Saturday, December 02, 2006
Red Camp 2006
Wow!! another week is gone!! soo happy...haha!! cos i gonna work tomorrow and the day after tomorow..yep taking care of kids..hah!! gonna bring the kids to Jurong Bird Park..lol!! very long never go le...hheee!! wanted for this day ever since june =x Simply miss those fun with kids...Kids rawk man!!Day 1:
This whole week i'm soo darn tired sia...charlet charlet charlet...red camp red camp red camp..!! During red camp i'm sort of dying already..i'm soo tired until i din talk much with my clique..especially thursday [day1] wah!! soo boring sia..i mean the cluster is soo darn boring...and yea bored until i fall asleep =x felt kinda bad sia...they talking i over there sleeping..but can't help it la..cos i'm not interested in Infor Com plus i'm super tired after my charlet and what's more is i wasn't feeling well...Sooo sian...is like i wake up le..told myself NO I CAN'T SLEEP LE!! must respect them...in the end 4 second later i fall alseep without knowing it..=.='' OoO...they also intro us business course=) it wasn't boring la...tat's why i din fall asleep...but then sit until our butt also pain sia...sit there for hours..and the convention centre is liek darn cold...brr..brr..brr...
yep evening time...got CCA exibition...yep can go try out everything..unfortunately it was raining heavily sia..and guess wad?? the area was flooded with rain water man!! i was shocked when i turned back..cos there is a small fountain in one of the drain...and the rainwater is flowing out from the drain...and the rainwater is flowing towards my direction already=x and yay!! within 1 min...it already covered up 1/2 of my shoe le..can imagine how serious it was... if it continue to flood...we can swim le..basically everyone was stunned...well gotta admit tat they got poor drainage system..hardly see drain sia..alot of places flooded when it rain...shelter from one building to another building also got problem sia...is like got water dripping one....the school spend so much money to renovate this and tat...building this and tat...can't they spend more money to improve the drainage system??
ooo..aniwae i dun feel comfortable in day 1..cos got a lot of people ma..as in unknown people...den got boys...=.= i seriously not use to it sia..i still prefer a girl's environment..haha!!
Day 1
Lunch: Mac
Dinner: Buffet
Day 2
Did not fall alseep although i'm still tired...mainly because the courses they intro us are soo much interesting and yep!! it's a course tat i wanna take..hah!! Nursing is soo fun sia...get to noe more abt nursing...=) ooo we learnt how to bath a baby =x soo cute!!! i mean the baby model!! den also learn how to carry patient from the bed to the chair..learn how to take high blood pressure...=) soo interesting!! Then went for lecture..haha!! biomedical is soo interesting sia...the lecturer show us liquid nitrogen tat can freeze something easily...he showed us a lot of example..and i find it soo cool sia...yep bisuit also..then when someone consume it...smoke will come out from the nose and mouth..soo interestinG!!
Then we went to extend talk from early childhood =) heh!! sooo fun sia..the lecturer taught us how to play puppet...hah!! soo fun sia..yep also get a chance to watch puppet show which is performed by the NP students..yea like some kids watching like tat...of cos teh audience can also go up and try...yep it was soo darn funny!! Cheryl went up to play..and haha!! her puppet is soo short sia..cos she can't reach until very high...LOL...but i think the boys played until darn funny..they are soo violence...
Then followed by Mass Com...hmm..quite cool and fun la..but hah!! is not my type..bleh!! ooo got mini fashion show..required one boi and one gurl from our team...they are given clothes to put on...they have to decide how they wan to put on..den they start to cat walk..wah!! idiotic guy..=.='' cat walk until halfway he took off his top and hat...okay!! it's alrite and nothing wrong for a guy to take off his top...but the problem is his underwear can be seen lo...is not a bit but a lot...is like his pant wear until soo low...it's soo disgusting sia...=.=''
At night we have "Jam and Hop"...then got 2 band performing for us...omg!! i can't stand the noise sia..Jam and Hop is like clubbing..like what one of the band member said the only difference is tat "no alcohol no cigar and no condom" =.='' yea i admit tat what is lacking is alcohol and cigar...but condom?!?! okay..i was stunned when i heard tat..is like ello?? how old are we sia?? condom?? =.=' must everyone need tat when we attend this kind of event? well mie and my friends left the place after one hour..all of us can't stand the level of noise...and yep we dun dance...soo during tat one hour...people over there dancing and being crazy..we over there playing "hai dai" and some games la =x it sound stupid but it was very funny!!
i felt much comfortable in day 2..as in i wasn't tat scared etc...yep din talk to any one beside my friends..hah!! we work as a group..we played and get crazy as a group..we never make friends with other school..only make friends with our STC gals [some sec 4 gals] =x Aniwae had lots of fun with everyone in red red team...love all my students leader..=) they rawks
Day 2
Lunch: KFC
Dinner: Yoshinoya
Day 3
well...for day 3 we attend engineering courses..get to noe more abt this courses etc..it's interesting to noe how things are make...but nah it's not my type..lol
It's our last day..haish..toward the ending everyone wasn't tat hyper as past 2 days...mainly becos red camp is ending soon..we kind of feeling sad over it...gotta miss all the fun and jokes tat we had..yep especially MC!! they are soo funny sia...when they start talkinng...no one will be able to control their laughter sia..
Ooo..get to noe a guy in red camp...ehh..he's my team leader...incharge of everything in red team...yep find him rather interesting..wanna noe more about him..hhaa!! cos he's a korean chinese guy who stay in the state..he's a year one student in business course...find him quite unique la..as in his look den the way he talk got accent one..hmm...quite a good looking guy...ehh if i were to compare him and my korean sweetheart Kwon Sang Woo..i think he win la..haha!!
Day 2
Lunch: Buffet
Red Team Cheer:
Fight like a champion..Fight Fight Fight
Win like a champion...Win Win Win
Fight like a champion..Win like a champion
All the rest can go fly kite
Fly kite Fly kite
All the rest can go fly kite
Later kena lightning strike
oOoO...RED TEAM!!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Charlet
Back Home!! Wee...soo tired sia..hahaa!! Only had less than 10 hours of sleep for tat 3 days charlet..whoo!! yea how i made it rite?? hahaaa..used to it le..soo need not worry...=)Day 1:
Went to darling house at around 12 plus..cos we gonna take bus together ma..hah!! unfortunately it was raining heavily when we are able to leave the house...soo in the end geradine's dad drove us there..yep!! and we fall asleep inside the car..hah!! Duno why soo tired also..haha...reached there slightly earlier..like about 2.35pm?? cos we are suppose to meet at 3pm...in the end all of them are darn late..they came at 3.50 lidat?? =.='' When we reached there, they are still in tiong bahru...ZzZz...haha geradine's uncle also..came at 4 plu when he asked us to meet him at 3pm..lol...but can't blame la..he working ma...=.=''
Din do any activity cos it was raining the whole day..yep was staying inside the room and being crazy with one another..hah!! Had a pillow fight with one another..haha!! Geradine protecting Cheryl..Mie protecting Jessica...fight fight fight..fight until cheryl and geradine dropped off the bed..OMG it was darn funny..wad a waste...we din video it down..it was darn funny...
Afternoon went to cheers to buy vodka which contain 5% alcohol..cos cheryl wanna drink ma..yep tried some and it taste good =) it wasn't bitter...in evening went back to cheers...cos geradine and cheryl wanna buy somemore vodka...yep i bought one too..and tat cost mie like $5.60 hah!!
Yep met mama and son in law at night...while waiting for mama to finished his project in school...bryan brought mie to arcade..haha!! he wanna show mie his talent =x well was rather impressed by him la..played until soo well...haha!! Yep he played much more better than those previous guys..got to admit tat he play cab play better than those percussionist in my school =) ooo..yay!! Bryan passed mie 3 monkeys tat he caught in the arcade..haha!! 2 for jessica and 1 for mie..soo sweet of him right?? aniwae thanks ya..=) Love the monkey man..soo cute sia...!! Yep jessica also love it..haha!! she love until she keep hugging the monkey..oo yea..we created name for those monkeys...BiBi, GiGi & KiKi =D OMG!! couldn't believed it man..in the middle of the night i was playing with the monkeys with jessica =x sound like a kids ehh?? lol
heee...soo fun to be with mama and bryan..hah!! had lots of fun together though bryan wasn't in a good mood...yep was there for him the whole nite...together with mama..was discussing abt his problems and giving him suggestion=D becos of him...!! i stayed till 12am..LOL..and my friends were like saying wah liew..the whole nite euu like gone missing...=x Bryan!! euu must be touched k?? =x
ooo..i brought jessica over at around 10 plus cos bryan was super sad...he say he wish jessica was here...soo he asked mie to ask her out...she refused to come but then she still make a afford to go over until she abt to reach the mac...after tat i have to drag her le..=x she was soo shy!! yea..bryan also..blushing like duno wad sia..like cherry like tat =x but sad la..jessica got no courage to face him..so in the end she sat at one corner cos she scared ma etc...haha!! can understand...=) soo i won't blame her for tat..
Went out of the mac to look for bryan..cos he was on the phone with his friend..yep den he told mie abt the latest news..haish..i really got nothing to say about it...but he was rather sad about it...went back to the mac..and there i saw jessica crying...OMG!! I'M LIKE WAD THE HACK? Bryan here got problem..she over there also got her own problem...went over to check if she alrite a not...keep asking her not to cried etc...den decided to leave her alone and calm down first...
brought her back to the charlet at 12 plus..and she just couldn't stop crying...she was crying abit here abit there...was lying beside her and trying my best to cheer her up...managed to make her laugh for a while..but then no use..she cried again..=.='' yep she was hugging mie while crying..ya she was hugging mie real tight under the blanket cos she dun wan my friends to see her cry..lol..
Asked her to go out of the room for a talk at the staircase..it was already 4 plus in the morning ..she started crying badly...ehh during tat period what i can only said is dun be sad anymore...it's all over...dun think too much..euu wanna cry just cried it out..cos euu will feel much better after tat...i can't give her any comment etc...cos i have no idea what had happened...she just dun wanna talk about it.but she promised she wil tell mie tomorrow nite...Manage to stop her from crying...yep went back to the room at 7am..yea time to wake bryan up..lol...den 7.30 must wake calvin up...soo in conclusion i was awake till 7.30am
was sleeping beside her and oh my tian..she cried again...and we hugged each other again..yea with our leg crossed!! lol..well got to admit tat i din even hug my ex in tat manner..erm..but not to worry...we are not lespian =.='' she's just my dotter...
oo yea...went to beach with geradine..cos she wanna go walk walk ma..den it's pretty dangerous for a girl to go beach alone..soo pei her lor..oo tat time was around 2 am plus le..and the area was super quiet haha!! start to do stupid thing to her...draw a heart shape in which got her name and my name written down...below it i wrote "will euu accept mie".LOL...her reaction was darn funny...
Meal of the day [27 Nov]:
Breakfast: Glass of milk and 2 piece of egg bread [8.20am]
Lunch: Sunday Ice Cream [3.30pm]
Dinner: Sunday Ice Cream [9.30pm] and 2 roti prata [12.10am]
Supper: Potato Chip [3am plus]
Day 2:
Slept till 11 plus am...soo i only 4 hours of sleep...but it's okay..i wasn't tired also..and i'm well trained le..LOL..jessica dun say sorry to mie k...euu said tat a lot of times le..=)
Activity for the day is cycling..wee!! i'm in love with cycling man!! soo fun to cycle there..got beach got sea got scenery...!! Took a few photos with geradine..haha!! love it man...=) Gonna go there to cycle some other days.
Yep met up with mama and bryan again..haha!! cos bryan issue haven solve yet...yep talked and discuss until halfway onli...=x But half of it we were discussing and talking about it..and the other half of it we were joking..hah!! soo fun to talk to them sia..lol...yep took photos with them...den received sms from geradine..she told mie jessica was crying..tat's why i rushed back..hah!! poor mama and bryan have to go home...=x bt it's ok...they also asked mie to go back pei jessica...=) they soo understanding...
Drank alot..but thanks god i wasn't drunk..haha!! drank one and a half bottle of vodka which contain 5% alcohol...it taste nice..den cheryl came out with an idea to get rid of the vodka tat she bought...it taste super awful and i dislike the taste..yuck!! soo we started playing game..people who lose will have to drink a small amount of vodka and yep i drank 3 times...i wasn't drunk...my face din turn red but i was feeling super warm...yea only a bit ma...how to drunk?? haha...well dun forget i'm just a beginner..lol...
went back to the room to pei jessica...she was crying again..aiyOoO...poor girl..was hugging her once again...never even let go until when it's time for a mid nite talk..cos she gonna tell mie her problems...soo we walk out of the resort and settle down near the mac area...yep she was sitting on my leg again..and we were hugging like wad couples always do..=x not going to say what are her problems cos i promised her not to say anything out...she was crying when she told mie her problems...poor gurl...got to admit tat i was super sleepy tat time..but i tried my best to stay forcus..tat's why i was rather silent..=x nu er dun feel bad k?? and yay...dun worry soo much..i won't leave euu alone one..=)
Went to have early breakfast [5.30am] with jessica...cos i noe she will have no appetite to eat anything after she wake up..tat's why i asked her go eat breakfast before we go sleep..LOL..yep tis is our firts time eating breakfast together and also eating breakfast soo early...yep took a lot of photos..haha!! people thik we are mad..but we dun care...Went back to our room at around 6.30am...yep told myself in another half an hour i have to wake bryan up..i set alarm clock..bt in the end i overslept...alarm clock beside mie and i heard nothing...=.='' in the end i woke up at 7.45am...luckily bryan wake up liao..phew!! yep only had 1 hour 15 minutes of sleep onli...cos i couldn't sleep after tat...jessica was sad...and she cried teared a bit for some reasons...
Meal of the day [28 Nov]
Breakfast: Egg
Lunch: Fishball Noodle
Dinner: Ice cream
Supper: Tibits and Vodka
Day 3:
haha!! joker sia..everyone get a shocked when they see us hugging each other while sleeping..somemore still hold hand sia...lol..they thought we together sia..cos the way we hug really like some couple like tat..hah!! soo lovey dovey...
Went to escape theme park...omg!! was darn excited the day before...was excited when we went in to play..but after one round in every single things...it seem boring actually...hmm..not as fun as last time..the last time i went was with my cousin...and tat was like years ago...?? This time went in play like very boring leh..nothing news..nothing challenging..nothing scary...lol...play for 2 hour liao..den went to cycle...heh!! And yay!! i'm soo tanned after tat cos the weather is super hot sia...nose kana sunburnt..sobsob
After cycling..went back to charlet and eat ice cream.hah!! tat's our lunch =x one whole box of ice cream..shared among 4 people..lol...nah cos we need to book out le ma..soo must finished the ice cream..dun waste =) yep went to bath and we book out at 4 plus..in the train..all of us were super tired...all of us were sitting in a row and bend our head down and sleep..it was soo cute sia!! yep the journey seemed short leh...like very fast reached red hill and tiong bahru..wanna sleep somemore de...hah!! aniwae really enjoyed myself in the charlet with all my friends =) Love them lots...=)
*Will post the photos some other days*
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Know him for 5 months le
Look at the number of drinks we took!!
Thought yesterday [sunday] will be a boring day for mie..no show no shopping etc...in the end i busy like hell sia..haha!! busy packing my books and my stuff...pack here pack there..clean here clean there...throw this throw that..keep this keep that...arrange this arrange that...mop the floor and change my bedsheet..wee!! Love my room sia..=) soo clean and tidy..hah!! Guess how long i took?? hah!! i start work at 1pm to 5pm...den take my lunch and fall asleep after tat =x den i start work at 6.20pm to 9.10pm...=D long hours sia..hah!! 
was listening to glass shoe songs...yep sad songs..haha!! couldn't stop thinking of *him*..."the things tat he said, the things tat he does and those sms that he sent mie"..haha...told darling about it and she said is normal..yep wad i can do is to change song..LOL..change to english songs...haha!! then pack my stuff...at least i din think soo much le...that is why till now i din listen to "Missing You" song...LOL...yep it's one of my favourite song...but i dun wish to listen for the time being...
Pack pack pack...found some letters...settle down on the bed and start reading it...it's a letter from jessica...hmmm she wrote that for mie when we are in secondary three..=x yep it was before end of year examination. Then got a letter from swee ling telling mie about her problems. Then got a letter from my uncle who live in canada..yep inside the envelop got my cute little cousin photo...OMG!! SOOOO CUTE !!! >.<'' yea my mum said i sot..=x 
Then got letters from my band major, Rodelle and my senior, Melissa...started to miss them after reading it...was doing some reflection also...
Letter from rodelle:
Hey Jia En! hmm although i dun really know you that much, but i believe that you'll be a great head librarian. You've got that potential. Just dun keep everything in that quiet frame of yours!
You gotta start shouting for scores already! i believe in you! keep the library organised. As you know, the library is the most important sector of the band. So dun let us down! You can do it..jia you...keep the band standard up.
Remember, "Once a band member always a band member. Once a band leader, always a band leader."
Reflection:
Am i a good librarian? i think i am cos everyone in the band including teachers said i am. Did i train my librarians well? Ok la...at least i guide them when they are stuck with their work. Am i giving them too much task?? Not sure cos some of the things mr wong din ask mie to do..i just automatic go do it... Am i over protecting them from stress and end up doing most of the work myself? Yep i am cos i dun wanna stress my librarians. Am i being fair to every single band members? Yep. Did i complete my task on time? Yep and most of the time i complete it before the date due. Is the punishment i gave to the librarians or band member harsh? Nope...Mr wong said i too linear le..Once again do i think i am a good Chief librarian? Apart from completing my task on time and having a good library system in band...there are lots of things for mie to learn...First i must be brave to stand infront of the band and give commend or command instead of telling one by one etc...Second dun be soft hearted when giving punishment...it will only make them take advantage of mie or take things for granted...
Letter from Melissa:
HEY! just wanna tell you that..you've been a great junior..and it was really nice having you in the section. Keep on playing well ya? and dun miss mie when i am not around..don't know if i done my part as a leader. But still i had fun with the section. all the best in your exams. take care =)
Reflection:
I dun think she did her part as a leader...this leader of mine always come and leave the band whenever she like...hardly see her in trombone section also...when i got problems duno where she go to...cos she always love to go other sections and play instrument with her friends -.-'' throw the juniors aside..make us independent!! That's one of the reason why i dun leave my juniors alone...But it's okay...it's all over..i do miss her and all her nonsense..in my heart she may not be the best senior..but i will always regard her as my senior =)
After reflection...continue to pack again...pack pack pack...then found a letter that i gave to adrain...a letter that is given to him before he go for his national service..A letter that i passed to him at "Hans" in bukit merah. haish...was rather sad la..in the letter i wrote love you forever etc..in the end? what happened to us? yep was thinking about the past also..how we know each other and how lovey dovey we were in the past etc...
Then...continue to pack pack pack..den sort out all my worksheet...den found something..this time i found a recipe..."sweet and sour fish"...start thinking of *him*..cos he once told mie tat he love sweet and sour fish...den i asked mie i noe how to cook a not...and i said yep...den he asked mie to cook for him next time...and my answer for him is "see how..." then start thinking a lot of things again.. When i found the recipe...i was listening to "because of you" =.=''...yea mama gonna say "pathetic" to mie..LOL
This little piggie cute rite?? Saw it in takashimaya there..haha!! soo cute lor..the moment i saw it i immediately ran there sia...i took it and started say "OMG!! SOO CUUUTeeee!!! >.<'' yay!! minnie also said tat [copycat one cos she noe wad i gonna said]...and the way we said it's darn funny...high pitch one...my friend cecillia was stunned at the other side...cos she said we said until darn loud and funny...Love the pig man..OINKOINK!!...hahaa!! soo cute sia...
weee!! not going to blog le..haha!! nah i mean not going to blog till wednesday or friday..hah!! cos i going for charlet today...until wednesday...den thursday to saturday going for red camp..haha!! yep gonna meet "him" for a movie on saturday...gonna watch James Bond..haha!! Funny sia he...keep asking mie to go his "house" whenever i free...=.='' like as if i noe how to go...hahaha!!
Weeee!! tomorrow is 28 of November...but i'm not going online tomorrow..soo i shall blog about it today...hah!! know each other for 5 months le..whooo!! soo fast sia..LOL...gonna be half a year soon..hah!! Happy 5th Months anniversary to him..lol...
ooo..aniwae...my problems are solve liao..heheh!! told them everything le..yep cos i think they ought to noe about all tis..they got the right to noe about it...whoo..finally told this to *him* le...wah soo hard to keep it to myself sia...cos i seriously can't hide things away from *him*. cos i dun wish to hide anything from him. Told "him" every thing le..erm..on the same nite..hahaha!! and it was darn funny...
Him: You sort out already?
Mie: ehh sort out wat?
Him: feeling
Mie: Yep...2 days ago..but i dun tell euu bleh
Him: say leh..pls
Mie: Dun wan..after your exam first...later euu sad
Him: plsss..tell mie...you dun say i also will distracted one lor..cos i will keep thinking about it...
Mie: dun wan..stop asking...bleh
Him: pls pls pls...pls tell mie...
Mie: euu really wanna noe?
Him: yep
Mie: How much do euu love mie?
Him: Alot
Mie: like?
Him: alot until can wait?
Mie: euu really wanna noe the answer arhx? bt dun be sad k?
Him: orhx...
Mie: answer is i will choose him
Him: ehh...tat him?
Mie: yep...[started laughing]
Him: err...euu serious?
Mie: yep!!
Him: den why euu laughing?
Mie: oo..the music very funni
Him: euu really choose him?
Mie: yay!!
Him: ok lor..all the best
Mie: are you sad?
Him: erm..a bit la..
Mie: kidding onli la...will choose euu [started laughing]
Him: huh?? mie??
Mie: yep
Him: weeee!!! euu pig!! cheat my feeling
Mie: where got sia?
Him: cheat my feeling..dun talk to euu
Mie: euu say euu a bit sad onli ma..soo it's ok one..wanna see ur reaction
Him: who say i abit sad lor..i was super sad...i just act onli..dun tok to euu
Mie: reallie arhx? den next time dun call mie le horr
Him: oie where goy lidat one
Mie: reallie ma...dun tok=next time dun call le..soo euu wanna tok?
Him: shut up
Mie: shut up=dun tok=dun call again
Him: lidat also can...shut up bleh
Mie: give euu one last chance..one a nt?
Him: WANT!!
We: Laughing Non stop
Thanks for everything.
Thanks for those sweet memories
you had given mie.
Thanks for those happy moments
you had given mie.
Thanks for those sweet sms
that you had sent mie.
Thanks for cheering mie
when i'm down.
Thanks for being there for mie
when i needed you most.
You had brighten up my days
in many ways.
Guess it's time for mie
to forget you.
Getting rid of the feeling
that i had for you.
Only then, i'm respecting you
and being fair to "him"