Friday, June 30, 2006

My irritating dad =x

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realli had enough of all these le lo...dad always forbid mie here forbid mie there...sometime forbid mie to watch certain shows...for example "gao xiao xin dong" just becos he dun like liang zhi qiang..-.-''...he dun like korean show just becos it keep dragging...so whenever my mum and i watch the show...he will nag...Now taiwan show he also nag...Singapore show he also nag..just becos singapore show are always full of arguments...o..btw..you people must be thinking just let him nag lo..but sorrie hor..whatever he nag about it mean we can't watch...he will not allow us to watch...or should i say only me?

Beside show..he also forbid mie to go out with my friends...the first time i went out with my friend is when i'm sec 3...and is during december holidae..erm..when i say went out i mean beside doing project...so these 2 years den can go out..but den must be only holidae or after exam den can..the rest of the day FAT HOPE!! So you people can just imagine i one year can go out how many times with my friends...furthermore my parent seldom bring mie out also...only holidae which is like 2 times per holiday?

And guess wad? during holidae...whenever i tell my dad about going out with my friends..he will ask mie where we going..so i say we going bugis..and guess wad he say?? he will say bugis again? i thought tat time you all went liao?? Like come on lo..he also everytime go chinatown..still dare to ask mie this type of question...

And the worse thing is that..whenever i came back home at around 7+ he will say wah enjoying life outside hor?? so late den come back..like hello? look at the clock is like 7+? and i went out at wad time? No need wait for bus no need transportation time is it?

They are so irritating!! they just simply care too much...especially my dad...i noe they are concern about mie..but they just simply can't do this lo..look at all my friends? They can do watever they wan...go out whenever they want..watch watever they wan..And get whatever they want...reallie had enough of all these...end of the o level..i gonna do watever i wan..not going to do whatever they wan mie to do...i had been a obedient girl for 17 years..tat's it..no more..i need my life...i want to spend the rest of my life doing meaningful things...i wanna do whatever i wanna do...i wan to hang out late with my girl friends...enjoying the scenery in singapore?? hahaa...

wee!! finally had my tagboard..hahaa...if not later geradine gonna nag at mie for not having tagboard in my blog..cos she sae she wanna ka jiao mie..haa...see i so guai..go listen whatever she say...who asked her like small kid like tat...later i dun listen she dun friend mie =x aiya nvm lah..having tagboard is to hong small kid like geradine...=x This gurl will never grow up one...oOps =x she gonna kill mie next monday...

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Missing Him

Went to NTUC with geradine just to buy a packet of meatball for my lunch =x haha...very long din eat meat ball liao..just simply miss the taste =P

Finally we are having mr yeo lesson again!! 2 period of chemistry can really die...hahaa...but never mind lah...used to it liao..den also so long din see him liao..miss his "am chio" ahaha...ooo btw he seem to have short term memory sia...heh!! just one month din teach us...already forgotten most of my classmate's name liao..hahaa..it's like darn funny...he keep calling wrong name!! =D

oo..well fourth day of school already and yet many of us still half asleep during lesson..especially eng, cme and geo!! hahaa...miss mrs lau..i wan her to teach us geo..den we won't be like half sleep...haish dun like mrs chua lo..she so lame..so boring and so irritating!! no one even bother to hand in assignment to her -.- heh!! not even mie...=x No power...hahaa..But i will still hand in to her next week...later she nag at mie..-.-''

Just received a sms from adrian...he said: i can't stop thinking of u.i still can't accept this is really the end. i have no mood to do anything.dun do this to mie anymore please...

How many times must i explain to him?? i just dun think we should get back together...cos i do not have anymore feeling for him..even if i realli get back to him..there won't be anymore happiness...And even if one day i really give him chance...i think it will be the day when i used him as an excuse to forget about calvin...which i dun think i should...cos it's been unfair to adrian...I understand how he feel...realli..but there is certain thing that once is done mean tat's it..it can't be undone you noe??

To vanessa:
haish...see you like that..i also feel bad about it...like what i said..it's really not ur fault..it's my fault lo...if i had been devoted to adrian...such things won't happened...haish...but honestly speaking..my feeling for him is reducing ever since our frequent break up...We broke up is not mainly on this issue also..i tell you what...let's stop putting all the blame on ourselves k?? cos if you think it's ur fault den you will be unhappy about it...den i see you like that i will be sad too..when calvin know about all this...he will say it's his fault..cos he will think that in the first place he shouldn't have bond with us...then no such things will happen..and then he will be sad and at the same time feeling heartbroken...So i think we better stop blaming ourselves...if not the 3 of us will be unhappy...So i think that's the best way..=) *stay happy my dear frenz*

I mIsS HiS TeAcHiNg...

I MiSs tOkInG tO HiM...

I mIsS SeEiNg HIm...

I MiSs HIs vOiCe..

I MiSs hiS nOnSeNsE wHeN hE TaLk To SoFt ToY

I jUST mIsS EvErYtHinG aBoUt HiM

+tRyIn ReAl HaRd To FoRgEt Abt HiM+

At the same time there is a message for calvin...but i dun think he will be able to see this message..haha cos he dun read people's blog...But never mind..vanessa can always help mie to pass this message to him...hmm..maybe you should tell him next week?? hahaa..cos saturday i'm having his lesson...=x

To: Calvin
The purpose of this message is to let you know that i really love you. I dunno why..i wish i can noe why..But it's ok..it doesn't mean a lot to mie now..I once said that i will stop this from happening but i'm sorry, i just couldn't forget you. "It's easy to love someone but it's hard to forget someone." No matter what, i will still give up on you...Not because i dun love you anymore er shi ran ni zhao ni zhi ji de xing fu...As long as you are happy, i won't regret about giving you up, instead i will give you my blessing =) *sMiLe*

>>lOvInG sOmEoNe Is A wAr, EaSy To BeGiN bUt HaRd To EnD<<

To: Geradine and Vanessa
Please do not think i'm silly...I believed that's the only way to make the 3 of us have happy ending..A happy ending to mie..doesn't mean that we must be together...A happy ending to mie..is to see every one of us stay happy..and not disturbed and feeling moody about this complicated issue..=)

Vanessa...dun think too much about it k?? i noe euu miss him as much as i do..which you yourself also noe tat you had fall for him..So there is no right no wrong about confessing your love to him..i dun blame you for that..and stop saying sorry to mie..cos it's not your fault...you are just telling him the truth...and being honest with him..=)

O...by the way...yesterdae i had a quarrelled with my parents..yes i cried..but is pek cek until i cried...they darn unreasonable lo..they banned me from watching television till the end of my o level..yuck!! hate them..!! it's just a 3 days show..and is like 1 hour only? Fine lo..since they said that..after O level i gonna rent a lot of korean drama series and watch..if they complain about it..go ahead..not going to let them have any excuse to ban mie from watching it...

No life from now on..

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I love korean songs

hahaa...was talking to geradine for 20 minutes (just)? hahaa...wanna type blog one..just couldn't concentrate cos the 2 of us realli went sot liao...ahaah!! can't stop laughing...whenever we are trying to sing some korean songs...stairway to heaven and because i'm a girl..hahaa...darn funni!! how i wish we got record down..den can hear again..!! blah blah blah..still feeling hyper sia...OMG!! deeply in love with korean song every now and then..wanna learn how to sing...finding korean lyrics..but den haha...headache arhx..hard to learn lo..den very hard to pronouns it...=x sing until we also wan to die liao...i think after O level den learn ba..heh!!

Ooo..well..geradine is darn blur can..i Was telling her i like "Let me die". Guess wad she heard as?? she heard as "wad i like let me go die"?? den later heard as "let me let you die" and "you wan to die arhx"? =.='' she thought i wanna commit suicide!!

today adrian called mie at around 5+ and i was busying doing my homework...so i only manage to talk to him for like 2 minutes? =x den at night he called again...haha but too bad i just started on my revision so i dun wanna talk...den he called 20 minutes later..i rejected the call..den he sent mie a msg: "i missed u.i cannot do without u.all this i say is not sweet words.But how terrible i feel this period of time.i love you no matter how u treat me.dun leave" I didn't reply back...guess i should wrote him a msg here instead.

To: Adrian (my ex)
I know how you feel..i noe you want mie back badly..i noe euu miss mie a lot..but all this is just a temporary feeling..give yourself time to forget about mie..i don't think getting back together is a right thing to do..

Furthermore i really feel nothing for you..you can say i cruel..you can say i heartless...i dun care but just to let you noe i really love him deeply..i tried ways to forget abt him...cos the 2 of us are impossible...btw i dun stand any chance...so we will never be together..but i just couldn't get rid of this feeling..i duno why i love him soo much..please do not hate him..cos he did nothing to mie..realli...I din brainwash by him...-.-''

Even if i can forget about him...we are not going to get back together cos i dun think we will not be as happy as those days...Once again i'm sorry...just try to forget about mie, our happiness tat we used to have and our 2 and a half year of relationship. It's all over...since you said break up..i know you said it out accidentally...Haish!! Just dun think we should be together again lo...hope you understand..

Since we can't be couple...But we can always be friend rite?? *smile*

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

AIDs

Wake up at around 12pm..haha..pig leh..!! haish bo bian tomorrow school reopen liao..have to wake up early at around 6am..? so last day to sleep late =x well..i think tomorrow go school will sure sian sian one..hahaa cos this holidae realli turned our life upside down liao..all our time a bit off liao..example..i used to sleep latest by 11pm when there is school...den during holiday will go to sleep latest by 12 pm...But tis holidae...i actually slept at 2pm =x My friend even worse!! slept around 5+ just to watch world cup -.-'' die!! dunno tonite can sleep early a not leh..cos it somehow become a habit for mie to sleep at 2pm...nvm...i must adjust my timing..hahaa..

So should i say tat last nite is our last day talking on the phone for 45 minutes?? Cos i really have to sleep early..den next week he got camp ma..den august he going university liao..soo he will also sleep early...even if he dun he also need to study..hahaa..if not he will hang out with his new buddy..=)

hahaa...whatever it is...i'm quite stun about what he had told mie..it's like from last night i stun until this morning...it's really unbelievable that he actually did tat before!! Did with 3 gurls and actually loss count liao..Can just simply noe tat he did tat more than 10?? OMG!! it's really unbelievable...i do not wish to accept this fact...bud i haf to haish..cos in this society almost everyone did tat -.-'' so nth surprising also...but i also dunno why i seem to be so shocked abt it...=.=''

For a moment i'm like thinking about something related to this issue but it's not about him..i'm actually thinking will i accept a guy who actually loss his virgin?? =x will i actually accept a guy who had done those things with so many gurls?? Will i actually accept a guy who had done those things cos he think tat it's nth when they are in a relationship?? Will i accept a guy who treat mie nice but then he will asked for "hey sho" when we are together?? In another word he will get frastruted if i don't do it with him?? I really have no answer to that...i'm just simply dun think it's a right thing to do it before marriage..although i noe it's become a trend
-.-''

However i still manage to came out with an answer for my question 1...i will still accept the guy if he love mie as much as i love him...but provided that he don't do all these with other girls behind my back -.-'' and lastly he dun haf AIDs =x

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Friday, June 30, 2006

My irritating dad =x

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Missing Him

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I love korean songs

Sunday, June 25, 2006

AIDs

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