Friday, October 17, 2008
Fetch Him
was rather attentive during lectures!
im so proud of myself.
:x
end school an hr earlier,
took bus 61 to bugis,
to accompany ger darling.
stood at junction pathway like some fool,
waited for ger like 15 mins?
den i noe she will be darn late,
but duno hw late.
cos she praying at some temple
-__-
so i went to shop at small stores,
to kill time.
nth interest me, bt managed to kill 1 hr plus.
oh..bought musical toy,
for jaren's buddy's baby gal
[the one tat im searching for & nw i had found it!]
:)
i think im too sweet :x
basically, i visited all stores -__-''
didnt bother to step inside bugis village,
doesnt like the clothes there.
thus i stood outside burger king & waited for another 15 mins.
till darling came.
OMG,
waited for her for
1 HR, 45 MINS, alone -__-
nt bad, earned myself half cup of mac strawberry milkshake
LOL
went to get ger stuff,
den head to bugis junction "HK cafe".
-__-
long queue, soo we skipped our dinner.
went shop around carts.
haa~
darling & i happened to eyes at the same items.
THREE TIMES LAA!!
nw i noe why jaren say we clone -__-''
den went to buy nail stickers.
ohhh bought 3 in total :x
den Chong Chong Mang Mang,
take train to tiong.
den take bus to bukit merah interchange.
den run up to tower A within 3 mins.
found a good hideout,
&
waited for LOVE for 50 mins
-___-''
cos i wanna fetch him.
thought he gonna end sch slightly earlier.
if i noe, i wont even take train laa.
haa~
noe him too well.
knew he will look around after class dismissal.
even though i say i cant make it.
okay, well done me.
managed to surprised him by poppin out.
LOL
alrite;
tml gonna study at tamp library
with LOVE.
woohooo :)
first time studying together.
gotta be fun,
i hope?
btw,
im wondering, if my cam reviving sia.
sometime jam, sometime cant operate, sometime can shoot!
LOL
aniwae,
goten my BCLS cert frm school
&
SFA cert frm red cross
:)
shld i get my AED cert too?
Jessica,
As promised, im typing a message for you nw. first of all, thank! thanks for telling me your problems. Once again, thanks for sharing your secret with me once again. thanks. i guess i doesnt need to elaborate futher regarding tat issue cos i had state my point during our msn conversation. As for ur close fren, i guess you gotta give her some time to really cool down. perhaps give urself more time to understand her personality beta. perhaps you are the right gal tat she can seek advice from, bt never the other way round. From wad you had said so far, i personally feel tat she isnt putting any much effort to be there for you etc... well well.. time tells. perhaps you could tell her hw you feel abt everything, so tat she will understand you well and noe what you expect from her etc..? sometime heart to heart talk are impt bet close fren :) last and nt least, cherish the friendship yeaa? dun let small issue to strain the relationship. once strain its hard to get it back. just like you & me. but i guess we are improving isnt it? you take care alrite? dun think or get too upset over tis issue animore. once you explain, i believed she will understand baa :)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Cried
14 October 2008 [Wednesday]
Sth happened,
i tear at home, den i went for a walk
aimlessly.
walking circumstances,
round telok blangah... passed by many blocks,
many people, many bus stop.
Love found me walking,
and followed me, but then he lost me.
went to find him in bus stop,
he hugged me,
&
i teared even badly on his shoulder.
tis the 3rd time,
he saw me teared.
but tis his first time saw me cried so badly.
i wet his whole arm,
tears couldnt stop flowing down.
i hate it.
i hate showing my weak side,
infront of guy.
dun wanna talk abt it.
everything's fine nw, i hope?
tats no next time yea?
im afraid
:(
15 October 2008 [Thursday]
Tutorial, cancelled.
thus school frm 8am - 11am :)
had nitemare during napping .
force myself to wake up.
understand hw darling felt.
Love came at 2pm.
cos i intend to send him to school at 5pm.
First day of school
:)
wooo
had wasabi fries & sundae.
sighh,
im so hurt.
its a small issue, i noe.
bt the words tat came out frm my dad's mouth,
meant alot to me.
dad saw my pay slip.
Me: "SEE! i nv lie to you. i really go work"
Dad: "aiyeaa.. also duno is real or fake"
-________-''
gt prove, you also wan against me?
forget it!
den he said sth tat hurt me.
Dad: "so wad if you earn money? mum ask you buy bao, you so nv buy"
Me: "mum say if she wan eat, she will call me"
Dad: "You cannot call up and ask is it"?
"still ask her to ask 2nd kor buy"
Me: "cos i noe i will be home late, i dun wan her to wait, so i say why nt ask kor buy"?
*keep arguing, to solve the misunderstanding*
den he come compare me & my elder bro.
Dad: "big bro, still gt buy noodle for us to eat, you lehh, all for urself".
*stop arguing*
went back to my room,
feeling pissed.
meanwhile hurt.
den i teared, LOVE was shock.
come on la.
mum say "she will call me if she wan eat".
since she din call,
wad for i buy?
i ask her ask kor buy, is nt becos i lazy or wan save money
is becos i dun wan her wait till 11 plus.
is there anithin wrong?
I buy food back, dad nt at home, den assume i only buy for myself?
tat time i still spend abt 30 on satay & oyster lor.
den otah alsoo..
I buy otah back, dad ate it, den nw say i nv buy back?
i ask mum, when free, i treat her buffet.
she say ex, den she reject.
so i asked her when go hawker eat eat with daddy & love?
den she say duno..lazy.
den nw my fault laa? say i nv treat family?
praise my bro like praising god lidat.
-darnn you la-
bro hw old, i how old?
he earn hw much, i get my bond pay hw much?
when he at my age, he got buy back a nt?
i spoke to mum
till i cried again, she said i petty
wah lao ehh.
darn you also laa.
next time you unhappy abt daddy,
dun come tell me.
cos IM PETTY!
darn stupud.
Monday, October 13, 2008
First day of school
That was wad we had for ytd dinner,
before munching ice cream while walking
to keppal bay from harbourfront.
its super nice
:)
Our first Mee Sua together
Wasabi Fries
New WaSaBi Mayo~
Berries Ice cream
was basically,
talking abt the past.
so sweet.
x)
left the place @ 10pm plus
and walked all the way home together.
on our way,
he asked, what kind of car i wan him to buy
-__-''
seriously, i dun demand much.
wadever he wanna buy,
it all depend on his capability.
i doesnt wan the load to stress him up.
overall,
buying a car is nt as impt
as raising up the family.
Family is my first priority to me.
next he asked,
what should we buy our hse in future?
-____________-''
it all depend where he work.
im more than willing to follow where he wanna settle at.
bt for sure, i need to repay my bond at sgh
LOL.
well still long laaa, boi.
okay,
today 1st day of school.
its another sem again.
gonna mug hard.
ohh well~
duno shld i be glad or cry sia.
all my lecturers all soo
>.<''
Really Monday Blue sia..
I love school,
indeed i love schoolin since small.
but there again,
i went to school with a moody feeling.
Its Nursing Research (NR),
tat pull down my spirit laaa.
never like NR,
omg 5000 words essay
x(
SUPER HATE MONDAY LAA.
first period (NR).
den next period, NS 1
face angeline lim. :s
she's such a rule by rule lecturers.
&
someone who doesnt Noe hw to teach.
yuck~
No one like her infact,
let alone her colleagues!
den next period NSL,
face ms Lam.
omg
NO SHORT, NO SKIRT, NO LOW WAIST PANT, NO SLIPPER
only can wear those tat reach knee lvl.
worse than angeline lim (prev nsl lecturer)
as well ask me naked go?!? -_-
siao laa~
This lesson fall on 3 dif days.
really can die.
imagine me wearing,
3 days pant,
and only tue & wed
den can wear slipper?!?!
wad's more,
she expect us to bring nsl books!
-__-''
i had nv bring NSL books to school since yr 1.
i read at home lor.
...siann...
den today daryl,
helped me buy lecturer notes.
he delivered all the way to my NSL classroom.
omg,
ms lam keep asking,
why he so nice help you buy?
why ahh why ahh?
must really reply her, den she stop askin
-_-''
MS LAM, we nt small kids!
den she told us,
got some stupid yr 1 student,
go do make up at the dummy which cost 15,000.
in the end,
the dummy kana send back to US
still nt back to spore.
omg,
we laughed laa..
darn funny!
who on earth soo bo liao until lidat
-__-''
okay,
i guess NSL was the only lesson
tat i paid attention to?
wrote down some notes though the notes are on website
:x
unfair laa.
she dismiss us on the dot!
hannah's lecturer dismissed them soo much earlier!
like 1 hour? OMG _-_
okay!
faced the fact,
i always kana such a lecturer.
:(
next period was Pharmacology,
face Josephine.
she's such a boring lecturer.
another rule by rule.
late 7 mins, den nagged at us.
hello?
like we no need walk down the slope lidat,
you noe NP hw big a nt?
another lecturer,
dismissed us on the dot -_-''
okay,
my every weekend seemed to get interesting.
tis sat, meeting jaren, ger, justin to pei PIng go tamp ikea.
Next sun meeting jaren & his buddy go sentosa.
Following sunday, meeting minnie & cecillia
Girls,
Im glad tat both of you are fine nw.
like after approx 2 yrs, den you both start giving in liao.
-______-''
but still,
thanks cecillia for the initiative!
LOVELOVE.
Love,
Im glad tat you had finally found a well paid job.
pls do nt stress up urself yea?
hope you enjoy working there
&
wont forget abt me
LOL
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Breakfast with darlings & Love
Woke up at 10Am.
Again, i crawl myself out.
Morning call ger darling to wake her up.
No ans.
Morning call ping darling to wake her up.
She answered!
den morning call ger darling.
she sounded seductive :x
haaa~
funny laa.
it remind those days
when i got up almost every early morning
to give sunshine
morning call
:x
okay,
Met up with LOVE.
den walk over to fetch ping.
den waited for ger @ bus stop.
den we 4 walked
to telok blangah mall market
to haf wantan mee!
Our first time having breakfast together.
WANTAN MEE soo nice!
oh dear,
believe it or not,
Ping was the first customer
who asked for LARD.
she soo crazy over LARD laa
As usual,
ping & i shared mango ice kachang!
we both still prefer the durian one.
LOVE HAD sth else.
den we walked ping to the bus stop,
hug & wave goodbye.
den LOVE & i headed back to the market
to da bao food
for my mum & bro.
we bought otah for ourself tooo
x)
Right now,
LOVE sleeping again.
while me bloggin.
Joining Him soon.
Going Keppal Bay
to slack at late evening.
gonan enjoy before school reopen.
wahhh~
i dun wan go school tml
x(
tml got Red Cross Meeting!