Saturday, September 20, 2008
1st Double Date
Why do i have tis weird feeling?
Why cant i stop thinking negative?
Why cant i haf more confident?
yep! i felt secure wif him.
He's nt doing anithin tat make me doubting him.
He's perfectly fine.
But there again,
i kept thinkin/feelin
he might leave me one day.
perhaps,
im afraid of losing you
by my side.
*Will you hold me tight always?*
Met Love at suntec, 4pm
stroll to esplanade inchiban & sat in
while waitin for ger & bf.
They came an hr late due to exam.
As usual,
had Mayo sashimi & salmon spice udon.
drink wise,
had straberry berry banana milk shake & Choc Mango Milkshake.
Drink was totally fantastic!
Food was delicious.
stroll to central @ clark quey.
omg,
saw C clinic.
feel like stepping in one day to explore.
but well,
im still hesitating.
LOL
went toilet,
sth funny happened bet 4 of us!
Bought 2 bottles of banana milk.
Nt bad.
Ger's drink wasnt bad.
Justin one...urmm abit of prob =X
den we sat down,
till 11pm outside central
went home,
kana counsel by LOVE.
cos i told him abt all my negative thinkin
&
asked Him
"haf i ever bully him".
[Justin say i always bully jaren]
-_-''
soo was pondering did i bully him, without knowing.
perhps,
my definition of bully is dif frm others.
haa
Im always weird.
Behaviour, Thinking & Mood seem
to be opp frm others.
Ppl's comment affect me easily.
I shall nw announce,
my phone camera had died on me
very long ago.
Duno is rei fault or my fault -__-
cos after rei tramatis it,
it spoilt.
den weeks ltr it was fine again.
den stupid lec table,
make my phone drop on carpet.
Another tramatis.
haishh
Shld have gone for repair after rei drop it.
-_-''
was thinking of getting a camera den,
since my phone still can call, sms
apart frm those damage
[scratches etc]
tat MEI TAN had done,
nt long after i bought it.
thank ehh frens
you all ahh..
-__-
nth to say.
keep dropping my phone.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Flower from love
Piggy fetched me frm NUH.
&
den slack study @ my hse.
That was wad he left inside my room
wif a card,
when i was bathin.
x)
sweet rite??
urmm
first time receiving real roses from a guy?
hee~
Piggy, thanks thanks~~
im touched
&
you really surprised me.
Once again,
LOVE LOVE~~
3 Roses
[ I LOVE YOU ]
okay okay,
Finally, attachment in NUH
is OVER!
what's more is
MY 1 mth attachment is over.
HOLIDAY TIME~
woohooo
*twist*
;)
alrite,
arent really happy with my CA grade.
Got a C+
_-_
1.5 marks to B grade.
Thanks to Liang Biling laa~
grade me B for OnG.
Pediatric worse!
Clinical Instructor,
so stingy.
din assess us on anithin,
den give me a grade tat pull my overall down.
duno hw she get the score also.
Make everyone get C+
next attachment,
back to general ward.
im gonna get back my B+ grade
tat i always get in yr 1.
darn piss laa..
from B+ [yr 1] to B [OnG] to C+ [after OnG + Pediatric]
downhill sia.
i wan "up up"
(T_T)
okay,
nvm, its over.
haaa~
Finally, enough naggy frm tat naggy grandma.
Pork la.
perform any procedure for the angel [granddotter],
she come nag nag.
demand tis & tat.
Think she old, den very experience laa horr?
den come kb wif us
&
expect us to do wad she teach.
You think you senior nurse meh?
AUNTIE,
You non-register nurse lo.
Noe wad is infection control nt?
ask me wash my hand first den clean "closed wound".
dun do thing do halfway, go surgical wash.
You dun wan,
me do surgical handwash before i start touchin e wound,
den say la.
talk so much for wad.
Later tio Infection is angel also nt me,
she suffer also nt i suffer.
Think i like surgical handwash all the way to elbow meh?
spore water too much izzit?
or my skin moisture too good?
pls think la hor
you think we like do double job meh?
we also bo bian one lo.
Thru out the whole procedure, instruct me wad to do.
darn piss cann?
sorry for diam diam lor.
even my clinical instructor also say,
i did the right way.
she also cant stand you hor.
too bad lo, kana chase out.
naninanibooboo~~
Today see you argue with ur dotter
while bathing angel.
I so happy can?
thot u got prob with me,
the fact is,
you gt prob with everyone.
even ur dotter think so dif with you.
you think you big,
den experienced.
den wan teach the young one.
come on la,
we dun pay sch fee for nth.
$2400 per yr very cheap izzit?
as well ask my ah bu?
you so smart,
go open ur own hospital, with ur own policy laaa.
ur dotter haf dif ways of doing thing.
i got my rules to follow.
stop commanding us, wont you!
bed make nice nice liao,
still wan me flat flat flat, duno what you wan me to flat also.
wan me help you iron bed sheet nt?
think you staying at hotel is it?
sorry hor.
there is NUH.
you bath angel,
she scream like hell.
keep "ah ma gentle gentle"
I bath for angel,
she nv complain lor.
Still act as though you the best of all.
stil wan teach me.
say ltr i injured her hand by pulling the hand out of the hole.
den you leh?
you swear you nt pulling nt?
she scream hell lots!
go die laa.
seriously, you tis woman,
only make our life miserable.
den ytd scold my staff nurse for nth.
PORK LOR YOU.
wan professional doc do on angel rite?
you kneel dw, he also wont come.
&
is stupid to think
the more senior, the more skillful they are.
sorry lor.
concept there but their skill rusty liao lo.
ask me remove angel's slipper
den shift her legs back to the bed.
of cos muz 2 slipper take off den can shift wad.
you wan me shift up one after one leg mehh?
Just becos dun wan her foot get dirty.
you wan, i no prob lo.
Leg open big big, also nt i pain.
who in pain?
ur angel wad.
&
Foot suppose to be dirty No matter wad.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Roses
Arent roses sweet & adorable?
did a little research on roses.
find it interesting!
did a little research on roses.
find it interesting!
Red roses are the traditional symbol for love and romance, and a time-honored way to say "I love you." The red rose has long symbolized beauty and perfection. A bouquet of red roses is the perfect way to express your deep feelings for someone special
White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with marriages and new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor and reverence, and white rose arrangements are often used as an expression of remembrance.
The unique beauty of the lavender rose has captured many hearts and imaginations. With their fantastical appearance, lavender roses are a perfect symbol of enchantment. The lavender rose is also traditionally used to express feelings of love at first sight.
With their blazing energy, orange roses are the embodiment of desire and enthusiasm. Orange roses often symbolize passion and excitement and are an expression of fervent romance. A bouquet of orange roses will send a meaningful message.
The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship.1 Rose - Love at the first sight; you are the one
2 Roses - Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
3 Roses - I love you6 Roses - I wanna be yours
7 Roses - I’m infatuated with you
9 Roses - An Eternal love, together as long as we live
10 Roses - You are perfect
11 Roses - You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
12 Roses - Be my steady
13 Roses - Secret Admirer
15 Roses - I am truly sorry, please forgive me
20 Roses - Believe me, I am sincere towards you
21 Roses - I am devoted to you
24 Roses - Can’t stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
33 Roses - Saying “I love you” with great affection
36 Roses - I will remember our romantic moments
40 Roses - My love for you is genuine
50 Roses - Regretless love, this is
99 Roses - I will love you for as long as I live
100 Roses - Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age -101 Roses - You are my one and only love
108 Roses - Please marry me!
365 Roses - Can’t stop thinking about you, each and everyday
999 Roses - Everlasting and Eternal love
silly dream of mine, in the past.
to even think
of marryin a guy
who gave me 9999 roses striaght.
such things wont happened alritee?
*SillyLaugh*
alrite,
its freaking me out.
ppl in my msn list, those who i knew long long ago,
considering as strangers
are coming to me one by one.
first was adrian duno wad..
second was duno what name.[cant rmb]
nw, is leon -_-''
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Straberries Love
Everything is fine now.
I guess we had given each other time to be alone.
alrite,
we do contact stil,
but the topic was more on "showing attitude"
&
argumentative issue
for 25 Hours.
Conclusion:
The fact is
No one was at fault.
But in the outer surface,
we both are blaming each other.
Funny things was,
we accept our "blame".
After he confessed sth,
i felt weird
&
i kept silence.
I blame Him,
for not handling my feelings well after my silence
&
he blame me for keeping silent.
Alrite,
we both realised
we were being stubborn,
to each other.
[Partially becos No one was at fault.]
but well,
we do care for each other
wifout showing.
funny horr?
Alrite,
today was his 1st time fetching me from NUH.
Brought me bottle of chrysanthemum
cos i had fever ytd.
he force me to drank when i rejected
Plan to slack at my hse till dinner time.
but i fell aslp,
while watching show with parent.
He was using my lappy.
zzz
darn malu laa.
woke up, saw him lookin @ me -_-
went to lao pa sak
oh we took bus with daddy,
cos daddy going elsewhere
&
he doesnt wan to ride.
ate,
had ba chuo mee & xiao wan mian
den
went to packed away,
Fried Oyster Egg & Couple Set Satay
which consist of
20 sticks satays & 4 prawns
for my family's supper.
TOTAL= $25
Im broke -.-''
went back home & slack.
watch tv with mummy & Love.
hee~
darn funny.
Daddy smile at LOVE
when he came back.
=x
urmm,
Love feeling comfortable
with them liao.
weet~~
I hope things will remains
tis way.
aniwae,
LOVE juz left, abt 12am??
&
IMY
Pass him a packet of chip
for his bus journey.
see, i soo nice
=x
OMG,
i just realised
LOVE secretly "pop" in RICOLA
lemonmint sweet box
into my attachment bag.
hee~
thanks LOVE
cos i just pop in my last cranberry ricola
&
i thot i would die for
attachment tml.
Cant survive without sweet
x((
Thank Thanks~
Im glad tat i've you back
Im glad im back to ur wannable gal again
okay bhb
=x
Monday, September 15, 2008
Sick
well,
Sneezing, Sniffing, Sneezing, Sniffing
non stop!
Im cold outside
bt burning hot inside.
haahaa
Yet refusin to drink fluids.
shall NBM
[NIL BY MOUTH]
wont mind having high fever.
felt insane
Im better off sick for nw.
bleh
=P
lalllallaa~
Ivan issue,
urmm
shall keep it to myself.
too many peeps
Sem 1 exam result out.
result improve a little.
No repeat module.
Gonna work hard for Sem 2.
bt sighh
Sem 2 is madness
-_-''
Nursing Research
required 5000 words essay
in a grp of 5
RAHH
_-_
.
Cut may heals
But scar remain always.
x)