Met up with darling on wednesday and it's my first time going out with him as a couple. Supposed to meet him outside cine leisure at 5pm..bt becos he need to wait for his mum to come home..we end up meeting slightly later..and ya..we happened to reached at the same timing..LOL..went to cine foodcourt cos darling was feeling hungry..at the same time i was waitin for semore cos we intend to take our pay together...lalala!! 2pid him...he was darn late la..by the time he came it's like 6.30pm?
Went to take our pay..and we went back to cine leisure with no place to go, no plan to follow...haha!! So dar and mie took a neoprint..it's our first time taking neoprint..and ya!! my decoration sux!! i wasn't in the mood to decorate the neoprint..and it turned out nt as nice as those neoprint tat i took with my friends...ooohh!! Guessed what?!?! Mie and semore saw see chai kor kor..hahaa!! soo long din see him le..becoming handsome le..LOL...!! yea..had a few words with him before leaving cine to tanglin...cos semore's mum shop is over there...and he once promised mie tat he will cooked for mie to eat..LOL!! soo we had our dinner there till 8 plus...
went to bugis junction after tat..heh cos i wanna buy hamsters!! dragged semore along...duno why i dragged him also...he's just like a lightbulb and ya poor him being force by mie.LOL...duno leh..just dun feel like pai seh him ma...and we doesn't mind him joinin us...plus i need his suggestion regarding hamsters stuff..heh!! =D yea..we spend an hr inside the pet shop..LOL..and i bought 2 baby male hamster..cos i doesn't wan them to breed..=x actually is dar buy for mie.. =.='' cos he put the money back into my wallet when i'm not around..yah!! it cost him like $78...which includes cage, food etc...the hamster alone cost him like $18...=x
Aniwae, Thank you darling.. I love you..!! I will take good care of our bao bao & bei bei [baobei] Will bring them to see you when you come back in Aug... Baobei and i will miss you... Muack!! Met up with darling on thursday 5pm at boon keng mrt station..he was waiting for mie to knocked off and yay he wanna see my uniform =.=''...heh!! he brought baobei along...baobei is just too cute larh!! Love them to bits!! went home to bath while darling and baobei went to foodcourt to makan...cos darlin didn't eat anything the whole day...cos in the mornin he went back to msia..haha!!
went to vivo to catch a movie..is our first time watching movie as a COUPLE!! LoL...went to watch surf up..OMG!! the penguine soo cute larhx!! hahaaa!!! oohh yea...we brought hamster into the cinema =x aniwae their rules and regulation didn't state "No Pets allowed inside" =x aniwae we dun need to buy any tickets for them...it's free entrance for baobeii...i noe it's stupid to go dating together with baobeii...and it's ridiculous to bring hamster to watch movie...i just wan baobeii to spend more time with darling...i noe they will miss each other too...
After movie..we went to the roof..we stayed there for 4 hours...honestly speaking, i dun mind spending time with him just by sitting somewhere clean and quiet...[definition of quiet doesn't mean no people.] In fact i prefer it to be this way rather than goin for window shopping etc...we had lots of fun up there...and he didn't failed to make mie laughed...keep making mie laugh non stop..LOL...
bt how long can it last? can we always be like tis 24/7? No we can't!! it can only last for tat short period of time and he is going off on friday. Flying to somewhere far....so far tat can't get to see him at leats once a week...soo far tat i can't always tok to him on the phone...soo far tat we can only meet up during his holiday?? yeahh..it supposed to be a happy nite..and yet i was crying...my first time crying infront of him..which really shocked him...I was holdin my tears back real hard..but it doesn't seem to work..tears still flowed down my cheek and onto his pant continuously...and i still lie tat i din cry..=.='' i was telling him tat sand went into my eyes..i noe he doesn't believe la..bt i dun wanna admit i cried =x
He sent mie home after i'm feeling much better...actually i wasn't feeling any better especially when i think of this word "leaving". i'm just actin strong cos i doesn't wan him to worry...and it realli pain mie a lot... i was controlling my tears, my emotion and i was putting a fake smile on my face when i was on my way back. The moment i reached home..i just bust into tears..from 12.45am to 2am long [it's nothing]...till my eyes are pain and tired and i just fall asleep like tat...
Happy 1 year friendship anniversary to Calvin we had known each other for exactly 1 year. Hope tat our friendship can last longer than tis..
Becos of the previous nite, My eyes were soo swollew and red...woke up at 6am...and met up with darling in harbourfront mrt at 7.15am...cos he wanna send mie to work in whampoa drive before he fly to sabah in the afternoon...didn't really look at him cos my eyes were very swollen and tired...i wasn't in the mood to work today..bt no matter what i have to be high..cos i need to sociolize with the elderly...and it gonna be my last day in day care centre...gonna miss the elderly too...also i fully understand tat i can't let my own problem to affect my work performance...
Now that you are gone, everything seemed to changed. But no matter what, i will still wait for you to come back. You are worth my waiting. I missed you and i really do.
Today is my 2nd day in Kwong wai shui hospital and nursing Home. and it's my last day there..haha!! duno shld i be happy or sad? LOL though i only been there for 2 pathetic days, but somehow i can't bear to part with the patients leh..they are soo adorable and cute in nature..that is what we called "bonding".
today i was posted to ward 3, a rehap ward...kinda busy in tat ward...cos there are more patients in ward 3 than ward 2. and yaa...we are allowed to helped up..LOL..erm basically what i did was transfering of patient from bed to chair and from chair to bed, lift the patients up, walk the patient to the toilet and ya..thanks alot...i did something tat i always dun wanna do..and tat is bathing of MALE PATIENTS!!! my god!! can't believed i helped to bath 2 male patients and 1 female patient...eww!! i see what i shouldn't be seeing...felt soo disgusted by it... x_x wad a memorable attachement i had...
Today i get to observe nursing officer "drawing blood from a female patient." i was there helping up by ensuring tat the patient does not struggle during the process...OMG..u guys should have see how terrible it is to draw blood from an old lady...the nursing officer failed to do that for abt 3 times...and the old lady is yelling and struggling in pain...and the needle keep coming out...therefore needle need to be inserted again...Ooouch!! when i see tat my heart is aching...she soo poor thing la...and when the needle is inserted into the vein, the blood just splashed out of the arm ..Lucky gt wear glove =x i can stand the blood, but i cant stand the yelling and struggling part of the scene...i can just feel the pain of the patient...
omg..my hair is standing now x_x
After lunch, we went to day care centre to play with the elderly. haha!! we played " 21 dian" with them...from 2.30pm to 4.30pm...they seemed to enjoyed playing card games ohh...yea they are bunch of cute elderly..=D
erm okay i noe i sounded everyone is cute over there.. haha!! Okay larh..babies, kids and elderly are all cute to mie..=D and they are the nicest people to attend to... they will always brighten up ur day.
duno why..suddenly miss my grandpa soo much...it gonna be his 2nd month death anniversary...haizz...
No matter where you are, I will always remembered you as my grandpa. Love you
Today darling Cl made mie cried Cos i was soo disappointed when he told mie tat he can't come back tmr. and i misses him soo much??
I had been waiting for this day since last week? and finally im able to see him soon. I was soo excited that i couldn't sleep the previous nite? and now he tell mie tat he cldn't come back?
Like what the hack? What did he promised mie? He say he will come back tmr... in the end..?? Happy for nothing...
But den.. Thanks God... It was a JOKE from him.. He didn't mean to make mie cry or sad Juz that he wanna surprised mie tmr... soo sweet of him... But i was PISSED OFF!!
I noe i'm crazy.. but i dun need such a joke.. dun he noe tat i miss him alot? dun he noe how disappointed i will be?
nbm, at least i noe it's a joke... UH HUH.. In another 17hr 30 mins.. i will be able to see my DARLING!! WooHOoO!! Love him... [>.<]''
eww.. I miss darling ohh Our last met was on last thursday... [>.<]'' MIss him soo much!! *woof woof* =x Can't wait for wednesday to arrive yea..he's coming back to spore... Going to meet him after my attachment. There are soo many things tat i wish to tell him... and ohh...we gotta buy hamster together..xD Our small little kids.. =x
Had my first attachment in serangoon "Kwong wai shiu hospital and nursing home"...woke up pretty early like 6am? and got myself dressed up with white dress and wif my hair tied up neatly...wore hush puppies black shoe which looked soo disgusting...totally spoiling the whole image of the nice outfit larh!! wish i could throw it away and buy a nicer black shoe elsewhere...too bad i can't!! cos it's a must to wear tat and it cost mie like $40...well i can't be bothered also..not as if im going for some fashion show or wad...
i knew buz 139 got go there...but...i duno which stop to stopped norx!! soo i ended in whampoa drive..zzz and i took a cab down to the place..which cost mie $5!! not too bad..but still expensive..it's just a short journey..haish..peck hour ma..somemore soo hard to hail a cab in the morning la..all not available...zzz..but thank goodness..that doesn't make mie late..haha!! infact i reached there 15 minutes earlier...
well tat building seemed soo weird la..it seemed soo new yet their facilities are so old...tat's include chair with some chinese wording and drawing on it.. which most probably can only be found in the temple?? haha!! cldn't discribed how weird it is nor..the ward is onli like 1 storey high and each ward only have 18 beds? and there is soo little wards...then there is chinese physician whereby people from outside can go in to see doctor? and the most importantly, it's not air conditioned!! piang ehh..the weather is soo hot la..plus tmr i'm wearing a pant and a blouse lo..sure hot like hell!!
and ohh ya...i love their lift man..though is a lift..but it's not functioning nor..yea it does..bt not for staff or patient one la...duno for what purposes also..and their lift just look soo cute la..the lift door is not make of steel one..it looked like our hse toilet door la..foldable type...haha!! like ancient old lift..just tat it's slightly abit advance onli...LOL...
Basically we can't do much as a year 1 Student Nurse...we did nothing in the ward..and is soo darn sian..!! keep looking at the clock..and hoping the time can pass faster...what we can do is to assess the patient whenever they asked for help? basically what we did there is to observe the patients and to see how the nurses handle the patients...ooh ya!! the ward tat i was posted to is all cancer patients...soo basically when there isn't anything much to observe...we will take a look at individual casenote...basically i had memorised what kind of cancer each patient have lah...cool rite?
Only from these casenote, we can questioned our doubt and to gain knowledge from there...learnt quite a lot of stuff through attachment...didn't noe tat patient who went for radio therapy must eat high protein food..LOL!! didn't noe tat patient who went for radio therapy, their skin will dry up and if it get worse it will rot... x_x Didn't noe that some patients have to pass motion from the side of the body cos their rectal muscle are not powerful enough to pass the faeces out...such cases is call metastatic rectal carcinoma...and i learnt how faeces is being wash out of the colonstomy bag [a bag where the large intestine is connected to in order to pass motion]..it doesn't look gross to mie..but it stink alot...cldn't even breath larh!!
yep also learnt about tube feeding..and what must we do before we even feed the patient using the tube...eg: check the PH in the stomach using litmus paper, and check if the tube is correctly inserted into the stomach.oooh yea i learnt a new word.."Hyperlipidemia"...it mean too much of lipids in the body...Last and not least we saw how the nurse transfer the patients to the wheelchair.
ooh yea..i noe i gotta learn more language..must learn hokkein, must learn teochew, must learn malays..haha!! cos i realised tat i couldn't communicate with patients who speak foreign language with mie...haha!! and i will answered them with some alien languange like "huh?" LOLx..btw the patients are soo cute larhx...they are old but they can joke with nurses..haha!! soo pei fu them...they are cancer patients yet they behave soo strong like as if nothing is wronged in their body...yep this is what we called "life still have to go on, instead of living in this world feeling so depressed, why not stay happily and funky for the rest of ur life"?
-Life are simply too precious-
ooOOhh...i just lub the nurses there larhx! they are soo nice to approch too.. they are willing to teach and guide us...
But one thing i wish to highlight on... they didn't ensurePATIENT'S PRIVACY...LOL..!! they didn't wash their hand using the 7 steps!! they never hand rub before assessing the patients!! they never use alcohol swap at all they are not well dressed...!! X- Hair not bun up X- They wear watch on the hand X- They put rings X- They have more than 1 ear ring X- Doesn't have proper shoe wear
ooohh well i'm just following the Nursing Rules..haha xD
and oohh...our TRAINER WAS LATE FOR 2 MINS!!
ERM..according to the hospital rules... When you are late for: - 0 to 10 mins: replace 30 mins - 11 to 30 mins: replace 90 mins - 31 to 60 mins: replace 3 hours - More than 61 mina: replace 1 full day
and my trainer is a Guy.. and his hair is long...[touches his collar]
OMG!! how lame can i be man..haha!! xD
ooohh~ Nursing is soo fun Didn't regret taking it.. There is soo much to learn Soo much to noe..