Recently i'm quite stress up with my school works..there are soo much too revise...soo many quiz and test coming up...and Common test is just 4 weeks time from now...i'm feeling soo nervous...gt to say tat this is my first time being soo anxious with my school work and common test...in the past i will just study the week before the common test start...and now..i'm like
"oohh shit!! it's coming!! it's coming..." i noe i have to relax.. but i just couldn't relax moiself =.=''
yep..after my common test it will be my 2 weeks break..and den my 2 weeks attachment...My plan for my 2 weeks break will be "chionging hotel"...work as much as i can and earn as much as i can...bt will reserve 3 days for my revision before going for my first attachment.
Dunno why...this few days feeling soo moody...=.='' yucck!! hate the feeling of being moody larhh...make mie soo emo...den make mie no mood to do anything...as usual i think alot of stuff..i think of my ex, i think of "him"...been questioning myself..have i really forgotten abt him? Yes!! i had gotta over him...bt is it completely? i seriously have no idea...yep i dun miss him...and i dun think of him tat often...BUT i do think of him sometimes...what does it show? Just a memories or i haven gotta over him completely?
There is another issue tat is bothering mie recently...my friend CL's buddy has been asking mie lots of questions abt this friend of his...and yay..it just bothered mie alot...it's just something tat i din realised it until my CL's buddy asked etc...and there is certain things tat i dun wanna noe abt CL...can say i'm avoiding it...and there is some confusion in mie..
+Nvm..let it be a test for us+
Can't wait for this coming monday..heh heh!! gt npstring!! Can learn violin again..wee!! Last monday was my first time touching and playing violin..omg!! it's soo hard to hold a violin..hahha!! make moi hand cramp onli...hahah!! aniwae i dun regret joining npstring..at least im learning wad i wanna learn... and i wanna give full commitment..!!