Basically, im just too busy to blog everything.
cos dear is out of camp.
he's out of camp for 6 days x))
Before dear book out on last fri.
these are the events tat i wish to blog.
went to visit geradine darling @ NUH with cutie pie.
she looked soo sick and pale.
yep, duno why,
when walking to the hosp i just feel the satisfaction.
Not becos darling had admitted.
but just satisfied abt mie knowing too much abt hospital routine.
yeppp..
poor gal,
doctor got the wrong diagnosis.
Hope she will get well soon x))
dun wanna see her fall sick or in pain animore.
If only im a staff nurse now,
den i can protect her and tc of her.
x((
and den mie and cutie head to taka "fox"
as cutie wanna buy her pant.
Next day, we went to bugis for a walk.
nth to buy.
and den we went to buy biscuit and greentea @ cold storage @ bugis
before making our way to esplanade.
on our way, we shared hand made ice cream.
Mango, berries, lavanda.
not bad =))
Not too sweet and e taste are original.
all thanks to semore who intro mie the ice cream stall.
cutie find its too early to go esplanade.
soo we end up walking around marina square and citylink.
and yepp,
Bought a body spray for $19 [soo sweet]
Bought a red sling bag from ripcurl
Bought a slipper from new urban
[Finally i got a new slipper]
[Lucky got 20% off for NP students] xD
yea..
Im BROKE...
been spending quite alot recently.
sob!!
Dear book out last friday evening.
is obvious tat i went to boon lay to wait for him.
yep, went to his hse to pei him
and den he sent mie home.
Saturday, dear went for driving class.
went to his house and pei him
Sun, went to his house in early afternoon.
and then we went to SENTOSA @ evening time.
yep we stayed overnite there.
Finally, my dream had came true.
Always looking forward for this day.
wishing i could spent at least a day outside with someone i love.
yep had a romantic nite there,
sitting on the beach,
enjoying the breeze,
Looking at the sea,
counting the stars,
seeing the moonlight right above us.
and hugging and patting each other to sleep.
This is wad darling geradine said:
"One Night Stand"
LOL
well, didnt slept much,
only 3 hrs.
x))
left Sentosa at 7.20am
Went to have breakfast @ mac
Is my first time having breakfast with him
early in the morning.
xD
Good breakfast indeed x))
and yea...is a MONDAY
BOI,
thanks for everything.
Thanks for making tis day happened.
Like wad i said,
able to stay out with you throughout the whole nite is my most happiest thing in life.
I love You dearie!!
Despite of how tired dear is,
he sent mie home.
woke up at 3 plus,
went to dear house to find him again.
it was raining heavily at 6 plus.
and im lazy to bring an umbrella.
didnt bring bag go.
yep soo sweet of dear to fetch mie from his bus stop with an umbrella.
For a moment i felt soo sweet.
He's the first guy who shelter mie with an umbrella.
gee
of cos i held the umbrella with him,
and i was being hug by his right hand.
aww~
gee...
kind of miss tat heavy rain.
though it wet my whole leg,
but i doesnt mind.
Its sweet in my heart x))
yep his bro drove mie home at 10pm,
soo sweet of his bro.
of cos dear walk mie to my hse area.
went to dear house @12plus.
and den i ate fried rice which dear had cooked for mie.
though is abit bland la..
but is nice x))
head to delta sport complex,
as dear wanna go swimming.
yep...i watch him swim.
haha...
dare not go swim,
its been a long time since i last step into swimming pool =x
This was my first time seeing dear wearing his swimming trunk.
haha..
suddenly feel tat dear has a great body. =x
To a certain extend, i find him quite hot. =X
wee u wee =X
walked from delta to tiong plaza.
dear bought 4 type of bread from four leave
and its nice x))
haha..
Simply, LOVE BREAD
went to NTUC
and yep bought a tub of chocolate ice cream
x)) dear favourite flavour x))
Gonna be the first time sharing it with dear
guess wad?
i saw my patient!!!
haha
xD
Im soo smart la..
Able to recognise her from the back.
yep of cos i went forward to say hi to her.
she seemed cheerful x))
ohh im glad she no longer on NGT liao..
hee
And she looked much better.
haa..
tats what i like abt NURSING
the feeling is just soo great!
Able to help ppl, and when you are outside ppl rmb you
the feeling is just soo sweet and great.
it may be tiring but its sweet inside x))
suddenly feel that,
i noe more elderly than youngster x=
obvioously, dear was stun
he thot it was my grandma xD
soo cute la..
Yep after some grocery,
we head to his house.
Dinner was on his mum.
His mum cooked my share..
aww soo sweet of her x))
yep i do feel shy la.. zzzz
like who wont?
Its my first time eating what dear's mum cook.
Pretty good!
Ohh yea,
I massage for DEARIE
x))
First time massaging for a guy i love xP
as usual,
dear sent mie home at 10pm
after watching channel 8 with his family x))
went to dear house on wednesday, which is today.
Sad to say its the last day i cld spend my day with him
as he need to book in at nite. x((
Didnt have enough of time with him yet.
6 days with him is just soo little.
but im glad god has given mie tis chance.
soo i shall not complain.
good things just have to go when time come.
today dear went for his hair cut.
yep he's fine with wad the auntie cut bt it wasnt really the style that he wan.
and den,
i TRIMMED FOR HIM
exactly the style he wan.
He was pretty shocked with my skill
x)
He's contented.
My first haircut for a guy
Had meatball soup for my dinner
and yep soo sweet of auntie who had added some side dish for mie.
Curry potatos and chicken wing, Ham and Egg..
are just simply too delicious..
Somehow i feel that she's really a nice mum
geee
Hope i cld be a nice mum too..
haha x)
wish i cld video down everything we did during this 6 days,
but yep kinda impossible,
wad i can do is to keep it in my heart.
It will always be part of my sweet memories
Its romantic
Its nice
Its sweet, sweet & Just sweet
x))
For the past 1 mth plus,
im just regarding him as someone i love,
someone who is my boyfriend.
But after tis 6 days,
i had think it true.
he had proved alot to mie.
He's the one who can make mie feel tat he care
He's the one who i can depend on
He's the one who i can trust
He's the one who is able to bring mie happiness.
and now,
he's no longer a BF to mie.
But my BOI.
If ever he fall for someone else,
i will fight till the end and never let it go.
cos i realised tat im simply LOVE HIM TOO MUCH.
its too late to regret about how deep i had fallen for him.
But stilL,
i will believe what i shld believe
i will trust whatever i see from my eye
and no one else.
Thanks to "tat" someone who had woke mie up.
There isnt any "trust" in this world.
The more you trust a guy, the deeper you fall.
The more the guy noe how much you fall, it show how worth they are
and then they leave u without a word
what i can say is i fall into the trap last year.
This year i didnt fall into your trap but i believed wadever you had said.
which made mie doesnt wan to believe or trust any guy animore.
wad i can say is,
i will never believe and trust you ever again.
If only you had told mie earlier even right before i even ask you,
things wouldnt turned up tis way.
You created this urself.
and its hard for us to be friend again
i wouldnt even wan to have a fren who always come and den disappear into thin air
as long as you wan,
as long as you are happy with it
and not considering other people feeling at all.
You are just too selfish even if it meant sth good.
your good intention,
had just turned everything from good to bad.
Good luck for you and ur GF,
Let mie made things clear, im not jealous that you are attached.
I just dun see why we cldnt meet when both of us has someone we love?
I just dun see why you are keeping things from mie n nt sharing ur happiness wif mie when you said "im glad just to be a fren with you even though we cant get together"? I just felt soo cheated even though you say whatever you said in the past 2 weeks was real.
I just dun see how being over friendly cldnt let you have space in ur life. I just dun see why you cldnt speak up ur thot. Not as though i will scream at you and turn you upside down? Basically, i have nothing more to say about you. And stop dragging dear into this. Stop acting as though you avoid mie is to prevent mie to be unfaithful to dear. what you care is just urself. When you told mie you still love mie and even asked if i cld leave dear for you, i rejected you straight and now you avoid mie and put in a good word for urself.
*End of Entries*
Be who you are and say
what you feel,
because those who mind dont matter
and those who matter dun mind.
Never be afraid to dream...Live...love and laugh...Be afraid Not To!!
Everyone has their own dream.
Sometime people laugh at ur dream
or even look down on you.
and then you feel silly about it and wanna give it up.
Belong are the lyrics for such situation and it make sense:
You must tell yourself to believe
that in every feet it takes a heart to endure all the pain and grief,
Having the hope to see the best that you can be...
Follow your dream,
the courage found within.
Your soul is keepin you so strong,
that you can rise each time you fall
and stand upon your own.
Those time you wont go wrong
Just give your best to hold your will.
Persistently, become the one you've always aimed to be.
Notes:
Follow your dreams no matter what happen.
Face all the challenges of what you had
no matter whats the problems and consequences.
Its not easy but you had to rise up
and fellows what is in your heart