Thursday, February 01, 2007
Message for adrian
Went queensway to make new spec..wee!! gotta have a new spec liao..heh!! haish...sad sia..this new spec cost mie $220!!! The most expensive spec tat i ever have..zzzz...yea there goes half of my working saving!! Sian!!
i'm simply love working in mandarin hotel...i love my job to bits man...i get along well with my manager, my captain and my new friends...<3>
Then there is a guy super funny sia...duno wad's the problem with him...keep wanting to take my ring off my finger [he's just playing]...=.='' soo we end up holding hand cos he trying to snatch away moi ring...yay!! not going to let tat happened again..=.='' later rumor thought we together =.=''...all thank to my captain...he put us together [2 to 3 tables]...after he announced tat i'm working with him...he add another sentence "dun hold hand arhx"...wah piang ehh..!! infront of soo many waiters and waitress somemore =.=''
To: adrian
I'm just being obedient. I listened to darling words and read ur blog. Sad to say i seriously dun feel like seeing euu or talking to euu. Sometime i felt tat euu might go vivo and look for mie since euu can't contact mie or wad..but sad to say i'm prepared for it. Once i see euu..i will go to the store and hide. And sad to say i won't be posting my shedule in the blog anymore. wheather i'm working in vivo or mandarin hotel..euu will not noe. And sad to say tat i won't be working in vivo anymore. yep i will but seldom..cos i'm being transferred to other outlet. it's a new outlet. Sorry
Anyway i'm glad tat euu had finally changed..someone tat has his own life. I was shocked when darling told mie euu went town for shopping. In the past euu hate shopping let alone window shopping. Now euu have grown up and have ur own life.. good for you.
Reason why we broke up.
First: I no longer have any feeling for you
Second: I find myself boring when i'm with you
Third: You are unreasonable
Fourth: I realised tat euu are not tat type of guy i wants in my life
I'm just being obedient. I listened to darling words and read ur blog. Sad to say i seriously dun feel like seeing euu or talking to euu. Sometime i felt tat euu might go vivo and look for mie since euu can't contact mie or wad..but sad to say i'm prepared for it. Once i see euu..i will go to the store and hide. And sad to say i won't be posting my shedule in the blog anymore. wheather i'm working in vivo or mandarin hotel..euu will not noe. And sad to say tat i won't be working in vivo anymore. yep i will but seldom..cos i'm being transferred to other outlet. it's a new outlet. Sorry
Anyway i'm glad tat euu had finally changed..someone tat has his own life. I was shocked when darling told mie euu went town for shopping. In the past euu hate shopping let alone window shopping. Now euu have grown up and have ur own life.. good for you.
Reason why we broke up.
First: I no longer have any feeling for you
Second: I find myself boring when i'm with you
Third: You are unreasonable
Fourth: I realised tat euu are not tat type of guy i wants in my life
....etc....
I believed tat's wad god wan us to be in this way. 1st we din bump into each other even though we are in town area. you called mie but my phone was off...euu should noe tat i dun off my phone even when i go to bed. This is what we called "you yuan wu fen". Forget about mie and carry on with ur life ba..take care
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Working
wee!! is another day tat i work for the continuous of 19 hours 30 minutes. which mean tat on sunday i work from 6am to monday 1.30am [mandarin hotel]...yepyep earn about $107 and duno how many cents =x haiz but then i'm still sad sia...cos on saturday [which is the day before i work for 19 hr 30 mins] i actually can work ot till 6am!!!! but becos i'm working at 6am in the morning..tat's why i didn't take ot..cos i won't have the time to sleep. if i took ot tat nite...tat mean i will be working for 32 hr 30 minutes non stop!!! yea...doobie said i'm nuts haha!! he say i'm even more crazy than him..well same la..ehh...but i got to admit tat now everyday seemed to be weekday to mie...my day are all mixed up...sometime i thought is tuesday..but it's actually sunday.Duno why sunddenly got the urge to save up more money. yepyep...always wanted to buy some tibits and eat after work..but didn't bother to go buy...1stly i dun wan to eat before i go sleep unless i'm hungry...2ndly i dun wanna waste money. yep wad i need to do is to control myself..control control and control is the only way to make mie save up more money. hehee!! yep like wad i said i will save up all my money after i bought what i needed the most..heh!! and i had finally bought what i want...Now i got a ipod, more clothes, accesories, make up stuff, jean, watch, bag and april i will get my new phone..hehe!!
And becos of money...i actually have few hours of sleep. only one day will have 7 hours of sleep..the rest is 5 hours of sleep or even less than tat. well i gotta thank calvin..haha!! if not becos of him..i will not be able to survive with 5 hours of sleep..lol...can say tat he actually trained mie to sleep late..yea also wanna thank nick mama bryan son in law and doobie...heh!! this 3 guys also trained mie to sleep late...and is even much more later than calvin. they made mie able to stay up late till 7am in the morning..LOL
One thing good about not being with him is...i won't have the time for him due to my work. yep working shedule is i book myself...certain days i can dun book just for him..but then i won't be happy about it...cos i'm simply love working in banquet..and if i one day dun work...i won't get my pay for the day...yep maybe once a week dun work? plus i won't have the time to talk to him on the phone..simply because i'm getting up early for work and returned home rather late. Now i dun even have the time for myself..let alone having time for him.
Really miss him alot...really wish to see him again. i miss him yet i can't give him a call. cos i dun wish to disturb him studying. The feeling is no good..really. But i have to bear with it no matter what. i hate myself for not being able to forget him..i hate myself for not being able to get rid of the feeling for him. i hate myself for not being able to control myself. i know this is my retribution..cos this is what i did to my ex..but nvm i shall take it.
Time flies...everyday is just like a weekday to mie...and now it's towards february...and heard tat 5th of feb is the releasing of O level result...>.<'' i dun wan..i seriously dun wan!!! i dun wan to know my result..i dun wan to get my result...i'm afraid i can't make it or what..i'm afraid i din do well..cos i made quite a number of careless mistake due to my social studies paper..i was kind of distracted by it...my mood changed due to social studies. Even when i'm studying for my other papers..i will still think of social studies. i'm afraid my social studies will pull my humanities down...