Saturday, September 06, 2008
Feeling
Alrite,
you asked me
"was i angry over that stick".
No comment.
I respect you for who you are.
So whatever you do,
is up to you.
Willing to quit
for urself, ur health, me
is no longer for me to control animore.
i doesnt wan to repeat my past.
Thus,
i didnt speak anithin abt it.
you asked me
"was i angry over that stick".
No comment.
I respect you for who you are.
So whatever you do,
is up to you.
Willing to quit
for urself, ur health, me
is no longer for me to control animore.
i doesnt wan to repeat my past.
Thus,
i didnt speak anithin abt it.
Boi,
tell me,
what else could i say?
Im disappointed?
Im angry?
Im hurt?
I cant say much,
since the day i say
"I accepting ur everything"
Sentence seemed simple,
yet hard to say it out.
Once said,
im responsible for that.
Honestly speaking,
i felt weird.
perhaps im still adjusting
my action towards my sentence.
which mean,
dun get affected by it.
doesnt wan a broken heart again.
Im nt angry.
For wad?
you didnt break any promises.
&
Im acceptin you for who you are.
What i can say is,
i felt weird
&
i still love you
Im nt angry.
For wad?
you didnt break any promises.
&
Im acceptin you for who you are.
What i can say is,
i felt weird
&
i still love you
You had grown up.
You could think for urself,
let alone makin ur own decision.
If you think u're right,
nothing could stop you for tat.
Im not ur mama overall.
A heck care gal, i guess?
Headed to old airport road hawker,
to haf dinner.
food was delicious,
gonna go there tml =))
1 sunday ice cream
1 mini durian cake [share]
waffle dip in choc [share]
1 ee mian dumpling [share]
1 cup almost soy bean drink
1 Potato Chip
was raining heavily,
bought an red umbrella.
hee~ ENJOYED WALKING.
i guess i was attracted with the red umbrella.
Romantic feelin? LOL =X
yeaa~ was kissin & seducing it
piggy was jealous~~
TOO BAD
head to ger hse,
to pass her hello kitty pen reward x))
their first meet.
alrite, thanks to sharifah who did tat for me.
sweet riteee?
well well,
anione has suggestion where i should head to
for buffet lunch or dinner?
somewhere nice & cheap?
Current, idea is meritus mandarin triple 3.
Food there was good.
but i guess i had enough of "Food Tasting"
while working there in the past.
aniway, i do miss mandarin.
Not that i doesnt wan to go back.
is the stupid manager
& their hotel system tat drove me off.
Thus, i cant be bother to go back
whenever they called me.
since they like to replace us with cheap labour from agency,
go ahead.
dun bother find us when you lack of experience, efficiency staff.
dun bother find us when you lack of staff for the function.
cos we wont enetertain NEWBIE from those agency.
cos we will be the one doin double job.
ByeBye to Meritus Mandarin~~
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I do Miss setting up tables
I do miss tis paradisc places for wedding
Still running away
from smoking related issue
Friday, September 05, 2008
Dedicated msg
Alrite,here it goes,
something i did for my 2 darlingsss
Hopefully they like it.
Despite how busy each of us is,
i believed our relationship will remains tis way.
No matter what,
i will tried my best to be there for them.
cuz they had done the same to me.
Thanks Gals,
for goin thru every setback with me.
Endless Love,
For Cutie & Darlings
=)
K.I.S.S
And now,
attachment @ IMH had ended.
Missesssss...
Im gonna misss you deep, boi.
I'll miss our night together.
Being Hug, kiss, pamper while asleep.
Being Hug, kiss, brush teeth after awake
I'll miss you deeply, boi
I'll miss everything we had done.
Not forgeting being send & fetch from workplace.
whenever i stay Overnite.
Feel so LOVE.
& im touched deep from the bottom of my heart.
You woke up early
&
turn in late cos of me.
I love you, baby.
Thanks for everything.
SQQQUUEESEEESE
"POK"~~
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Strawberries Love
We went cold last nite
Cos i was afraid.
After so long, im still afraid.
Cant keep my mind 'peace'
Im afraid of everything.
will you raise ur voice again?
will there be any result between us?
will we last?
will we be tat loving?
will you still love me in future?
will you remain this way in future?
will i walk out on you?
will you walk out on me?
will you walk out on me?
will we be able to plant more Strawberries Love?
will strawberries stay strong?
baby,
just wanna say.
i felt secure.
im blessed to found you.
im joy to be with you.
But sometime im just worry.
I love the way we are,
dun wanna it to change.
Not a little at all.
I miss you everyday,
hoping to see you always.
I love you deeply each day,
hoping to maintain it, always.
i had never felt tis way,
i love you,
baby.
i love our strawberry love.
i love you piggy.
You shaped me,
You changed & brought joy to my life.
perhaps,
im afraid to lose you
-_-
LOVE grandma was funny.
make me hesitate to greet her.
she asked me to call her grandma
instead of auntie.
random -_-
she
commented
"i got nice nose"
-_-''
&
She commented
"Jaren very Good at choosing gal"
=.=''
ytd was just another day tat i fetch LOVE
from camp.
hahhaha~ happy lying.
and he fall for it =X
aniwae,
i was shocked & surprised that
jessica sms & date me out for dinner.
urmmm...
had no idea is it good or bad.
i was happy indeeed.
but then i dare nt think much.
perhaps tats our last dinner.
before she end our friendship?
hahaaa
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Butterfly
alrite,perhaps i could blog a little before i go over to LOVE hse
first of all,
i do enjoy my day with his family ytd.
basically, eat + shopping =)
and den,
LOVE mum & sis went movie.
we accompany his grandma home.
had a competition with grandma.
she will take bus from simei
& we will take from tamp.
see who reach home first =X
we lost~~
His grandma was funny laa
declare her name is ESTHER =X
somehow,
i felt bad for turning down the invitation from wei wei.
Is nice of him to invite me over
but then, i didnt wan to let the surrounding ppl to feel awkward,
so i rejected.
overall, im no longer JJ's GF.
I noe me and JJ wont feel awkward,
but i believed the frens around him will.
Doesnt wan to spoil wei 21st bdae atmosphere.
thus, i choose not to show up.
pluss, JJ's ex gf "alicia" would be there.
Not that im afraid of her,
but i noe she will gave me tat sort of ah lian stare.
& would glance me from head to toe.
whatever it is, i dun wanna see her anywhere
Aniwae,
bdae wishes + Gift
would be presented x)
alrite,
last nite saw a white butterfly in the middle of the nite.
& then it was gone after i rinse my hand.
Been searching for it high & low,
tears just flown down non stop.
somehow the butterfly remind me of Grandma.
& i miss her.
There's a belief tat,
during such month, if a butterfly shown up,
its ur passed away relative.
i duno how truth can it be.
but somehow i felt tat it was her.
tats why i looked for it.
& when i couldnt,
i think back of the past
& den i cried.
urmmm...
kinda miss JJ's mum
okay, random -__-
Never be forgotten
IMY