Saturday, October 04, 2008
a week stay at piggy house
That Guy;plss noe wads right & wads wrong to do.
why shld i let you see my pic?
i have my priviledge nt to let you see
is there anithin wrong?
NTU guy,
still acting so childish.
wad dun talk to me if i dun show you?
im nt ur girl,
im nt ur whoever,
why must i listen nor follo ur order?
dun come tell me tis:
We've both changed..im not the zj you noe.
u're nt the jeslyn i once knew.
To say the truth, ive juz lost an impt person.
i was trying to find a fren
who will treasure me or go a further mile.
you are not the one.
looks like im really alone.
dun sms me.
You tell me?
i where gt nv treasure you as fren?
whenever u're dw,
im there to listen to you.
&
to put myself into ur shoe.
cos i disallow you to see my pic,
you say i dun treasure you.
though u're juz a online fren of mine,
i spoke my past to you,
i tell you my prob too.
You know me in-side out.
when i broke with jun jie,
you scolded me.
said tat im just a ordinary girl out there.
&
ur disappointed with me
for wad i had done.
cos you had always think well on me.
den you refuse to speak to me
animore.
I was hurt wif ur words
i was disappointed with myself too.
but nw,
i guess i shouldnt haf.
cos you're utterly a disappointing guy to me.
To think u're a nice guy,
To think u're understanding.
but im soo wrong abt you frm the start.
You noe who i love.
You Noe my everything,
yet you still wanna go a further mile with me?
to even try flirtin wif me?
to even dirty thot abt me?
Im sorry,
I may do sth nt right to my ex.
but at least,
i wont flirt
nor chase a gal who already attached!!
finally
im back to "home sweet home".
been away
for nearly 6 and a half days.
Meaning
been seeing LOVE
since last sun 3.30pm till today afternoon 1:00pm
woah :o
tats like 142 hrs, 30 mins?
been working like madcow at cgh AnE.
Monday- 7am to 9pm
Tuesday- 7am to 9pm
Wednesday- 7am to 2pm
Thursday- 7am to 9pm
Friday- 2pm to 9pm
Total earned: $320++
i guess tats my 1st time
working with someone i love?
&
i guess tats our
first & only?
[okay, dream fullfill]
haa~
hw sweet.
Going work & knocking off
together.
Dinner & sleep together?
Love play guitar.
omg o.o
too funny.
laughing my lung out :x
urmm
for once,
i was soo mesmerize by a guy.
peeping @ him playin
without his notice.
cos i was too shy to see?
LOL
Love accidentally played
"Qin Fei De Yi"
which remind me of calvin.
he used to play tat.
Love accidentally played
"Cha Jian Er Guo"
which remind me of Jun Jie.
His fav song.
okay LOVE darn best la.
let me tears
on sunday & monday nite -_-''
sun:
he asked: "what if there is war"?
& i need to protect
the country?
seriously,
i dare nt think of tis day.
dun wanna anithin
happened to him.
Mon:
Thot he didnt smoke,
bt when i found out, my heart sank.
Not sad, Not angry
but worries.
Im worry, our future would change
cos of that.
i dun wanna anithin
happen to him.
i wont be able to cope it,
i swear.
told LOVE about it,
he understood hw i felt.
He hasnt been smoking for 4 days.
Of cos,
i wont pin high hope.
[due to the past]
Hows work?
Nice,
slacking job which is highly paid
&
is more of service!
Feeling "aww" while
being thanks or compliment by patients.
Tiring,
its boring if there isnt any walk-in patients.
Interesting,
seeing see doc, nurse, paramedic
saving life.
Heart broken,
seeing ppl dying & crying
just reminded me of my ah ma.
its all abt life & death
yepp?
more to see for me?
okay love was funny,
He said he should be paramedic.
He send patient in,
Me, as a nurse save patient's life.
hw sweet?
And that was wad I told him:
As well,
You be doc.
Our son send patient in,
i assist you
save patient life?
urmm i guess its kinda sweet.
hmmm
thinking too much LOL
ohh
piggy propose to me @ his hse
while watchin tv.
Rejected!
cos i doesnt like 4th October 08.
[superstitious :x]
okay,
today had dinner
with desmond & zane @ bedok.
its been such a long time since we last met
x)
cuz of tat,
i couldnt make it for LOVE family gathering.
his mum invited me.
Dinner: [each 11 bucks]
15 Sticks satays,
6 chicken wings,
Stingray
Fried Oysters
2 bowl "ba chuo mee"
5 Sugar Canes
Once you cross over the line;
thats it.
i would feel weird eventually.
I wont let anione make use of me.