Saturday, November 25, 2006
Photos
My Clique Members
My another Clique Members
Jess & Mie
My another Clique Members
Jess & Mie
Cakes
Moi Drinks/Fish/Crab 
Look how greedy we were
Went to mandarin hotel to sign up for work as waitress..yep next sunday is the training...not tomorrow..cos training for tomorrow is fully booked liao..soo bo bian have to attend next sunday training...cos onli can have 30 recruits for each training...when i heard tat i'm like -.-'' die...gonna face soo many stranger at one shot -.-'' haish..Good luck to mie..hope i won't be affected by it..haha...cos need to see if you are qualified for this job ma..if pass ok lor..if cannot bye bye lor..den have to look for other job =) But even if i can't make it or what...i won't be sad about it cos it's my first time working ma..haha!! Actually it's second time la..cos june tat time i work in the children holiday programme ma...but then tat is nothing..it's a easy and slacking job..just need to take care of the kids..play with the kids can liao...lol..
There are lots of things tat i wish to type out..for example what had happened, what is bothering mie, my feeling etc...but then i choose not to..it's not convenient to type it here..cos i dun wish some people or stranger to noe about it...only people such as geradine jessica bryan mama will noe about it. yep it's easier to type here...no need repeat myself again and again..but still i rather put in afford and take a longer way to avoid some people to know about it. Sometime i wish to create another blog..a personal blog...a blog tat no one will noe..a blog tat no one will be reading it...a blog tat no one knows who the owner is...only then i can type out my feeling etc...
AND AS I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES
I SEE AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE
SENT FROM GOD ABOVE
FOR ME TO LOVE
TO HOLD AND IDOLISE
AND AS I HOLD YOUR BODY NEAR
I'LL SEE THIS MONTH THROUGH TO A YEAR
AND THEN FOREVER ON
TIL LIFE IS GONE
I'LL KEEP YOUR LOVING NEAR
AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD
YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPEN DOORS THAT CLOSE
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE
AND WHEN I FEEL LIKE HOPE IS GONE
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CARRY ON
EACH TIME I LOOK AT YOU
THERE'S SOMETHING NEW
TO KEEP OUR LOVING STRONG
I HEAR YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR
ALL OF THE WORDS I LONG TO HEAR
OF HOW YOU'LL ALWAYS BE
HERE NEXT TO ME
TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS
AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD
YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSE
DIN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE
AND THOUGH THE SEASONS CHANGE
OUR LOVE REMAINS THE SAME
YOU FACE THE THUNDER
WHEN THE SUNSHINE TURNS TO RAIN
JUST LIKE A ROSE
YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSE
DIN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
Friday, November 24, 2006
Buffet
Wake up super early (4.30am) just becos of my graduation day..need to prepare myself etc before going school..yea went to geradine house..haha!! nana was there too..left house at 5am..yep felt kinda scary sia..haha sky soo dark somemore no people one..kana kidnap people also duno...=x Was walking rather fast cos i'm scared..=x ..although my heel really hurt my foot man...very long din wear le..soo haven get use to it...haha!!hmm..wad can i say about grad day? oo..we have to report at the auditorium by 8am cos teacher wanna check our dressing...too exposing must either put on a shawl or cannot go up to the stage to take certificate..haha...Soo bo bian have to borrow shawl from my teacher cos my behind is quite exposing la..haha!!
Blah blah blah was waiting for the speech to over...wah!! feel like sleeping man...the speech is soo darn boring..ehh..was trying not to yawn..cos once i yawn...your eye will be watery...den my eye liner will make my eyes pain =x Was controlling my feeling and holding back my tears when singing "IJ song"..hah!! alot of people cried when they sing this song...sad sia..haha...
OoO...saw vanessa..haha soo sweet of her...she fold a flower balloon for geradine and mie...soo sweet rite?? hahah!! thans alot...love ya =) hmm.i'm not surprise tat i saw vanessa there...cos geradine say she coming ma...the only person who gave mie a shocked was kelvin ng...haha!! he was congradualating mie..lol...and i'm like ehh since when euu here?? and how come euu can enter ?? lol..and this vanessa think too much le..she thought he my boyfriend -.-'' hahaaa...mie still single kie..lol
OMG!! Just get to know tat my FAV chemistry teacher gonna leave le...!! he wanna change school.!!! stupid him!! he leave liao band how?? argh!! i dun wan *her* to take charge lor...she and her attitude problem.!! can't stand it ...arghh!! but thanks god..i'm leaving le..in conclusion i no need to face her even if she is the band in charge =x Haish..next year no need come back see teacher le..lol..!! like almost all our fav teacher leaving with us sia..
Mrs Ong!! my fnn teacher...leaving le...
Mr Yeo!! My Chemistry teacher..leaving le...
Mrs Ang!! Maternity Leave
Mrs Lao!! Maternity Leave
Mdm Chen!! Maternity Leave
My dearest Mr Sng!! Teach in prison school...
Ceremony end at 12pm...borrow shawl from geradine cos she dun need it le...but i need it cos i meeting 3 guys -.-'' at one shot...soo better cover up =x yep wanna go vivo city striaght cos i'm meeting mama n doob at 2pm...So i have no choice but to go home first..if not i will be rotting at vivo man...and ya thanks to them...instead of meeting at 2pm..i'm actually meeting them at 3pm...luckily i went home first...-.-'' U guys good!! =x
yep today was my first time seeing doob and mama...hmmm...duno why leh...i feel more comfortable to talk to mama and bryan when going out...as for doob..hmm..i feel more comfortable talking to him on the phone..haha!! but tat doesn't mean tat i feel uncomfortable goin out with him...haish duno how to say also..ahh wadever la..i dun care also..and this stupid bryan keep asking mie how i find doob -.-'' i said nothing to him..hmm...Why i said nothing to him?? well i duno either...as in i duno i just refuse to say anything about it or i can't be bother to think abt it/him..i seriously dun have any ans for tat. LOL.Dunno la..blah blah blah..dun care is the best thing to do..hah hah =D
Yep tour around the whole vivo city...lol...got to admit tat bryan and my leg are super pain..hahaha!! cos he wear long sleeve with long pant and wore a leather shoe..lol...for mie i was wearing heel...but nvm la...can ren..haha..yep went to see scenery...whoo!! it just make mie feel soo relax man...mama over there keep taking photos..doob over there exploring the places...while bryan was talking to mie..telling mie about his problem..LoL...past few days i faced problems...now is he facing problem..funny sia...Overall the whole outing was quite alrite..i'm not scared of any one of them...bt i was rather shy =x tat's why i din really talk much beside bryan..hahaa...i can say tat i wasn't in my usual self cos whenever i'm wif my friends i tend to be super hyper...super talkative etc...this time i was rather quiet la..at certain period i start to think again...nah!! never mind the issue gonna settle soon..haha..already got an answer for myself and know wad i need to do next. i noe what i wan and i already made up my mind le. Not a 100% yet but 80% =) WhOohoO!! i'm soo proud of moiself eh..-.-''
At 4.45pm bryan and mama need to go off le..bryan need to meet someone in tampiness...and mama need to do his project...nah in the end left mie and doob alone -.-'' yea wad the hack rite?? haha..bt it's okay la..aniwae also for a while onli..haha...yep went up to the top floor and seee scenery again...Didn't talk much also...ooo ya gonna meet him next tuesday nite...haha hopefully by then i will be hyper =x firstly i won't be wearing heel...secondly the place tat we will be going is my favourite place..haha...thirdly it's not a long day for mie soo i won't be soo tired compared to today.
Went to meet up with my clique at 5.15pm..gonna take a bus to clementi there to eat buffet..hehee first time go buffet with friends..whoo!! we were soo darn hungry...For mie i was darn thirsty and abit hungry=x my last meal was at 4.30am [breakfast]...after tat i ate nothing and drink nothing...=x Everyone was chionging to the restaurant like some hungry ghost like tat..haha...we took a lot of food to share...we clear the plate darn fast...we took a lot of drinks...cos we lazy go and refill...soo i got 2 glass of drinks at the same time..one fruit punch and one lime juice..and i had 5 glass of drink yesterday =x one after another one...den i drank herbal soup and sharkfin soup...wah!! the food there not bad...alot of variety...wanna go there eat again..lol.. Had a great time together, having lots of fun, lots of laughter and lots of SABO frm my friend...Thanks a lot!! Guess what she did??
First Part:
Cheryl scoop a teaspoon of peppermint ice cream and ask darling to try...cheryl say is very nice...but geradine refuse to eat cos she hate peppermint ice cream...i knew something is wrong with tat scoop of ice cream...soo i ask darling dun eat...cos cheryl and ai yue look very cheeky to mie...minnie shi hui suzanna can't stop laughing also...
Cheryl: Very nice one lor..ask euu eat dun eat..dun believe mie...
Mie: okay cheryl i help her eat...i try how nice is it...
*eat the ice cream..and behave like some tester like tat...taste the ice cream...In the end...OMG!! SHE ADD WASABI INSIDE!!* half of my mouth is sweet and the other half i hot...stupid girl!! But thanks god i eat wasabi one..and all of them still dare to laugh...stupid!!
Second Part:
Time for dessert..jessica go take all kind of small cake...but mie and jermaine do the eating instead...LOL...i was eating the green tea cake..i eat until halfway...den i pause cos i was playing with my friend...den cheryl say she wan the cake..so pass the whole plate to her..cos i duno which cake she want...after a while...
Cheryl: Who eat the green cake until halfway
Mie: Mie
Cheryl: Eat finish la...
Mie: orhx...took the remaining green cake and put inside my mouth and chew [my friend start laughing again]
WHAT THE HECK??
WASABI INSIDE!!
almost puke the cake out...arghh!!
And this cheryl is darn sick and dirty minded man..-.-'' jessica took a banana and wanna eat...and this cheryl go think dirty -.-'' and guess what she did?? go take banana and place it somehwere below and took a photo of it...eww..sick la she...-..-'' the photo look soo er xin la...
*When jessica start to eat the banana
Cheryl: why are euu eating tat...aiyo din noe euu are like tat
Jessica: -.-''
we: wah liew...
Jessica start to chew the banana
Cheryl: Got juice rite? Nice a not??
Minnie: excuse mie..what's your definition of juice arhx??
We: Laughing non stop...
mie: can euu pls stop thinking dirty?
Cheryl: I din say anything wad? is euu all go think dirty...LOL
We: euu dun lie lor..we noe what euu mean one lor..
We: Laughing non stop...
15 minutes later:
The waiter serve cheryl 2 sausage cos she ordered it...she started playing with the sausage...she treat the sausage as drum stick...-.-'' and she start to think dirty again...
Cheryl: you noe what's the different between tis sausage and tis banana?
Mie: One thicker one thinner
Mie: And i noe what euu gonna say next
Mie: you gonna say the thick one more shiok and the thin one not shiok rite?
Cheryl: WRONG!! is the other way round cos the thick one very pain
*Everyone started laughing and i really got nothing to say*
we left the place at 9.10pm...jessica's parent came to fetch her..and yep!! her parent also fetch mie..cos jessica say she can fetch mie...den i say den also can fetch darling..cos she stay near mie..haha!! Soo sweet and nice of her...=) LOL..afternoon also fetch..nite time also fetch =x Okay..well all of us were suffering in the car...LOL...there are 6 people at the back seat..yea wondering how we did it rite? four people sitting below and squeesing like duno what and they are sandy jermaine geradine and mie...den 2 people sitting on top and they are minnie and jessica...jessica was sitting in between geradine and my leg..and i'm sitting next to the door..and thanks to jessica..she close the door close soo hard...then the door hit my hand and my hip x_x i was laughing at the way we squeese into the car and in great pain man due to the closing of door...den i teared abit...den my eyes pain due to the eye liner...den even worse like crying like tat..tears keep rolling down my cheek =x my friends were laughing at my reaction..
Sandy was the first one who get down the car cos she wan jessica parent to drop her down at any mrt station...den she can take mrt to pasir ris...den the next person who get down the car is mie...yay!! this mean tat jessica have to get down before i can get out of the car. yay!! jessica had a hard time getting down the car and i'm yelling inside the car..cos my leg very pain..every single movement she made will make moi leg hurt...cos my leg cramp!! Stupid darling jermaine and minnie still dare to laugh at the way i yelled...pig arhx..laugh laugh laugh...
Monday gonna meet bryan again..cos he wana buy and pass mie something...sian..today just see him onli nor..=x no la just kiddin..haha!! he's fun to be with =) Yep will be meeting mama also...hahaa will be going to downtown east Mac..for doob..i got no idea he wanna come a not..cos next week is his test week...=)Tomorrow gonna meet cecillia up..den go somerset to meet my other friends..yep gonna sign up for job..whoohooo!! soo excited man!! ahaha..working is good la..at least euu won't feel bored being at home...no need to plan where to go...no need to think soo much...somemore got income heehe
will upload photos when i'm free =)
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Outing with geradine
Ytd Wake up at 7am just to wake bryan up..haha...yep he din tell mie what time he need to wake up for school the other nite cos he fall asleep while waiting for mie to finish my blogging...soo i just wake him up at 7am..hah!! But heng arhx..i din wake him up at the wrong timing..lol!!Went back to sleep and wake up at 9.45am to wake darling up..cos we going out ma..den meeting at 11am...Stupid mie..after waking her up i went back to sleep...tired..haha!! Cos the previous nite i slept quite late..sorting out my feeling and thinking a lot of things..yep was thinking about my feeling for "him" and wad he had told mie the previous nite...etc...
Meet darling at 11.45 at the bus stop and took 124 to far east..hah!! we saw a lot of nice clothes...very tempted to buy...but bo bian have to control myself..was telling myself to earn the money first then buy...yep darling bought a top for herself and it cost her $30 plus...hah!! both of us deeply in love with tat clothes man...but i din buy cos i was controlling...=x walk around searching for my handbag..argh!! headache sia..all the handbag tat we saw are not the one tat i wanna buy...hah!! Walk all the way to heeren and search for it..but failed..worse than those in far east =x Den walk down again..and haha!! finally found the type of hangbag tat i wan...wee!! was darn happy...thanks darling!! thanks for accompany mie search for my hangbag =)
Took a bus to suntec..cos we wanna buy fbt shirt and short..stupid!! those fbt shirt is like soo big size!! soo in the end i only bought a fbt short =x never mind..can always buy some other day...=) Then went to "This Fashion" in suntec..OMG!! the clothes are sooo nice...keep asking darling tis one nice rite?? But then i bought nth =x Then tour around suntec city...den decided to go bugis cos darling wanna buy white polo tee...soo we walk all the way to marina and there we saw minnie jermaine and jessica..haha!! i gave them a shocked!! cos i bi ka boo them..=P yep took MRT to bugis and proceed to bugis village...darling was searching for bag..and yep she bought one which cost her $20 plus..she was darn happy but then think of the money...haha she almost cried man..haha...den went to bugis junction and there she bought a white polo tee which cost her like $19..LOL...took a bus home cos we were super tired..x_x
Told calvin about all these and his reaction is like wah..one thing i dun understand girls is why they can go so many places in one day..LOL..haha he soo cute...
Hmm..tomorrow is our graduation day..was feeling excited about it for the past few weeks..but duno why also..now i dun seem to be happy about it now...dunno why also..suddenly just dun feel like going up to the stage and get my certificate..kind of scary...soo many teachers and parents and friends looking at euu taking a certificate..somemore wear heel go up..scared later malu myself or wat..=x
After graduation day i'm meeting mama and doobie...was excited about it for weeks...but now i dun...not because they meant nothing to mie now or wad...but the feeling is just there...the feeling is just weird weird and weird...especially doob...dunno why i just dun feel like seeing him...the feeling has been there ever since monday...but it's okay..dun think soo much can le..only mama and bryan will noe why i feel tat way...hahah!! After tat bryan will join us after his lesson..honestly speaking i really dun mind seeing him tomorrow..haha!! i kind of feel comfortable when we meet up...hmm..for doob and mama i really duno le..i feel comfortable talking to them but for meeting i really duno le...hope everything will be alrite..hah!! kind of scary sia..=x facing 2 internet friend tomorrow..=x
To: Calvin
Dun think too much kie?? It might not be the way euu think?? Dun be sad or worried about it kie?? Stop thinking tat she and tat guy will be together or she and tat guy will be a perfect pair...Who knows she might be with euu yea?? Give her some time to think about it...wad she need is time..Time will tell her the answer haha!! yep a best answer tat euu wish to noe...=) Cheer up and study hard for your exam =)
To: Bryan
Son in law!! Thanks you soo much...thanks for being my listening ear for the past 2 days =) Thanks for giving mie suggestions etc...hah!! not to worry i will let euu meet him one day...=) lol...euu my son in law ma..must intro one..haha!! can't tell euu much here..i will tell euu more on the phone kie?? cos i dun wan other people to know..it's between euu and mie..LOL..ehh..for ur information mother in law super sad today..haha!! tomorrow when i meet euu den i tell euu lor..ehh if times allow =)
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Calvin express his love
It was raining heavilyLooking out of the window
Looking at the rain
Listening to music
And teared again
Was thinking of Him again
Thinking about the sweet moments we used to have
Thinking about the wonderful time we had
Thinking about the happiness that he gave mie
Haish!! i'm feel sooo fan!!! Last nite he told mie something which i can't stop thinking about it...it pain mie to see him like tat...i dun even have the mood to blog yesterday...when i wake up this morning..the first thing i think of is tat issue tat he told mie...why? why is it like tat? haish...somehow i feel tat it was my fault though i din do anything wrong...yea clown..but tat's exactly how i feel...told my friends about it and they gave mie the same feedback..."haish..." -.-
Went to school for graduation day rehersal...den some briefing abt JC stuff...yep until 1pm..sit in the hall until my butt also pain..somemore soo boring lor...den i also very sian...keep thinking about what he told mie...just couldn't stop thinking about what he told mie...i think of it in school..i think of it in bus..i think of it at home..i think of it when watching goong...i was super moody the whole day...i got no mood to do anything...not at all..i dun even feel like taking afternoon nap...well...i'm not angry or sad about what he told mie...instead i'm glad tat he is being honest with mie...i just feel very confused...i'm lost...reallie..i got no idea what to do about it...i dun wanna see him sad anymore...
Went to band room to collect my debt from my debtor..lol!! in the end i collect nothing...cos the treasurer din go for band...soo miss sim will pass mie on friday...-.-
Went to band to pass one of my librarian "stocktaking list"...wah!! stupid sia..i open the library cupboard see..i almost fainted sia..soo messy!! PIG ARHX!! never go tidy up one..kao..hand over to them neat neat one..now come back see...soo messy...But also can't blame la..till now there is no chief librarian to in charge of all this...yay!! talk about chief librarian..i duno what is happening man...no one is taking over my position...-.-'' tat position is still empty...duno what the hack mr wong doing sia =x [hope he dun see this]...haish sian...gonna pass them my skills and train them again..-.-'' all thanks to my message to Jacintha Tan[assistance band conductor]...
Mie: Miss Tan, do you need the librarian to do the annual stocktaking of scores?? If yes..den i today pass the list of stocktaking stuffs to the new librarian..
Miss Tan: Yes i want. Can teach them gow to do it also, so that it can pass from generation to generation. Thanks
yay!! and my reaction is like huh?? -.-'' shouldn't have asked her tat..haha!! becos of tat i need to spare some days going down to the band room and train the librarian...ZzZZz..Haish nvm la..i dun mind actually...cos they are using my library system to do work...soo i should be glad rite??haha...LOL
Went to band room to collect thing from my junior..cos my juniors she got something for mie...yep i got tat..hahah!! soo sweet of her...the bottle is darn nice lor...Love it man..haha!! Thanks juniors...you gals are always the best...keep up ur good job..and practice hard for ur SYF!! Love you lots =)
Dunno why sia..everytime i go back to band and see confirm will get bullied or teased by Mr wong lor...These was wat happened:
I entered the band room..and the sectional leader is tuning the insterument...den i discuss something with my librarians...den suddenly mr wong in the service room called my name...den i thought i heard wrongly..so i just ignore..den those juniors in the service room called mie...den i like huh?? what?? den they say mr wong looking for mie...
Enter the service room
Mie: ehh..Good Morning Sir
Mr Wong: Come band never greet mie
Mie: sorry sir..i din noe euu were here
Mr Wong: Go la go la..
We: Started laughing...
Mie walked out of the room with the tongue out...=P oops...
Went back to the hall for our JC talk...after tat
Enter the band room
I Wave to him but he din see mie -.-'' okay never mind..so i went to stand behind my junior listening to them playing the instrument...hah!! they playing SYF SONG!! Sooooo nice!!! i wan to play!! Then my junior keep turning back and talk to mie...and this is what happened:
Mr Wong: Who give euu[junior] permission to turn back and talked??
Mie: ooo..ooo...*arm chio*
Mr Wong: Jia En arh...euu arhx..can dun make them lose forcus a not?
Mie: huh?? i din do anything...*arm chio*
Mr Wong: You go there sit...."QING......"
Mie: Orhx...*walk to the chair tat he wanna mie to sit*
Whole band was laughing....-.-'' made mie malu only...
Mr Wong: Minnie!! euu go help ur section play...lack of plater..haha
Minnie: orhx...ok...
My juniors: Jia En!! We also lack of player..come here and play...
Mie: Dun wan!!
My Juniors: Come la..we lack of first trombone..no one playing tat part
Mie: i noe tat long ago..but i dun wan to play!! i soo long din play later remember the fingering wrongly... den i played wrong note..den mr wong will come say mie again..say i troublemaker onli...den i also gotta go soon...lazy go set up instrument and play...
Junior!! Jie Jie wanna apologised for tat...i wanna play with euu gals...but i very long din play le..so i dare not play..i dun wan to waste mr wong time..later i keep playing wrong note..darn pai seh one leh...plus i also din study the new score...-.-'' Wait till i get back my skills liao den i play with euu all okay??
After some time..minnie and i gotta make a move le..cos we going vivo city to buy food from the giant...Soo this was what happened again:
Mie: Mr Wong we need to go already..bye bye
Mr Wong: So fast arhx!! Just came not long only leh...
Mie: ehh we got something else to do...
Mr Wong: Orh...soo teaching and listening to your junior play not important lah??
Mie: ehh...equally important =x
Mr Wong: GO LA GO LA...
*Mie opened the band room door*
Mr Wong: JIA EN!! YOU DARE TO STEP OUT OF THE BAND ROOM
*mie close the door*
Mr Wong: DEN YOU NO NEEDT O COME BACK AGAIN!!
Mie and minnie: HUH?? Ehh... *innocent*
Mr Wong: You free must go teach your junior ma...Go train your librarians...must pass down your skills!!
Mie: ehh...*stunned*...
Mr Wong: K la..go la go la...dun wan see you all already
*mie open the door and hurry run out before he change his mind*
Minnie: BYE!!
Mr Wong: still dare to say bye...-.-''
wah liew...duno what happened to him sia..everytime make mie pai seh one lor...then make the juniors laughed from the start of the conversation to the end of the conversation....-.-'' tat's why arhx..sometime i very relunctant to go to bandroom =x
Pass few days adrian sent mie sms after reading my blog...this is wat he sent mie:
"Hey i will move on but why can't you be the one to be helping mie? you making it harder just by deliberatly keeping a distance. I dunno how to explain but i really need euu in my life"
"I need you to stand by mie. Even if we can't be couple can euu at least be there for mie when i needed you??"
To: adrian
I really got nothing to say about this anymore..and i dun wish to say it again and again..this is the last time i gonna tell euu tat i won't talk to euu or help euu move on..euu urself go move on urself..this kind of thing can't be help by other people...it's u the one who can help urself..no one else...to be fair for you and mie...i told my friends about what euu said...and all of them agreed to mie..as in everyone think tat this can't be help by other people...especially from ur ex girlfriend...it will only make thing worse cos euu won't be able to forget mie or move on cos i will be treating euu like the way i treat my friends...i'm not goin to mention their name...just to let euu noe tat they think the same way as mie..so in conclusion i'm not being bad to eu for this...
"Stop doing that. How long are you going to keep up doing this? All i want is talk. Ur not even doing us a favour in anyway. Can u solve this mature way"?
To: adrian
Excuse mie..who did not solve this in a mature way?? Sorry to say tat this issue is OVER!! there is nothing to solve...got nothing to talk about this issue...and i dun see the need of solving this since we already broke up like 5 months ago?? What euu wan is only talk talk and talk...do euu noe euu are disturbing mie.?? yea u gonna think tat other guy call mie for a chat not disturbing mie...only euu will disturbing mie rite?? Soo i might as well answer you this question once and for all...i feel comfortable talking to them and not euu...the moment i talk to euu i feel irritated and there is nothing for us to talk about...even if euu got topic to say...i also not interested to hear cos i dun wish to hear anything from euu...Solve it in a mature way?? Ask yourself why we broke up....ask urself how much i said sorry to euu and euu just wanna broke up with mie...for one reason..cos euu angry with mie...break up just because euu angry?? is this what euu called "mature way"?? From now on stop calling my house phone...i won't answer any of your call...sorry...yea..i once said tat we can still be friend...but it seemed tat we can't..cos i can't do it..
Monday, November 20, 2006
Went out with ping ping
yEA!! Finally Exams are over...weee!! Can play..Can enjoy...Can go crazy...Today paper end at 9am..yep 1 hour paper..whoo!! everyone was sooo excited abt it man..!! hah!!Plan after my exam:
Go home changed and get ready
Meet geradine at the bus stop
Meet Jessica and erin mei mei at marina
Celebrate erin mei mei's birthday
Wanna give her surprise...
Den go shop
Den see scenery
Den go vivo and shop
MISSION FAILED!!
Jessica was very sick
Erin mei mei in hospital [fever]
Well..i really got nothing to sae ehh...the four of us sick together sia..immediately after our friday paper...we were sick..geradine got flu cough and headache...jessica got cough, sore throat, giddy, throat infection, fever, eye pain...den mie fever and headache..erin mei mei fever for one week...haish duno what happened sia..like got curse like tat =x hah!! Really one family man...Then geradine jessica and mie..also duno what happened sia...problem come one after another..first it was geradine den jessica den now is mie...=.=''
Since jessica and erin cannot go out with geradine and mie le..soo it's okay...soo our next plan is:
Go out with cheryl they all cos they wanna buy bdae gift
Then geradine and mie go vivo visit pingping
Then go marina shop
Go esplanade
Then see scenery
MISSION FAILED!!
Cos jessica was darn sick..soo i decided to accompany her to see doctor immediately after school...Cos she going alone ma..den i scared she will faint halfway then no one knows..so go pei her lor..hah!! becos of tat i asked geradine to go buy gift without mie..den i will join her for the next few event...yep..this is my first time accompany my friend go see doctor sia..hah!! jessica, euu must be happy kie? In the end our plan is:
Meet geradine at vivo to do some shopping
Wait for ping ping to finish work
Den go bugis take neorprint and go shop
Den go marina there see scenery at nite [failed-->raining]
yep..First time going to vivo city..haha!! very nice sia...shopping centre also very big..yea think i will lost my way if i go alone..haha..confirm one...=x overall the outing was quite a wonderful one..haha!! we crap a lot..and yep..miss ping ping a lot man...the last time i went out with her was last year =x finally today can see her liao..hehee!! yep went to have lunch with her during her lunch break..and yay!! we ate pastamania at harbourfront...hahaha!! After lunch we walked her to her workplace den darling and mie went to shop for our stuff...
My meal:
Spicy Chicken
Ice lemon tea
Garlic bread
While waiting for ping ping...darling and i went to see scenery at the higher level..omg!! it was soo darn nice sia..hah!! i wish to camp there sia..soo nice...can see sentosa..can see the sea and boat...Quite windy...hmm..a nice place to relax urself...=) When it's about time we Fetch ping ping from her workplace den we went back to the same place again..yep stand there enjoyed the wind and scenery there...and yay!! took photos..it was darn funny man...yay i was the one who took the photos cos i got long hand!!
Went to take 145 to bugis..cos we wanna go bugis village there buy bag den take neoprint at bugis junction...in the end we spent 1 an a half hour in neoprint shop..haha!! waste a lot of time designing the photos cos there wasn't much people during tat time...so we took our own sweet time...haha!! went to have dinner at pastamania after tat..lol!! this time we share pizza..lol!! we dun wanna waste food like afternoon like tat...duno why sia..after exam my appetite not very good.haha!!
LOL!! Guess what was i doing in the last neoprint?? LOL!! i'm trying to jump down the moon!!! i hate the two of them..bully mie onli..can't stand them tat's why wanna jump down the moon..hahah!! no la..just kidding..they din bully mie..haha!! see what darling is doing?? she was holding my hand cos when i jump up the the chair..i accidentally slide down..hahaha!! it was darn funny sia...then darling trying to rescue mie..lol..in the end it looked like i jumping down...hahha!!