haha!! it's not a D&D...it's not a wedding..soo dun expect it to be a 8 dishes..it's just a normal dinner held in ACT 1??HAHA!! talking about this place...hah!! it's my first time working there [35 storey]..the atmosphere, the design is darn nice..it's like heaven...soo relax soo shiokh..but in term of work..goshh..better pray tat euu dun work there. Cos euu have to go up and down the stairs with heavy items on the large tray many many times!! IT's torturing kie...walking up the stairs is alrite...but walk down arhx..haha..dun play play..once euu fall tat's it...all the bowl plate will just break lidat.
yesterday was my first time eating mandarin cheesecake [extra]..GOSH!! it was soo darn nice!! soo creamy and soft..haha!! Love it man!!.. Then ate chocolate...OMG!! THE chocolate is extremely nice la..is like...no words can be used to describe how nice it taste like...
oohhhhss!! I'm Loving it..yummy!! =P
Den got extra grilled Beef [well done]...ehhh...sad to say i didn't eat tat larh..haha!! cos i can't eat beef...woohOoO!! but based on the texture...it should be nice barh..aniwae my friends said it taste delicious..haha!!
kie...enough of all tat..haha!! Now it's time to complain...whooHoO Gonna be a complain Queen =x Just Joking!! xD
yesterday function only got 12 staff only...and there are only 12 tables..haha!! soo pig also can know tat we were put 1 to 1 table..tat's like soo darnnn obvious..!! yepyep partner with a auntie [2 to 2 tables]..haha!! she soo friendly..last time see her i soo scared la..after yesterday..i just get to know tat she's quite friendly la..haha!! okay okay..i'm getting out of point again..tat's not the thing i wanna complain..LOL
the thing i wanna complain is auntie's table bully mie la!! wah liew ehh...NOt say bully la...just kana laughed at lor...cos i was placing a plate of chocolate on this table...and this table is like soo messy...so many parang parang...soo i can't possibly be removing all the things at the centre..and place the plate of chocolate at the centre what. soo i got no choice but to place it slightly out of centre.soo one of the guy who is sitting on this table was asking mie to place the another plate of chocolate at his side...and i thought he was saying place tat plate of chocolate at his side. soo i happily go replace tat plate of choclate..and guess what happened? the whole table was laughing at mie...den tat guy keep repeating himself...but i seriously duno what the hack he's toking abt...cos he slang until i dun even noe what the toot he toking abt la..e way they tok is darn funny...yep i was laughed by them for abt 5 mins lor...until a kor kor [waiter] came over and pulled mie away cos he wanna tell mie the guests are just making fun of mie...need not give them attention.
Today went to work in amara again...yep it was my first time working with doreen..haha!! she soo funny la...joker ehh she...Enjoyed working with her..haha!! soo cheerful =D tomorrow gonna work with her again..yea!!
OoOOHhhss!! Today my boss came down personally just to give us ang bao!! wah!! ang bao is our motivation haha!! xD And guessed how much he gave?? He gave mie $28 sia.. Didn't expect it to be sooo much..!! haha!! aniwae tat's the first ang bao i opened so far..lolls..
ang bao, ang bao, ang bao I love euu!! Money, Money, Money, I love euu even more!!
Then after working, maybe going to have dinner with cheryl, suzanna and desmond [my new friend]..depend how long the 3 of them wanna go for sun tanning in sentosa..haha!! Then maybe after tat will meet up with darling geradine and vanessa...cos darling feel like going pub and drink ma... bt duno wanna go a not leh...feel like going to drink...but i dun feel like spending money. somemore if go drink sure will have to take cab home..cos it's pretty late...and cab fare is not cheap lor...and my cash in hand now is super tight. Bank in all my money le..can't wait to work in mandarin on sat..at least sat i can have at least $80 plus on tat day. and sunday i can at least get $60.
wooo!! i'm seeing money coming in again.. Desperate for money!!
aniwae im thinking of buying 8gb ipod...cos it's only like $350...den can store alot of songs..haha!! yea i already got a new 4GB ipod..what for buy another one rite?? Cos my ipod gonna run out of space soon..haha!! soo i'm intending to trade in and get a new one...but see lor..see trade in how much lor...
i love music. Music rawks!! Without music i will go crazy >.<'
20 Feb 2007 Didn't go out with jessica on this day..feel soo bad sia..was extremely happy tat i'm gonna go out with her on this day..but haish i'm too tired to go anywhere...in the end we didn't go out le..gonna thank her for being soo understanding...and thank her for not being angry with mie and allowing mie this pig marmie go sleep..hohoho!! went to sleep till 2plus..den get myself ready to meet jeffery [geradine's bf]. yep yep went vivo with him...know why? for one stupid reason..help him choose clothes...LOL...cos he was wearing black tee shirt la...wah liew..go ppl house bai lian go wear black tee shirt. Later the geradine's parent not happy he die arhx...well like tat also good la...can shun bian help him change his image..LOL..!! Yep was helping him to choose clothes in hang ten. heh!!! was inside tat shop for quite long...this guy la...dun wan this dun wan tat...say this too simple, say tat too style if not say he dun wear de when he's outside...choose here choose there...finally found something tat look much more presentable...haha!!
Brought him to the toilet and changed..haha!! he look great on it sia...better than those clothes tat he always wear. But realised something is still missing...cos he look abit funny..haha!! Suggest him to buy a belt and a new pair of shoe...cos he was wearing a sport shoe..LOL!! But this guy say dun wan...den nvm lor...at least he look presentable la..haha!! Took a bus to geradine's house...darling was waiting for our arrival at her block downstair..
OMG!! she's soo pretty...!! My darling is soo pretty though the way she wear her top look funny...haha!! but nvm she still look great..!! didn't bother to tell her tat..cos it wasn't meant for mie to say "darling euu look pretty today"..it's meant for jeff to say..haha!! But sad to say darling find mie extra cos she can't kiss JEFF downstair when jeff passed her the bear and ferrero rocher!! ahahah!! sorrie my dear!! i got no choice...i dun wanna be a lightbulb too...but but..i'm doing euu a favour also wor..i help euu pei jeff...brought him up to ur house...and becos of mie!! tat's why he can come..like what euu said ur parent dun wan him to come up alone. now...BooHooO!! EUU find mie extra...*sobsob* *soo sad!!* Bu Li Ni Le humphf!! At around 6 plus cheryl and her sister cherie came..oohhhss!! soo miss my 2nd darling la..soo lonng dinn see her le..cos very long din work in hotel le ma [no function]...went to gave her a hug!! Then we went to the living room to have our "small buffet"..lolls...Then we go gamble..initially cheryl and i dun wanna gamble de..just play card can le...cos our money is hard to earn..lolls..we must learn to save and spend on the rite way...bt we got no choice..haf to gamble..haha!! cos geradine's da sao pulled us along...well got to say i dun really like to gamble card la..is not i duno how to play or what..it's just tat i dun have the habit of playing cards. I dun play cards when i'm small...cos my dad will scold me. So it was my first time playing card and gamble at the same time. aniwae i very long din play card le..the last time i played card was when i'm in sec 3...after end of year examination..nothing to do..soo play cards with my classmate lor..and it's always after end of year examination den i will touch cards..haha!!well i'm not like my little cousin [tis year pri 3]...play and gamble at the same time.
oohhh mmmy godd.!!! i seriously got nothing to say.. haha!!
Happy New Year!! Honestly speaking, im not in a mood for new year sia. Just feel like a normal day? Perhaps i'm sick and tired of new year liao? haha!! wad i meant was nothing special about new year. it's always the same.. Instead i got the mood for working. LOL!! Becos of new year i have to stop working...sigh!! Becos of new year, hotel won't have any function..booHoO!!
Aniwae i like new year la!! haha!! got funny funny sms sent by people..!! LOL!! funni sia..!! Also, 2006 is over!! phew!! hurray!! hah!! have to believed what the fortune teller said sia..he said 2006 [dog year] is not a good year people who are born in dragon year. yea!! Wo zhong yu du guo zhe yi guang le!! lalala!! Hopefully from now on it's a better year for mie =)
haha!! Sent Mr wong [band conductor] an sms wishing him a happy new year etc...and his replied is darn funni la!!
Mr Wong: hey thanks!! same to euu too!! but may i noe who are euu? Mie: wah!! how can like tat?? just 3 months din see euu, euu already forget mie completely!! i'm jia en, ur ex chief librarian!! aniwae how's band? SYF coming le wor. How's library btw?? Mr Wong: What to do? People rich ma. Keep changing hp to avoid mie! of cos after the fabulous chief librarian left, everthing is bad lo. Mie: I where got rich? where gt everytime go change hp? i just sign up for a new line cos all the while i was using prepaid card. Somemore my hp spoil for 3 mths le lor...must use ear piece den can hear the person talking. WAH!! say mie until soo nice...no ang bao one horr..=x
My sms message for adrian [based on memory..part of it forgotten le]: darling!! can euu help mie to forward to him: Can euu please stop asking geradine to ask mie to call eu? if i wanna call euu i will call euu. if i dun feel like calling i won't call. it can be vety irritating. thank
Adrian msg Part 1: Last phone call to mie only meant tat i was lost at some point of life and need to talk to someone who noe mie well. And i dun need your forgiveness as i already apologise to watever i done wrong to you and i dun feel i owe u anything. You did greater wrong to mie and i had forgiven u for tat. stop giving tat attitude like i owe u for life. i haf beem trying to be a frenz to you but u keep trying to hurt mie. u let mie down. u even use vulgarities! u grown up. But u never like people telling you what to do and what's ur mistakes or weakness.
Explanation for: "And i dun need your forgiveness as i already apologise to watever i done wrong to you and i dun feel i owe u anything" yea eu are rite..euu dun owe mie anything. i never say u owe mie anything. till now i can't forgive euu is not within my control. i can't put myself to forgive eu. the matter is far to huge. i can fogive euu if euu killed someone who is innoent. But this issue is far too big tat i can't forgive euu at all..so what if euu apologised to mie? what is done can't be undone.Furthermore "sorry" is just a word. There is nothing euu can do to make mie forgive euu. And of cos euu dun owe mie anything...euu the one who gain something from mie..not the other way round.
Explanation for: "You did greater wrong to mie and i had forgiven u for tat". Come on...who's the one who did greater wrong to who? i just change heart. Just by developing a small feeling for someone else euu say i did greater wrong to euu? i didn't hold hand with him..i didn't kiss him..i didn't hug him...just having a bit of feeling for calvin euu say i did greater wrong to euu? Furthermore, at least i'm being honest with euu. i asked euu to forgive mie and what did euu said? euu said euu won't forgive mie. euu said i'm a bitch!! so why bother to forgive mie now? So what euu meant was whatever wrong euu did to mie is just a minor one is it? Forcing mie to do something tat i dislike to do and venting anger at mie for nothing is call a minor wrong euu did to mie? Dream on
Explantion For: "u even use vulgarities!" well i gotta be honest with euu...Sad to say it wasn't mie who type tat sms. it was my frenz who is helping mie. cos you noe i dun use vulgarities.. in order for you to believe the owner for the new number [u got it from stefanie] is alex and not mie..thus tat's the onli way to fake u.
Explanation For: "But u never like people telling you what to do and what's ur mistakes or weakness." Sad to say i'm big and sensible enough to noe what i'm doing..n where i done wrong etc...and when i take people advice...euu won't noe abt it what. lastly i have my own stand...i can't possibly be listening to everyone...cos if i do so...kana cheated also duno.
Adrian msg part 2: You really enjoy doing this don't u? chidish!! so hard to even just try to be your fren. who the hell u think u are. if u feel like calling than u will call me. if i wish to talk to u i have to go through all the trouble. u think i enjoy troubling geradine? i thought u were someone i could rely on. through the last phone call i think u understood mie best as a fren. but yesterday msg prove mie wrong. u made mie feel i was pitied by u. i dun need tat.
Explanation for: "You really enjoy doing this don't u? chidish!!" yes i'm childish..i noe it;'s darn childish to pretend i'm alex whenever euu sms mie. why am i doing this? cos i dun wan euu to noe tat's my number.so what if euu noe abt tat i'm alex..? i just trying my best to fake euu and let euu believe i'm not jia en. Why am i doing this? cos i noe once euu noe tat's mie euu will sms mie or try to contact mie.
Explantion for: "who the hell u think u are. if u feel like calling than u will call me". yea who the hell i think i am? when i feel like calling than i will call euu. yes tat's what i said in the previous sms. BUt so far did i even call euu? asked urself before euu complain to mie! did i even call euu? answer is BIG FAT NOPE!! i only call euu when euu asked mie to called euu tat day...and what i meant for "if i feel like calling euu then i will call"..is whenever euu asked mie to call euu...it doesn't mean i will call eu..if i'm comfortable to talk to euu on tat day den i will return ur call..tat's what i meant and nothing else!! Even if i'm down and there is no one there for mie...i won't even call euu...pls get it clear. aniwae even if i call euu, is u gave mie permission to call eu. why i said tat? tat nite euu asked mie 2 call euu often. no matter how late or how early it is, just call.
Explanation for: "u made mie feel i was pitied by u" Can euu please stop all ur nonsense? who say i pity euu? since when? and why should i? tat time i call eu [when euu asked mie to] is not becos i pity euu tat's why i called!! the reason is euu already very sad, i dun wan to disappoint euu more. Furthermore i'm concern about ur parent. yea why should i concern for ur parent? is non of my business anyway. reason is the conflict is between EUU AND MIE!! Not ur parent. Is just like i concern for everyone beside euu.