Din go school yesterday...heh!! whole class got dental appointment..all wanna use this as an excuse not to go school..yepyep...wake up kinda early...like around 6am?? get myself ready...and sat on the sofa...waiting for the time 7am..cos i gonna wake bryan up again..loll...den went down and take a slow walk to geradine's bus stop..cos i'm meeting her over there ma...and this gurl..wake up late...made mie wait for her like 15 minutes ZzZ...but is alrite...xi guan jiu hao =x Took 124 from telok blangah to outram...15 minutes journey...and guess wad??? we reached there like 8am only?? NOt much people inside..only got 1 kid with his parent?? haha!! But Soon more and more people coming le...hee!! lucky we go early..if not we gonna wait for ages sia...
Geradine went in first...while waiting for my turn..sandy came..we chat for a while before they called mie...yep mine is operator 3...well..been there to wash my teeth for 4 years liao..and the dentists are all female...but this time...alamak!! got 2 dentists...one male one female..i get a shocked..cos i dun need 2 dentists to wash my teeth =x initially i thought the female dentist will be the one washing my teeth....in the end tat male dentist was like saying..hi my name is shone...and she is my asistance...my first sentence i gave him is HUH..ooo hii...?..and my mind is like thinking "die liao"...den i began to feel nervous and shy -.-'' and Uncomfortable.!! duno why i feel tat way also...it seem like my tis problem coming back again...past few weeks was alrite..bt this week..see guy..walk away le...haish...kk back to the topic...
hmm..my tat dentist is soo cute!! soo friendly!! soo polite!! yea..euu people must be thinking i'm mad...ahah!! but he's super friendly...he asked mie a lot of questions bt den haha..i din answer much..cos i dun feel good...=x and guess wad?? when i speak...he can't even hear mie sia..he need to like "sorrie"??...heh!! cos i speak until too soft liao...and whatever questions he asked mie..i will answer him as simple as possible..such as "Nope..yes...no school..duno". And when i answer him..instead of having eyes contact with him..i'm actually looking elsewhere [floor/female dentist/equipment]...i noe is rude la..bt den i dun like having eyes contact...even when he taught mie how to use the new method when brushing teeth...i just looked at the teeth..i din even look at him sia...Got!! 1 second onli..haha!! cos he asked mie my gum pain ma...and i'm like not really...well..the only time i looked into his eyes is when he washing my teeth..his head just happened to be above my head when he washed my teeth...soo happened to open my eyes...and ya tat's the only time i look into his eyes for 10 seconds =x...he look soo cute sia...as in he looked soo serious...well..hopefully he din realised i looked at him...
well..i dunno why sia..my dentist and his supervisor made mie feel like i'm some guinea pig like tat...first is the dentist check my teeth before he start washing etc...den the supervisor check again...den he questioned my dentists a lot of questions about my teeth...and my mouth is darn tired lor...keep opening...and ya!! i gonna admit tat my dentist a bit blur...haha!! tat's why he get scolded from his supervisor when he reported something wrongly...heh!! heart pain sia...cos i should have told my dentist tat i had been here for a few years...if not he won't get scolded le...aniwae he also din ask mie..so is not my fault also...=x wah!! this is the first time i go washed my teeth for soo long man!! it took mie 1 hours plus sia...everyone also like tat...past few years onli like 20 minutes will do...this time ..alamak so long!! The longer it take..it mean the more tiring my mouth is...my mouth tired until i can't even close it man...LOL...
After dental...cheryl sandy geradine and i walked to people's park centre to eat..ahaha!! went to eat taiwan food...bt the food is Y-U-C-K!! it looked soo delicious on the photos...bt when they served euu...euu will asked urself this question "did i ordered wrongly" alamak!! is soo not nice..mine is better bt not cheryl and geradine one..haha!! At least mine is better..but haha i dun really like it...should have bought something else..and ya!! forced myself to eat finished everything...cos i dun wanna waste food...soo the only person who managed to finsih the food are mie and sandy...but sandy bought from other stall..soo good for her..haha!! But i love the fruit juice at people park centre..is soo nice!! It's 100% original...=) yep i drank Honeydew Juice...and ya..it sort of expensive la..$2 per cup =x
After our lunch..geradine and mie walked back to the outram Mrt there to take a bus to marina...WoOhOo!! we went to esplanade cos the weather is too hot for us to go see scenery...so in the end we went to esplanade library to study..ya!! i gonna admit tat...ytd was my first time going to esplanade library..and it's also my third tme going to esplanade...the 1st time was school activities..2nd and 3rd times was with geradine..haha!! Stupid rite?? Esplanade build soo long now den go...haha!! OMG!! The library is soo big...soo nice...sit at the sofa and study...shun bian enjoy the scenery ..wah!! how i wish tat was my house..heh!! Well study halfway, i went toilet...den talked to doobie and nick...while talking to them...i'm exploring the shops there..ahah!! see got wad restaurant...etc...den saw a big bear!! soo cute sia!! heh!! bigger than jessica somemore..!! wah!! confirmed very nice to hug one..heh!! den saw violin...and i'm soo excited...and this stupid doobie is like asking mie..."euu never see violin before arhx" -.-''
Went back to the library and study...and guess wad?? a guy from duno where went to the training room...and guess wad he did?? he played piano..OMG!! it was nice..bt can't be compared with "him"...feel like i'm studying in a restaurant like tat..haha!! den he started singing...and i'm almost fainted!! Been laughing non stop sia...is not his singing super bad..is just tat the way he sing...is like ?? OoO YA!! going to esplanade after our O level..!! gonna borrow music scores sia...alot of nice nice song..!!
Went to buy haagen ice cream again..ya tat time say no haagen ice cream for mie..in the end i still buy!! Bought raspberry flavour while geradine bought strawberry flavour...Den walk slowly to the river...it was soo windy...den doobie called mie..and he gave mie a shocked!! he say he go look for mie cos he in marina ma...cos his working place is somewhere there...and Luckily he is just joking...if not i confirm run home first...haha...not prepared to meet any outsider...especially guys..=)
Slept super early last nite...slept at 9am!! wanna sleep for 1 hour den continue study my bio...in the end..my alarm clock ring liao..i off it..den wanna wait for a while den wait up..in the end i fall asleep again..aiYoO!! wake up at 11 plus cos bryan call mie..yep i answer..i told him i call him back later...cos i'm sleeping..super tired...at 12.55am nick marmie call mie after his work...and ya i answer his call...talk for 5 minutes den he ask mie go back to sleep ba..cos i sound tired..haha!! while talking calvin did called mie my the other number...but i din answer it...neither did i call him back...i'm glad tat he called mie...but still..i'm lazy to call him back using my house phone...soo i went back to sleep...den bryan call mie...i noe it..cos i heard my ringtone...bt den i did not answer...cos i'm too tired to answer the phone...and OMG!! poor bryan waited for my call until 3am...cos i told him i will call him back at around 1 plus ma...-.-'' soo pai seh..for doobie he din call mie..cos nick told him i'm sleeping..haha!! soo he send mie sms instead...and im like too lazy to reply any sms from my friends...
Yep yep...let's talked about today...Wake up at 6am..cos got school...was wondering must i wake bryan up?? cos he din tell mie anything about wat time he will be waking up or must i wake him up...bt then my feeling is like telling mie he need to be awake at 7am..so i call him using my house phone..he din answe..sleep like a pig like tat..ring soo long din answer...bt can't blame la..he sleep at 3am just becos of mie sia...feel soo pai seh..haish...den i called him using my house phone..and yep he wake up le..heh!! i'm rite..he need to be awake by 7...cos he like asking mie how come euu rmb to wake mie up today?? haha...
Get a scolding from mr poon...not really scolding la...he just said no one bother to inform him about our dental ytd...soo he was sort of waited for our class...poor him...bt then a bit ridiculous la..cos he also say..we are big enough to noe which is impt and which is not...dental appointment can be postpone etc...but o level cannot...haish we just need a one day break..can't he understand tat?? but nvm i dun blame him..cos he just being concern for our poa...=)
Went to geradine's marmie working place...yep went there to eat our lunch heha!! we ate potato noodles again..whoohoo!! soo nice sia..very long din eat le...den we had our dinner there too..lolx!! think tat's my first time having dinner with my friend outside ba..lol!! and we ate devil chicken and coconut as dessert cos inside got jelly..yummy yummy...but i still prefer coconut juice..=)...yep went there to study...den geradine went swimming..haha!! the way she swim is darn funny sia...like frog swimming in the pond like tat...
Finished typing bryan a testimonial..cos he sent mie one yesterday..so i gotta reply him..hehe...well now den i realised the way i noe them is darn funny...is soo stupid k...the way i noe bryan is...doobie asked mie to scold him cos he made doobie wait for him for hours..and that is how we end up friends. For nick..is even more stupid...-.-'' Doobie added Nick into our msn coversation cos doobie wan mie to noe tat he din lie to mie regarding the photos..and that's how i noe nick...LoL!! Omg!! I find it weird sia..haha!! It's soo funny bt is soo stupid lor...
Get myself ready and wait for the time 7am...yep..alarm clock again..gonna wake bryan up at this timing..cos he scared he wil overslept...ahaha...den reached the bus stop late...and there goes my bus sia...waited for my next bus for 15 minutes..ZzZz...
School was fun today..hehe!! Got two period of english..followed by 2 period of chinese which is free period...den recess...den 2 period of biology..den math!! heh!! We eat in class again..Eat during chinese lesson..ahah!! Jessica bought hello panda...pocky...peel fresh orange juice...Then i bought 2 type of Pocky and peel frsh orange juice..!! hehee!! Wo men zhen da dan...cos Lee Ting Ting was in my class...and she is strict and fierce...if she see us eating...we mati liao...bt hehe!! she din realised we eat in class..somemore we sitting at the first row sia..lolx!!
However we were caught by Mr Tan Kok Wah [form teacher]..stupid lor...suddenly came into our class to pass us something...Luckily he din say us...hehe!! Bt i get a shocked sia..minnie was like saying jessica and my reaction is darn funny especially mine..cos i was feeding jessica pocky with my left hand...meanwhile i was drinking my peel fresh orange juice with my right hand...den when she tell us mr tan coming...and my reaction is like...SHIT!! HIDE WAD FIRST?? Pocky or Orange Juice?? Then i gave tat type of OOO oOo look...Cos at tat moment...i forgotten something call "Hide both at the same time"..Wah liew!! scared the two of us sia..Somemore i just feed jessica only lor...she still biting...
Next was biology lesson...Chandee was soo funny!! Funy until mrs leong also laugh until peng sia...haha!! and uh huh...baowei asked stupid question again...=.='' Pity Jermaine...kana pester by her questions...
Not in a good mood for anything...Hate myself..Hate the school...Hate the papers..why like tat?? why is it soo difficult?? Why the result is like tat??managed to put a smile on my face..by still it's soo fake!! i hate to put fake smile on my face sia..Seem to be very cheerful and happy..but inside super sad sia...
Yesterday adrian send mie a sms saying that: No matter how you treat mie, i just need u to understand that i love you more than anyone will ever love you in this world. And i'm willing to give up and sacrifice anything to gain your love once again. Even the day i never open my eyes again, my heart will still be with you.
Answer for you: No matter how much you wan mie back..i won't get back to you..i dun see the point of being together..you are just jealous that calvin snatch away my heart which he didn't. You are just afraid that euu can't find any nice and understanding girl like mie..I dun get what you wan..the last 3 break up..euu say euu dun love mie..and no matter how much i asked you back..euu dun wan...euu scolded mie..euu shouted at mie..and euu force mie do something i dun like..euu noe i hate it...euu noe i dislike it..euu noe how i will feel..yet euu wanna force mie into it..i hate you..till now i will never forgive euu...during tat period you are so hard hearted to mie...now?? why are euu keep pestering mie?? Just wat must i do in order for you to forget mie? What must i do soo that euu won't pester mie ever again? i noe it's hurting for euu see this...but those sms from euu are irritating...i noe im bad...bt sorrie...i dun wish things to turn up in this way too...
YOu say euu will sacrifice and give up everything for mie?? When i'm with euu...did euu do tat?? When i go your house [1st year relationship]...and i asked you to accompany home...and wad did you say?? FAR/LAZY/TROUBLESOME/WASTE TIME! You call this sacrifice? U want mie to do something that i dun like...did you give up?? the answer is NOPE!! instead euu pester and force mie for it. Sometime even end up with quarrelling...And the worse part is when euu angry..euu just vent anger at mie...come on wad am i to euu?? i'm just your gf lor..did i do tat to euu when i'm angry?
Today adrian send mie an sms: I will stop smoking if u just personally speak to mie. Not as if i really like smoking or what and i won't listen to you..
My answer for you is: Can you be original?? Are you trying to learn from doobie?? When we are together i told you not to smoke and this is wad euu told mie.. i promised you i won't smoke..and i dun like cigarette...Now euu smoke and euu wan mie to personally talk to euu and ask you to stop smoking?? Since euu dun like smoking..euu can quit it yourself..why must i talk to euu personally since euu noe i dun like my friends to smoke?
Look like i can't blog everything in my blog..cos someone will be a copy cat...
Slept at 2.30am yesterday...yep conference again..with bryan and nick...cos doobie working ma..well told them about my problems...and asking them for suggestions...Next both bryan and i started to teach nick how to woo shu rong..hehe!! Cos he gonna confess his love to her liao..this guy gonna meet her soon...yet?? Birthday present haven buy...den also duno wad to buy...duno where to bring her...yep sooo mie and bryan taught him wad to doo and helped him edit the speech tat he wanna say to her...and give him some ideas...hmmm...i was suggesting him to make a rose for her when he confess his love to her...bt bryan say buy is ok cos nick duno how to make rose...but to mie..i think making the rose is more sincere. Then i was suggesting nick to bring her to esplanade there..the scenery there is nice and is calm and quiet which is much more suitable for him to confess his love to her...However this bryan think Suntec is better...bt haha!! Nick choose esplanade...cos he really need a place that is quiet etc...later suntec too many people den he shy or distracted by noisy environment..den forget wad he wanna say...den die liao...^_^ Hopefully he won't screw up on tat day lor...Nick marmie!! Jia yOu okie!! Nu er will wait for ur good news!! Just remember to stay calm and talk to her like the way you talk to mie...Dun waste my effort for training euu how to talk to a gurl!! =)
Wake up at 6.30am and get myself prepared within 10 minutes...went to lay on my bed..and OMG!! i fell asleep...by the time i wake up i'm like darn late sia..i woke up at 7.05am!! Usually by this timing i'm already in the bus stop waiting for my 7.05am bus...and i happily overslept...YAY!! haven eat breakfast and haven changed somemore...Get myself ready [changed and had my breakfast] within 5 minutes..and heh!! din realised i doo things soo fast sia..but luckily i din late for school...phew!! Was talking to doobie when walking to school...hehee!! first time talk with him soo early sia..lol!!
Hate mondae sia...all the lessons soo boring..especially fnn...been doing theory and not practical..haish...3 hours of fnn can reallie die sia...Well i broke the school rules sia..!! Lol..been talking on phone in class...heh!! of cos not during lesson time...bt during PE and recess time..heh!! Talked to Nick marmie for 1 hours =) Enjoyed talking to him..Well...i shouldn't have talk to him today..cos i went crazy when talking to him...my friends are soo irritating and becos of them...i had been screaming and laughing throughout the whole conversation with nick marmie..haha!! yep he stunned and he get a shocked...he finally noe tat all my friends are CRAZY!! heh!! jessica sort of misbehave today..yep and finally he understand why i say jessica is crazy type of gurl...Aniwae THANK HOR!! made mie malu when talking to Nick marmie...This is my first time laughing until like that infront of him sia...Normal laughing he already say i sot liao...this time is even worse..keep laughing non stop sia..
Yep i broke another school's rule..i drank peel fresh orange juice during fnn lesson..ahhaha!! Bo bian la..din go for recess ma..den suddenly miss my orange juice...2 days din drink le...*missmiss*..so bo bian went up to the canteen just to buy cookie and orange juice...was drinking it during lesson...and ahah!! teacher duno anything abt it...heee!!
End school at 3.00..teacher dismiss us 15 minutes earlier..haha!! yep was talking to doobie while waiting for geradine to dismiss from her class...was telling him a lot of things abt last nite and wad had happened in school..etc..yep was talking to him while walking to the bus stop with geradine...duno why also...nick and doobie can really brighten up my day...i feel more comfortable talking to them than calvin..but still calvin is the one and only one who enable mie to put a smile on my face...=D
Can't wait for tomorrow nite and wednesday nite..hehe!! cos one of the nite he gonna play guitar for mie to hear..yep i requested for it...very long din hear him play guitar le...WhOoHoo!!
Was talking on the phone for super long!! ahaha!! Was talking to bryan at around 10 plus...cos he wanna asked mie something...den talk for around 30 minutes den hang up le...den Calvin called mie...at around 12.20am den talk all the way to 1.10am...den hang up le...talk to Nick...den bryan called mie for a conference...den nick marmie wanna sleep le..so he hang up...bt mie and bryan still continue to talk until 4.30am...den wanna sleep le..was feeling sleepy liao...den doobie called mie..and we talked all the way to 7.30am!! Lol!! there goes my Midnite..ahah!!
Dunno why leh..when he called mie i'm feel energetic le..ahaha!! Hee!! my sunshine boi..lolx!! Well doobie and i very long din talk together le..as in no conference...=D just the two of us onli...yep enjoyed talkin to him...hmm...yep!! first time talk for soo long...first time having heart to heart talk...first time telling him my problems and first time asking him lots of funny questions tat he used to ask mie...hehe!!
Can't wait for 24 November..cos i might be meeting Doobie and Nick marmie on this day..hehe!! Going to great world eat Japanese meal...then go Vivo City and shop!! =D heard tat there are sales going on...and the clothes there are nice...and the place is soo big..big until euu can't shop finish...ahaha!! Gonna save up now...not going to buy seaweed and orange juice...save those money for shopping...=D
wah!! stupid sia!! Geradine going Korea sia!! wanted to go there lor..stupid!! still ask mie wanna go...still dare tell mie the pricing is $1600 plus!! wah liew...Then jessica and jermaine also...after O level going to Hong Kong!! stupid!! pang seh mie sia...they enjoy holiday...mie in local working...never mind at least i got my marmie nick to pei mie!! heehee!!
Hmm...look like i can open a shop call "helping hands" sia...been match making jessica and bryan...wake people up [alarm clock]...remind people certain things [note pad]...being asked to help them buy presents...help to generate message...being a listening ears...Giving people suggestion how to woo a girl...
Dunno what happened sia...suddenly soo many people around mie seem soo sad...Geradine disappointed with Jeffery cos of outing...Bryan sad about something...Jessica can't forget about tat guy and she seem to cried a lot cos of him...And mie being cold blooded to adrian etc...
Adrian asked mie: What happened to mie?? You used to be sensitive and caring towards others. Why are you so cold blooded now?
I stunned at his sms...i got nothing to say...i'm not cold blooded..i care for everyone around mie..beside him..i dun wanna mislead him...i dun wanna him to think tat we got chance by treating him too nice...i dun feel good treating him like tat...wad i can say is tat i will always be there for all my friends...care and giving concern for each and single one...but not him..i dun wish to treat him in this way...bt wad can i doo?? i have to control myself...tat is soo not mie.!! I HATE IT!! i noe he gonna say..just treat mie like the way i treat my friend...SAVE IT!! the ans is NO WAY!! I rather control myself than to treat euu nice and to mislead euu etc...euu say i dun concern euu...do euu think euu will listen?? No!! euu will not...And i gonna let euu noe tat i just cried when i type this!! So you noo need to kill yourself just to bring one more tears from my eyes...
As for doobie..i'm sort of disappointed with him...haish...i really duno how to help him sia..he is getting bad to worse...he has been smoking a lot ever since he pick up smoking again...he smoke 10 sticks almost every day...haish...tat's a lot...and he dun smoke tat 10 sticks from morning till nite...bt from nite 7pm to midnite....cos he fasting ma...See how horrible it is...haish duno how many sticks he gonna smoke after hari raya sia..Fasting period already smoke 10 sticks...after this period is he gonna smoke 20 sticks?? And i dun believed Nick and i will be able to make him quit smoking...cos the only person who can help is his ex girlfriend "Talisa"...i once asked him...wad if he got a new gf..and her new gf ask him to quit..will he quit?? he said hard to say...bt if talisa ask him to quit...he will...GF can't even change his mind..how can nick and i [friend] be able to change him sia? What can i doo?? How can we changed him??haish...