Saturday, June 28, 2008

Running away

Woke up at 1.30pm

dear called and chatted in sleepy tone

another saddening day for "Her"?

mixtures of feeling & emotions spreading around

San Zhi Zhu

Guess its time to retreat

& end it

x))

Guess she outta her mind.

almost lose a fren of hers

Its the sadness tat contribute.

No one wanna see tat

YOU; its guessin time =x

Maybe "its" juz another bitch,

unknowingly.

-.-''

With right leg forward,
& left leg backward,
she run fast.
Running away frm reality & feelings
till she's tired
& broke down in pain.
realizing nothing was solve.
But a distance away frm everyone.
Perhps all this while,
its just an fairy tale.
If she capable,
she wish she's able to run till the end of her life

YOU; I

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Ice skating

Just the thought of being with you tomorrow,

is enough to get me through today.

28th June 2008 [Saturday]
Left sentosa @ 7am plus
Had breakfast wif dear at my hse nearby hawker
and went to bath & slp frm 10am to 1.20pm

Went tiong met up with jaren & ping @ 2.30pm
den followed by dear.
took bus 16 to Kallang "Leisure Park" to ice skate again

Its rare tat ping willing to tag us along.
well, she nt into those stuff.
but im glad she enjoyed.

Basically,
throughout the skating,
we were holding our hand together.
Never did i let her go,
nor leave her alone.

Even when we loses balances, we hug =x
but well, we both fell 1 times. x)
Had some cuts for me.

It bleed a little, bt bleed most elsewhere
It doesnt hurt, bt elsewhere

27 June 2008 [Friday]

Went for red cross duty at 10.30am
Response was great.

Left the school with dear @ 1.30pm
Had a little argument
but was alrite, when i stepped onto someone shoe in bus =x

Dear send me home
rest well at home
and met him at harbourfront at 6plus.

Tonning at sentosa duhh
Build tent for half an hour
but well we were asked to keep cos NO CAMPIN -.-

Feelin was extremely different frm the prev sentosa stay
Both felt weird.
I knew sth is up on dear's mind
but none of us spoke abt it.

was just a pondering nite for me

We slept separately,
We hardly talk
We barely play on the beach
We slept early
Basically, is just weird.

dear pat me to slp,
I woke up soon after,
realising he was slping at the other side.
My heart sank deeply.
I sat up, lookin at the sea.
Wind was blowing on my face.
Dear hug me from the back,

Under the stars, "it" tears unknowingly.

Stars tried to shone away the sorrows
& bring "it" happines
but failed

And nw,
"it" had invade another sorror.

YOU; A small painful secret non shared

x((

24th June 2008 [Tuesday]
Another outin with my two gal friends.
its been quite some time since we last shop together yea?
Overall we enjoyed!
Bought 2 shorts x)
shall close my shopping list for nw
=x

Me Ping Ger

Sisterly Hug

ohh. I miss huggin her laa~

Babe, i love you

Bored of behaving sisterly
Hw abt brotherhood den? =x
We love Mayo sashimi x)

Teaching Time =x

Out there kick ppl butt

Dun leave me ~

Tat gal,
treating esplanade as her hse -.-

WHY WHY WHY?

Trying to jump at carpark x)
Nice lighting ehh?

Ping & Me

Look sick
=x Im sorry =x

Who will he be?

Who say we cant play piano the other way round?

Too late to realised,
the shit tat i had gotta into

YOU; cant feel it?

Sometime, Knowing too much
is a problem.

YOU; all the best!
&
thanks
x)

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

Her Everythings

Losing Her & Her everythings

Pang seh Alvin in the morning
cuz im nt feeling good.
Im sorry x(

reached school & start duty [blood drive publisize] @ 1pm
lalalaala~
Stupid volunteers who didnt shown up today.

Dear came to accompany me.

haaa
wad rubbish in this post
*ignore*
Im happy for who i am
&
what i have got!
soo smile,
gurl
One day, you will Noe
the truth.
Little sweet hidden secrets of urs

Perhaps; Not?

lalalaa~
dear met dearie [ramesh]
& he find him cool =x

ended at 5pm
& brought dear to clubhouse.
steal ice cream eat,
treatin it as my hse!

dear had 1 cup,
i had 3 cups =x

aniwae it was dearie who ask me "help myself"!
cuz everything must finished up by sat!
*drool*

Makan in school
& went to dear hse sit.

den his younger bro drove us to bukit timah,
coz he wan accompany =x
and thus,
he drove me back
How sweet!

Searching for my happiness?

YOU; can you?

went out with ger and ping ytd.
hasnt has the time to blog abt it.
more picture to comes x)

& tml,
im toning in sentosa with him
after my red cross shift x)

Pondering Nite

Time flies, World spinned, Things changes

YOU; __________

Feelin it; YOU?

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