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Saturday, October 25, 2008

First time to Holland Village

Woke at 10.30am
to wake piggy up.
Piggy reached my hse @ 11.45am
cos marcus has sth on.

STARE AGAIN, I SLAP YOU

bleh bleh bleh
xP
Its always sweet to form
HEART
with someone you love
:)

see we formed
2 hearts!
CHIO RITE?


alrite,
took bus to holland village.
plan to study at star buck.
our first time.
love the ambience there.

Unfortunately;
there wasnt any seat for us.
everyone's studyin

so head to burger kind
lvl 2 instead.
study study study
frm 3pm to 7 plus

duno why,
nth much got into my brain.
jot down notes instead.

alrite;
we smuggled breads frm breadtalk.
its nice~


Our Purchased!

while waiting for piggy
to revise finished.



LOOK!
Tats hw nice to study there.
Perfect hang out area


Guess i have capture
a good SHOT!
WE BOTH LOVE IT
:)


BANANA MILK
I MISSSSSS YOUUUUU



Head to market for dinner.
food there was nice.
Didnt regret going there to makan




head back to starbuck.
thought of chilling there while
enjoyin my
2nd time of java chip frap in my life

there again,
disappointed sia.

No space,
too many hard working students studyin
-.-''

forget it,
next weekend i shall turn up during
their opening hour
:x

went for a walk.
shopped at a mini shop.
cool sia.
spend app half an hr there
:)

bought sparkles
&
head home to put back with piggy
and then
went to playground to finish up
50 sticks of SPARKLES
:x
FIRST TIME SIO...

aniwae,
piggy the 2nd time tat i play sparkles with.
:)
Fun Fun Fun
woohoo~


Another Heart :)

guess wad?
WHOLE DAY TOOK 120 PHOTOS
-.-''

alrite;
tml gonna be a busy day.

Meeting Jaren Buddies for movie in town:
Marcus & His wife
Jame & His GF

omg
feel like watching SAW V
:x

At Nite;
piggy & i will be meeting justin.
well well,
Geradin's mum invited us over
to Jurong East charlet
to celebrate her bdae
LOL

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Injection

No idea why,
tis few days im so teary
-.-

I teared badly at 2am plus
last nite,
upon thinking abt my past & my dad.

Today,
piggy came fetch me frm school.
was watchin TV.
&
den tis ah ma in the show was laughing happily,
and then
i thought of my grandma
which make me,
went back to my room & teared

She has gone for
2 mths 15 days!

I miss her, I miss her laughter
i miss etc ...
bt there again,
i could feel ur presence somewhere.
Jaren felt tat too.
:)

NSL class was extremely fun.
able to give medication
is the most headache yet fun to learn.
Learnt hw to
give injection thru muscle, fat, skin.

coolie !!

Have to break the top of the glass to
obtain medication.
Cant inject ppl, here come ORANGE
COOL ehh?
Orange was soo "JUICY"
till it crack
LOL

hahaha...
i guess JAREN piggy,
enjoyed playing with my needles laa.
-.-''


alrite,
rei happily send me tis pic
which make me stun


Me: OMG, is tat a tongue or a PENIS?
Rei: "duno is tongue or EGG"
"i took tat in supermarket"
Me: -.- i thot is PENIS sia
Rei: "where gt fish gt tat thing one?"
"You horny is it"?
Me: "You Noe sth call fish bite off man's PENIS?"


alrite i Noe i sounded horny,
bt im NOT!
-.-
aniwae, it does look like PENIS
:)

shld i believed? shld i trust?
will my heart shatter once more?
im nt sure.
i hope i could believed piggy totally,
bt im afraid
due to my past.

till nw,
piggy hasnt been smoking for 1 mth since then.
did he really make it?
or
was tat temporary?
will he ever lie or hide frm me again?

i haf no idea


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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Shopping List

okay,
i was really guai tonite.
studied everything in Ns1 frm
7.00pm - 9.30pm
[waiting for piggy end school]

woohoo~
2 more days to my payday.

Final shopping list:
- Nice Wallet [budget of $110]
- Leather Belt [Budget $50]
- Long Red Hp straps
- Buy sth before mid Nov
- Hair Trim by Mid Nov
- Heel
- Red Hair Dye [ For a few strands only]
Stil wan my innocent black.
x)

ohh dear,
been dreaming of Love
frequently
:)
cool uhh?

Pa;
I wont always let you climb over my head
The more you wanna control me;
The worse i'll become.
You may even lose me for who i am nw.

I had been obedient for 18 yrs.
i listen wadever you said.
im a well know obedient gal in schools.
finished my hw;
study for exam;
head home after school;
Nv go out with frens till sec 4 yr end;
Nv skip school
Nv drink, Nv smoke;
Respectful; Good Behaviour

But in ur eyes;
im never an obedient gal
Why shld i be so obedient;
since i had never been tat obedient gal in ur eye?

since young, you said im naughty.
And gave me bad comment.
I hate it!
its time to put a stop.

I wont shed a tear cos of you animore.
im gotta be strong, and lead my own life without you.

do you noe
the only time i felt relaxed
was after my O lvl,
when i got to work till late late
&
seein you aslp when i got home?
I wish everyday could be in tis way.

i wish you didnt intercourse my mum,
to have me created.
:(
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Are all dad irritating?


Happily studing Nsl,
den dad
Bo dai Bo Ji
cant spoil my mood again.

He said:
"Ni ah, zhuo jiu zhuo hao lai"
[You ah, do thing do properly]
[You ah, sit muz sit properly]
duno,
which one he mean also.
say until i stun.

den say wad i too opened.
den compared me and bro again.
darm him.
say wad, my bro so old also nv soo opened.

YEA RITE.
COME ON LAA..
bro never opened, cos he always lock Himself with gf.
Nt open still will do those stuff mehh?
Nt as though you duno.
_l_

I know you care for me,
i appreciate.
bt there's always a limit for everything.
you are caring too much.

wads wrong
with being hug and watch tv @ living room.
Outside hse, say scared ppl comment,
Inside room, scared we anyhw.
Living room say we too opened.
anithin also you say.
need me go garden when we wan lovey dovey a nt?

forget it laa,
i also dun wanna see you soo often.
perhaps i should stick back like last time routine.
go out early,
and back home late.

Had been toleratin you since young.
dun blame me.

ppl said, tell them hw you feel.
haaa
in His world, wad he said is always right
even if its meant to be a wrong.

stupid,
no mood study.

gtg
fetching LOVE frm tiong.
sending him to school
&
wait for him to end school

The more you push me,
the more i'll go against you
i swear
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Monday, October 20, 2008

True Color

alrite,
im darn pissed.
believed it a nt, tis my first time
pissing since morning!
And tis my first time pissing over project issue.

tis bastard!
yesh i can say he a big bastard.
nw i had finally seen his true colour.
Now i noe why darling
dun like him.
To even speak up for him
or
understand why he jump to next grp previously.

and happily,
he had been with tis grp of classmate for a yr plus.
&
nw, gal A & B in his grp always MIA.

so he happily planned secretly,
and KICKED tat GAL A & B & recruit GAL X & Y.
choosing those,
who are potential & hardworking
IS WAD HE GOOD IN.

initially,
grping was just nice.
GAL X & Y short of 3 members,
&
my grp short of 2 members.
was thinking of merging.

in the end tat bastard took them away,
without NOTICING
with his grp mates
&
indirectly kick his own grp members out
&
den my grp
haf to take tat GAL A & B.
cos tats the remaining left.

hello?
we nt charity!
previously, you lidat, i kept my cool.
nw, you are going too far.

i hate it,
i see you, i juz feel like slapping you.
you are a nice guy,
a gentlemen,
a obedient guy.
No joke! but you're selfish
to think only for urself.
&
doesnt care abt what ppl feel
after being kicked by you!

Im nt angry bcos you took GAL X & Y.
im piss with you for
nt caring abt others ppl's feeling.

After today, many ppl get to noe abt you
i noe you wont notice
cos u're a
blinded fool of bastard guy

i dislike you,
you bastard, dun come near me,
cos i noe i will be nasty to you.
rahh


[19th Oct 2008, Sunday]

Last Min plan,
Jaren & i met up with my 2 darlings @ vivo.
Helped Ger find guy gift.
Jaren was darlin's model LOL
At the same time, jaren found 2 Formal top
for himself.



As YOu can see,
our outing is always nice.
sweet horr?

Jaren find tat we 3 very sweet.
very cosy
&
very love to each other
x)

part with ger darling
as she's having dinner with her bf's family
x)

Ping, Jaren, Me
walked around before going old airport road
for our dinner.
Our first dinner together?

finally,
LOVE & I
had our banana milkshake & durian cake!
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.She

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Name: Jeslyn
Date of birth: 10 Jan 1989
Gender: FeMaLe
Status: In a relationship
Occupation: Missy in SGH

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