went home with geradine immediately after my math paper...Went to bath and get myself ready to meet geradine at 12pm...we gonna go her mum working place to study before going to vanessa's house to help up..Yep was talking to doobie before i went out...heh!! wanna test him ma...cos arhx..someone said "If you call mie at any timing..i will still answer your call" "Even if i just went to bed i will still anwer ur call"...soo test him lor...Surprisingly he really meant wad he said...he really picked up the call..yep he only had 4 hours of sleep when i called him...haha...bt feel very pai seh also...disturbed his sleep...=x
Went to geradine's house before taking a bus to her mum's working place...it was raining heavily..my whole leg was totally wet and my bag are somehow wet...well..i should say tat my leg was flooded with rain water...=x The wind is soo strong tat i was sort of shivering under the heavy rain...Yep went to clean up myself in geradine's house..was waiting for her mum to get ready...meanwhile writing a message in a birthday card..heh!! Geradine asked mie to help calvin write...So i went to sms him abt what he wanna write inside the bdae card...yep asked him to reply mie as soon as possible...
Went to take 57 to her mum's working place..wah!! i dunno why her mum gt such a big priviledge!! We can enter the meeting room to study euu Noe?? lolx..!! My friend can even swim at the swimming pool/play badminton at the hall/ go gym without paying any money...haha!! sound like her mum open this company like tat..lolx...well went to this place made mie think of those kids who joined the children holiday progamme in june..cos tat time we brought them there to bake cookie...yep misses them a lot...they are soo adorable!! Went to have lunch at 1.45..heh!! just go out of the meeting room can liao...order a plate of "crispy potato noodle" OMG!! i was soo nice to eat!! the noodles was made of potato..and its soo crispy!! heh!! eat until i super full..cos got 3 prawns, 1 egg, den vegetables...=D Then also ate some fruits...hehe!! soo healthy..lol..After lunch, went back to the meeting room to study...Study study and study...study until we went to sleep..until my geradine's mum came in to tell us tat geradine's uncle on his way to drive us to vanessa's house...
Was enjoying myself at vanessa's bdae party...there are lots of food to eat..heh!! bt i din eat much also...just ate: 1 chicken wing, 1/2 sausage/some bbq banana/strawberry/apple with chocolate...yep tat much for my dinner =x Dunno leh..no mood to eat also...yep was spending my time playing with my friend's cousin "Jean" and "Kai Ling"...THEY BULLY MIE!! This was what happened...
Geradine and I brought Jean to playground..den geradine take out her slipper...soo i took it and walked away with jean..and who knows..she betrayed mie...she wanna snatched back the slipper for her cousin geradine...So i ran to the hdb flat..Din run fast cos i scared she will lost her way while chasing mie...yep she chase mie all the way to 3rd level [hdb flat]...haha!! It was soo funny..!! Yep..i run until i sweat a lot...bt this Jean din sweat at all...i find it weird..well..this was only the first part...
After 20 minutes...Jean asked mie to chased her...and i'm like for wad?? den she said..cos euu made mie run after euu..soo tis time euu must run after mie!! I'm like ??? i din even ask euu to run after mie...den she happily pull my hand and started running...ok lor..den run lor..This time...Kai Ling went with us...She was running behine us...She made mie run at the place where i made her round..she even made mie run in circle cos i did tat to her..den run all the way up...bt sorrie arhx..not until 3rd level..bt until 5 level...den run all the way down and to the starting poiint..Geradine was laughing non stop...Thanks arhx..geradine.!! Ur cousin made mie run 1.6km...
Went to settle down at hdb flat...Kailing was blowing bubbles..and she blow until very cute!! yep was asked to pop those bubbles..was sort of running around to pop the bubble la..look soo retarded can?? She biased arhx..never ask geradine to pop...just asked mie to pop onli...In the end almost my whole body got soap...i might as well go bath there rite..wad i need is water...=x Yep played halfway...Jean almost pulled mie to run 1.6 again..bt i rejected...i duno why she loved to made mie run..i really gt no idea..the whole nite jean was asking mie to run...while Kailing was asking mie to go playground play "ICE AND FIRE" with her...cos after we played bubble...we went to the playground and play ice and fire...unfortunately play until halfway we need to go back for cake cutting...
Yep..after cake cutting..i was pulled by both Jean and Kai Ling to another playground..where i actually fell down =x Soo malu la..Cos we were playing Ice and fire ma..Den i'm the ice ma...den they standing at the slide there...so i wanna go up and catch them...And happily i din miss out one step..so i trip and fall..=x yep was laughing cos very pain!!...then the 2 kids also laugh..cos they find mie weird...fell down also laughed..!! haha..And guess wad kailing said?? She said "Naninaniboobooo!! euu will married a handsome guy" diao rite?? I thought she wanna say "naninaniboo!! euu cannot catch mie" Right..i think tat's for her generation ba =x aniwae thanks arhx..within 1 day gt 4 bruise =x
Yep went back to the place and play sparkles!! haha!! soo nice to play..=) So romantic..heh!!..=.='' The kids were enjoying themselves also...see them soo happy i also very happy...=) Love kids...!! Kids are soo adorable...Yep after playing sparkles..i was forced by the kids again...alamak!! why they dun asked the cousin one...the cousin over there shaking her leg lor..wah liew..This time ok la..at least nt for running..nt for ice and fire...bt go for a nite walk...-.-'' Guessed how many round we walked?? we walked 3 rounds!!! They said one round onli...in the end say one last round...den complete 2nd round liao..say one more round..!! wah!! buey tahan arhx..!!
Aniwae i was disappointed abt Calvin.. was waiting for his reply since 12 plus...in the end nth was received...i was darn worried for him..i thought something had happened to him tat's why he din reply my sms...yep before tat i thought he was having lesson soo cannot reply the sms...bt it was already 7 plus..yet no reply at all..i thought he met with an accident again...cos the road was wet..i was praying for him...yep went to call him to see if he's alrite...he picked up the call..and i feel relax abit...I asked him why he didn't reply my sms..and guessed wad he said?? he said..ooo...i was busy at tat moment.Fine..i except the reason..bt how about after tat?? It's just a sms..it will take less than 1 min?? Dun tell miee he dun even have the time to go toilet and eat dinner?? After hanging up the phone...something was bothering mie...he said he couldn't attend vanessa's bday party cos he gt some school activities at nite...soo he won't be able to attend although he really wish to...bt yesterday...when i called him he told mie he was at home...i dunno wad happened also..i dun wish to ask him..i dun wish to noe...just hope tat he wasn't lying in the beginning...cos i believed wad he said..yep always look thing at the postive side ehh?? Maybe the activities cancel liao?? Or the activities started early soo he was home early??
To: adrian Sorry for not accompany euu last nite...I duno why...bt suddenly i feel weird to be with euu again..Hope euu can understand my feeling...what i can say is..i accidentally looked into ur eyes..and the something [i duno wad is the something]euu gave mie...made mie feel like escaping...maybe i'm being too sensitive le...cos i feel tat euu still love mie...Honestly speaking i feel guilty...guilty tat i left euu alone...reallie sorri
Whoosh!! Finally can take a short break from now on..haha!! Been Studying very hard for my prelim..bt heh!! i dun wanna get back all my prelim paper...no eyes to see..did a few mistake..and ya the some questions are rather tough...Think i might be able to score well...
Well..din get to sleep last nite...Was busying revising wad i had learnt for Biology, Chemistry and Geography...and thank to Mr tan...Stupid teacher Set stupid time table...O level also dun have 3 papers in one day lor..Furthermore, these three subjects need to memorise like duno wad...Kao!! Made mie study from yesterday afternoon 2.30 all the way to this morning 6am!!
Original Shedule: Study chemisitry from 2.30 to 7.00pm Study Geography from 7.00 to 8.00pm Go sleep at 9.00pm to 12.00am Study Geography [continue] from 12.00am to 2.00am Study Biology from 2.00am to 6.00am
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Latest Shedule: Study chemistry from 2.30am to 9.00pm Study Geography from 9.00pm to 2.00am Study Biology from 2.00am to 6.00am Eat breakfast and get ready for school
First time in my life din sleep sia..ehh?? actually got sleep for estimated 1 hour la...abit here and there..haha!! can't tahan ma..den dozed off abit here and there while studying...yea without mie knowing it...!! the longest i slept was actually 20 minutes onli..haha!! yep dreamt of Calvin..Omg Rite?? hahaa!! duno why i dream of him also...What i noe is tat..the moment i close my eyes..my mind immediately go to dreamland liao...no need to wait for 1 min one..this show how tired i was and how stress i am...usually no matter how busy i am..there will still be a few hours for mie to sleep..this time is really no time at all...First time study for continuous 16 [estimated] hours...The longest i ever had...
Went to school with sleepy eyes and yep was feeling very warm...Nothing to do with the temperature...just feel my body very warm..like having slight fever...But ya..managed to cool down my body temperature after drinking 3 cups of water in the morning =x Scared will have fever ma...Somemore must tahan until 2pm...
Went home, immediately lie flat on the sofa =x take a short rest while cooling myself...Then went to call Doobie...Wanna tell him tat i going to sleep now..wanna let him noe tat i kept my promise..ya lor..this guy made mie promise him something...he wan mie to go sleep after i reached home...cos ytd nite din sleep ma...But this pig din pick up his phone..heh!! went to switch on my computer and started listening to my korean songs..cos yesterday i told him i will sleep at 3 plus and the time is onli 2 plus?? lolx...yep he called mie back and was chatting on the phone for 45 minutes?? Den he chase mie to sleep again..haha!! OMG!! like my brother like tat...ask mei mei go sleep..He soo ma fan!! haha!! ok la..i Noe he care for mie and my health...so ya lor..guai guai go listened to him..=) Yep went to sleep at 4pm to 6.45pm..went to called him again just to tell him i wake up le..lolx..
To: Doobie Thanks for being soo caring...haha...i will take good care of myself and yep will have plenty of sleep after my prelim yea? Erm..for euu..i really hope tat euu can promise mie to quit smoking...yep i noe i bother too much about euu le...just to let euu noe tat even if euu quit smoking it dosn't benefit mie also..haha!! You are just doing for ur own good...=) yep i understand tat euu dun always smoke..bt smoking really bad for health...i knows it's a huge commitment...bt if euu got the heart to quit smoking...nothing is impossible yea?? Hope euu won't disappoint mie..Still waiting for your reply..."Will euu promise mie tat euu will quit smoking??" Not for mie bt for your own good...=)
To:Geradine Take good care of urself k?? Dun stress up too much...take a short rest when euu are tired...Sick tat time must eat medicine and drink plenty of water yea?
Think i should blog a bit since i'm taking a short rest...
Yesterday went tiong bahru to meet adrian...initially wanna help him choose present for vanessa..in the end he dun wan to buy le..cos vanessa made him dun feel like buying..ok lor...was a bit irritated by it...bt nvm la..i also can shun bian buy my clothes..WeE!! Finally i bought it..soo happy...=D ehh...Was intending to buy one onli..bt then all thank to the auntie force mie to try the other clothes...made mie bought 2 clothes in the end...heh!! cos i think it's nice...will upload the photos some other day...[after my prelim i think]...yep din bring enough money...Cos i need to pay my tuition fee, return geradine money and need to go cut my hair after my tuition...so ya...Go deposit $10 for one of the clothe...In the end adrian lent mie $22...If not i have to make another trip to tiong again..yep will return the money this coming friday..=)
Show adrian the clothes tat i bought [photo]..and thanks to him..go snatched my phone and keep insist to infrared to his phone -.-'' i dunno why he is doing this...wad i noe i was rather violence in tat moment..cos i dun wan him to have any photos of mie...bt wad to do?? wo yin bu liao ta...soo bo bian have to promise him that i will send to him through computer..cos his infrare seem to have problem -.-''
Enjoyed going out with him yesterday..yep for the first time...after being 2 years 8 mths relationship...this is the first time i enjoyed the time shopping with him...at least this time he dun nag when i buy clothes =x So i think i really made a right choice to leave him...at least i feel better this way...as in we really chat and play a lot when we remain as friend...=) Much happier than being a couple...
And this stupid dotter of mine..jessica...she was in tiong..so went to meet her for a while..cos she was with her friend ma...After seeing mie and adrian..this is wad she comment:
Jessica: You two really looked like couple In my heart: We used to..bt not now..
Jessica: You very flirt leh...Now see your ex boyfriend...later 4pm go see your prince [calvin] In my heart: I'm not flirt..i'm just hanging out with my friend...And I only love calvin only..No one else...
wah!! can't wait for prelim to be over!! Going to shop with jessica after prelim..heh!! For clothes...gonna save up again =) Dunno why also..recently love to buy clothes =) Think i addicted to it le..=x nvm la..clothes will never be enough no matter how many sets of clothes euu had bought....This time round we gonna go "Ice Lemon Tea" to shop..the casual clothes there are nice =D Love it man!!
Last nite...was my last time talking to calvin in late nite..cannot talk to him anymore cos of my prelim..Plus this coming week i got no tuition...we dun wan it..cos we need to study for the following week subjects...soo the next tuition will be next next saturday...which is like darn long?? yep will miss him a lot...bt wad to do...No matter wad still have to control...
Was rather disappointed last nite..he went to drink again...2nd time in this week...haish...duno wad to do with him le...onli he himself can quit drinking...reallie hope he will quit drinking...hope he is feeling better today...last nite his mood was rather down...thinking of his ex girlfriend and those sweet memories tat both of them had...Just hope tat he will carry on with his life and being cheerful...