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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Thanks Calvin =)

Before Tuition:
In another 3 and a half hours..i gonna meet my tutor and minnie at bukit merah for lunch...time passes soo fast...now is like 9.28am?? hahaa...still intend to continue my tuition homework...wanna try to finish up all the odd number questions. No crime being hardworking rite?? Sooner or later you still have to do one..Till now i already finished all the odd number Questions till 41...hahaa...not bad already k?? did all those questions last night...must jia you =)...wondering which question will minnie stop at?? cos she said she will continue today morning...but who knows later like last time like tat...say will do before tuition..in the end never do -.-'' hopefully she dun end at question 15 only (wad she had completed) -.-''

After tuition:
Din manage to do finish all my odd number questions..only managed to finished till question 55...kinda sad la..cos by the time i finish blogging...i left 1 hour to continue doing my math...before i go take a bus to meet them...yea..i'm rite...i'm super rite...minnie really stop at question 15...she din continue though she said she will do it before tuition...-.-'' Zai Zai one..she this type of pattern confirm wake up sian sian one lo..who will bother go do math -.-'' yea man...guess wad??!! i was said by her -.-'' lame rite?? i do homework also can kana so called "scolded by her"...cos she say i will made her get scolded by calvin _._

Like my problem la?? she should know herself well enough rite? Me being her 5 years friend also noe her pattern, dun tell mie she dun lo..But lucky calvin din scold her...if not i think she gonna hate me for life =x Well, calvin din make her continue where she had stopped...instead he asked her do those questions tat "I Duno"...sound like insulting mie ehh?? Cos the soo called meaning behind it is like "what i noe minnie should noe..what i dunno...MAYBE she also dunno..." Den is like quite unfair also...But nvm...no harm doing more questions rite?? It benefit mie ma...at the same time practising for my next coming mock which is like tuesday??...

at least i finally clear all my doubts in trigonometry liao...soo happie...must really thanks calvin..=) at the same time also feel so pai seh lol...cos he teach me until he almost puke blood..den i also kana forced by all his questions until i almost cry=x But lucky i din...if not calvin and minnie will stoned there...lol..bud really feel weird la...i think this is the first time i almost cry when someone keep forcing mie...is like calvin is not the first person who force me with an ans?? last time my tutor also did the same to mie..but i also never like feel like crying leh...well..i think something is wrong with mie...hahaa

Rite...i'm like msging calvin tat he is soo unfair...and guess wad he said?? "Minnie lazy ma...den you more motivated. In a long run u should be doing better than her." diao rite!! soo chong her..later she take things for granted...well..i think is time for me to motivate her...hahaa...but i noe i will kana scolding from her =x Cos she will say..."aiya i no time la...a lot of homework to do"...OR "aiya...i dun feel like doing la"...OR "aiya...i dun haf the mood la..dun force mie"...

hmm...today Minnie took 2 pictures of calvin... when i told calvin...he's like ??? den the next question is how's e picture?? well..i think he wanna ask "does he look nice in the picture" =x wanna ask...but dare not...haha...nvm...i will send him his picture some other days since he wan it also...den he go conclude himself ba...haha

Wah liew...minnie's food and nutrition class is a cheater lo...all cheat one...all put the format beside them and do their planning sia...UNFAIR!! cos everyone in my fnn class kept the format in our bag lo..Format are not allow when doing the major exam lo...cheater!! Den mdm lim din say anything...argh!! Nvm at least our class is honest...our teacher is honest...unlike mdm lim..cheater one...Such a disgrace...bleh...Even the well known A1 student for fnn, Minnie, also cheat by copying the format lo...-.-'' So is not surprise if she score A1 for her O level fnn again...UNFAIR!!

ehh?? why like everything all related to my best friend minnie arhx?? -.-'' sound like i had badmouth abt her quite a lot...I sound so hypocrite =x But what i had mentioned it's all true la..din create all this...I'm not tat bo liao...I'm just saying what i feel ya?? At the same time being honest about my feeling??Furthemore got witness one k?? Regarding about math homework thingy...my witness is calvin...Regarding about cheating during exam...my witness is Calvin and minnie fnn classmates...Regardine about wad minnie said about calvin in school...my witness is jessica and jermaine..

wee...super happy today...partly becos of wad i had learned today...2ndly is i had finished my new tuition homework liao...tomorrow gonna do my school work...like geography and chemistry...yea =)

To:Calvin
Nothing much to say to you...but just wanna say Thanks for being patient with mie today...=) Lastly thanks for what you had taught mie today..=) I had finally understood those questions liao *wink* ermm...dun feel bad about giving me pressure (today) k?? Maybe there's the only way a student can get to understand the questions?? hahaa...bud tat doesn't mean you must start to pressure mie horr...
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Friday, July 14, 2006

Helicorptor (doggy)

Had my o level examination (planning) during assembly period...heh!! thanks gods..they had been with us..wad we had predicted really came out!! soo there is no worries for mie.. =) as for minnie class...too bad their teacher predicted the wrong question..they predict tat egg in a form of protein will come out...heh heh!! but wad came out is vegetables in a form of vitamins...XD... actually those people who predicted the wrong question doesn't have to worry tat much...cos the format are the same...the only difference is you have to edit some part onli nor...

We LoVe gOd!! We lOvE KiM OnG!!

Today Mrs Leong show us puppie during our bio lesson..the puppie is soo adorable...=) It's an abandon puppies...sad hor?? love the puppie...she sooo cute >.<'' After biology is our recess time..thus Some of us actually stay back to see the puppie...th3 puppie is like still sleeping in the cage??heee...then mrs leong is like asked we all to take out the puppie...let the puppie walk walk...hahaa...we fed the puppie..play with it...hug it..touch it...and of cos keep taking picture of it =) wee...i think this is my first time touching a puppie?? hahaa...and also the first time being bite by the puppie?? hahaa...nvm la...she is just playing only...my friends also kana...but not pain one...heee...kana a lot of her saliva when feeding her...eww...ooo...btw we name her helicorptor =x cos when she move her tail..it's like helicorptor lor...heh!!

Right...i'm still faithful to my lao gong...*cross my finger*


Heh...she cute rite?? heee...but i also dunno why her face look soo ku...look so bitter...hahaa...see liao also make us feel heartbroken...hahaa...

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Running 9 rounds can make mie die

PE lesson can die sia..Guess how many rounds did we run?? We run 4 round on the school track..den do some stretching etc...den later go back to the track and run another 5 rounds...Luckily after every each round we can rest 1 minutes...But also no point cos every round..you must chiong your way without any stopping, without any resting and must be in your fastest speed...worse!! no jogging...!! You jog..you run extra round...Run until my face also turn red..like tomatoes like tat..hahaa...should have took a picture of it rite?? =x Dun wan la..later people say i bo liao..haha..bud true la...who on earth will have the mood to take a picture of it sia?? all wanna lie flat on the floor lor..Rite!! so long din do PE (ever since before mid year exam??)...running speed also slow down liao.. haish!! you tell mie how to do 2.4 next week?? -.-''

lol..minnie soo guai..doing her tuition homework now..haha..surprisingly sia..cos usually she last minute den do one..hahaa...heard tat she gonna be toa cah soh liao..cos she do the trigonometry until head also big...cos she say very chim!!! as for mie..i tomorrow den do cos i dun think i got time to do it today...still doing some research and editing some stuff for tomorrow fnn...

Rite i get a shocked when one of my friend told mie about wad baowei had said to someone...-.-'' i dunno wad on earth is she thinking...she was soo called chased out by another group of classmate...cos they were like saying they can only accept her as a friend but not as a clique...den she left the group and started following Natasha clique...First day joining their clique..she already said something tat she shouldn't have said it..guess wad was it?? she told natasha tat..."i got a feeling tat you won't be able to pass your chinese o level..." Wah!! i'm like darn angry when i heard tat?? as in how can you said tat to your classmate?? even if she got tat "feeling"...she shouldn't have said tat to her also...as in how will she feel?? I know her chinese very powerful la...but also no need criticise people until like tat rite?? Now i finally noe why no one wish to be her friend..and finally noe why she failed to make friend...just based on her behaviour, her questions and words...people hear liao also will blood boiled!! Furthermore she is darn irritating!! people dun like her...can't stand her..she knew it but she keep insist of following them...and wish to be part of their clique -.-'' she is darn thick skin!!
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

2 entries together

hmm..look like today entries will be very long cos got quite a number of stuff that i wish to blog..hahaa

rite!! there is a bo liao couple that i noe..one call geradine and one call jeffery -.-'' wo de tian arhx...they soo childish can??jeff purposely bully geradine den she lost to him..den she pek cek..den she pek cek until she cry...den jeff call my phone..he asked mie to call her to console her cos she cried...-.-'' like without telling mie wad happened?? okies...then i thought wad happened to my xun nu geradine...? den i started to worried for her...cos even if i call her...she might not answer my call..Surprisingly she answer my call...yes she cried...but then she's enjoying her life with him..Then i realised nothing serious also...-.-'' zhen de shi bei jeff ge xia shi!! Somemore i'm like busy doing my research...den they come ka jiao mie becos of tat...*bish*...i noe i will be there for you...but also no need test mie until like tat rite?

Well..till now i dun wish to step into my brother room unnecessary...it's just tat the moment i wanna step in..i will remember abt tat thing...and then i will make a U turn...rite..i just simply can't erase the sound effect whenever i saw his bed -.-'' Is like whenever i see him..saw his bed...think of wad they had done...the "yelling" sound will just flash into my mind..yuck i hate it...it's soo annoying...can't i just forget the "yelling" part?? eww..it's gross..just couldn't accept the fact tat he had done that...should i praise him or should i look down on him?? -.-'' neither one..Well i din tell this to my parents..and i think i shouldn't...cos they will feel heartbroken and angry with him...and it won't benefit mie..cos in future if i have a boyfriend...i believed they will keep nagging at mie about all these "never let a guy touch you" etc...

Had 1 and a half hour english lecture in auditorium early in the morning...wah can die sia...sitting on the floor and the teacher expect us to copy soo many stuff...it's like poly and university like tat lo...teacher talk and talk and talk den the student just copy and copy and copy!! all type of sitting pose also come out liao..-.-''... haha...den another 1 and a half hour of chinese lecture in auditorium immediately after english lecture..muahaha...lucky i din retake my chinese..if not i'm gonna continue sittin on the floor...hahah butt wll pain pain one you noe?? =x

heh!! congratulation to my classmates..cos they had their chinese GCE O level chinese oral...and their topic is about campus superstar...i believed they can do well in this topic unlike mine (last year)sia..!! wad selling expired canned food?? -.-''

After school went to school computer lab to do some research on fnN stuff...cos this coming friday i gonna have my GCE O level Food And Nutrition...rite..it's not written paper...but is doing some experiment about "heat" -.-'' rite!! had no idea how will it be like..cos we din do before and we dunno what will be the experiement about...Hopefully it's easy lo...
*keep our finger cross*

Haish...quite disturbed by my best friend minnie...i noe it's not right to talk behind people's back..but i really can't tahan her...=x dunno wad minnie is thinking...she seem to care more for prelim rather than O level...yes mie to..i'm kinda worried for my prelim..But she just can't stop complaining that we shouldn't do math ten year series?? Cos she think we should do the prelim booklet which is much more harder than the ten year series??

yes mie too i got lots of questions tat i need to clarify in this prelim booklet..yes i agreed that the ten year series is easiier than the prelim booklet..but still we need to make sure that our basic foundation is stable wad...like wad people said "you must first learn how to crawl before you learn how to walk..no point walking when you can't even crawl properly..end up you will only keep injured yourself by falling down rite?? Yesh i noe she is worried for her prelim...i understand that the prelim paper will be tough...I understand that prelim is important to us..but our major examination is GCE O Level...tat's the most important paper...

Yes...jermaine's tutor also said to her tat we must work for our prelim first...den later work for O level....but hello?? Did minnie ever think of something?? when did we had our tuition and since when she had her tuition?? she had it for years? and we only had it for only one month? And we are starting from the very first topic...? plus jermaine already finished the ten year series already...and her basic foundation is very stable...and her math is somehow very good...and now minnie is like .....??? well..i have to admit tat her basic foundation is better than mie..cos this year she really have a good math teacher in school...

Lastly i really dunno what's on her mind sia...she there worried for her prelim, she worried won't have enough time to finish the syllubus...and yet she over there trying to postpone the tuition?? -.-'' If not becos of mie..she already postpone like dunno how many times liao...

And the most ridiculous thing that she said is " i think calvin is not really up to standard." Like hello?? people there trying to help us by pushing us etc...and yet you are sayin him like tat?? And like come on lo...she herself also said tat she somehow already forgotten some of the stuff that calvin had taught us...and can't she just think for him?? He finished his secondary school ever since end of 2001...then he went for two year JC...den he went for 3 years NS...?? Is like he soo long din touch book already lo..it's normal if he forget how to do some of the questions...but at least he tried to solve it and still managed to teach us?? How will she feel if she is a tutor?? and a tutist actually made this comment?? I won't blame her for tat cos her whole family is those who dun think for others...-.- They just don't care how people feel...xi guan jiu hao..hopefully in future she will be more sensible and won't get into trouble outside...

Well i'm not trying to side for calvin...there is no need for tat...i just think it's quite unfair to calvin and minnie is just being too....??? dunno wad to say...-.-'' i dunno if she is serious of changing a tutor..but If she really wan to change or her mum wan her to change just go ahead lo..i'm not going to join her...i had enough of all this...plus i dun wan to adapt with another type of teaching...But if she can find a good tutor within this short period of time...den good for her lo..We just simply have different views...

wah!! soo fast...next tuesday got math mock exam...the one and only one before prelim...*worried+panicked*

Yesterday entries:

Hmm...surprisingly baowei will join sharon tong's clique..hahaa...well they seem to accept her...but the fact is all of them dun like her..haha...they also find her irritating...and they feel that she is darn extra...cos she just simply not fix to be in their group...their group is like those funny funny hyper hyper and somehow naughty naughty type...But then baowei is like the other way round?? they just simply can't have fun together one...somehow i think she darn pathetic...she joined almost every clique in the class..but everyone just can't accept her...

wah si arhx!! today account lesson din listen to teacher =x darn tired lor...Slept at 12am+ just to finish my tuition homework (3/4)...Somemore account lesson is like just first period you noe?? Before the teacher came to the class...i'm still feeling high and hyper with other clique...But when teacher start talking..i'm like halfsleep liao??then he asked we all to take note of something ...yesh i took a pencil out...but i was writing the notes with my eyes close sia..!!Then write until halfway i eventually stopped...lolx..this is when i really fallen asleep...=x Until my pencil drop on the the floor then i realised i fallen asleep =x First time sia...i'm darn pro rite?? hahaa XD

this teacher is super sia!! next time cannot sleep must go call him..hear his voice can make you feel like sleeping one...especially when he talk about theory part. hahaa...since sec 3 until now...i hardly awake when he go through theory =x sorrie la..i dun mean to sleep in class...but i just couldn't help it...i rather he shut his mouth..at least i won't sleep...=D

Told minnie and jermaine about my relationship...as in i finally told them that i broke off with adrian...tat's it...nothing else...nothing about mie and calvin issue...Not intend to let them noe also...yea...as usual they can't be bother...cos they believe after 2 months we will patch back -.-'' haha can't blame them also...who ask the two of us everytime break liao...2 days later patched =x But this time i'm pretty sure that we will not patch back ever again...Then becos of this they started talking alot of craps la...can't be bother with them also...hahaa...

Then minnie started to say about something tat really shocked mie...she told me tat her mum actually said in future there will be something happening between mie and calvin -.-'' erm like how on earth did she noe tat?? hahaa...btw it's already happened and it's already over...=x Then this minnie started to talk crap again..she said she will not attend tuition if the two of us together _._ I asked her why she said tat?? And guessed what she said?? She said it's just her feeling...and i asked her why her mum said that...and her answer was i have no idea..you go ask my mum -.-''

During Pe lesson jessica jermaine minnie and i is liked sat on the floor..and then we started to talk about what house we gonna buy cos last time we said when we got the money we shall buy a house and live together...Guess what jermaine said?? She said if we can't afford to buy a condo...the only solution is to ask mie find a rich boyfriend...den ask him to pay for it -.-'' Then minnie worse...she asked mie to date with a rich guy..den get a condo liao...then ditch the guy -.-'' Then the two of them started talking crap again...saying tat time i every month bring different boys home -.-'' Darn irritating lo... say until as if i'm a playgirl like tat -.-'' But the funniest part is that they said as if i'm a playgirl but they admit tat i'm not tat sort of girl...=.='' That's why i say if i got any relationship problem..tell them is useless one...hahaa...now you all get it rite??

Finally adrian called mie..at least i can rest my mind in peace..at least i noe tat he is still surviving!! =) Well..we had come to an agreement tat we will only remian as best friend =) wee...sooo happie...i lost one boyfriend..but i gain one friend =) at least i din loss 2 rite?? Right i really wanna box him when i meet him in future...cos he told mie tat he was staying in the medical centre when i called him...cos something had happened to him tat nite...rmb tat time he sms mie about taking a risk in death...?? he actually go cut his vein...and he actually cut the wrong vein...and thus the blood can't be stopped?? And he dare to say tat he cut it is becos of mie?? yesh i noe i had hurt him badly..but there is no need for him to do this...is like what if he accidentally killed himself due to too much of bleeding?? I will feel guilty for the rest of my life...even though he mean nothing to mie anymore...but i dun wan anything to happen to him...adrian...will you promise mie not to do anything to hurt yourself k?? i mean what i said..really...
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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Sweet dream =)

Super happy today..haha..cos i had a real sweet dream...a dream tat i ever wan it to come true..a dream tat i can't wait for it..haha..but i noe it's kinda impossible =x Fat Hope!! nvm la..able to dream it i already very happy liao..hope to continue my episode 2 tonite *dream* heh!! the feeling it's just there...really!! it's just there...and i badly wan it very much..=D

Haish...soo disappointed with my brother can?? he dun look as if he tat sort of person..i'm soo disappointed when i get to know it...noe wad? he no longer a virgin too..haish...cos after lunch...i went to the hall and sit on the sofa...den later i heard a girl yelling...>.<'' i thought i heard wrongly..cos there was a loud music tat came out from my brother room...so in order to clarify it..i stand outside his door...yes..i din heard wrongly...he is doing that with his girlfriend..i can't believe it..i really can't take it...this is the second time he had disappoint mie without knowing it...

1st is he broke up with candy jie to be with this girl...[everyone in the family din noe he will do that and becos of tat everyone in my family seem to have depression]... and fianlly i forgive him after knowing calvin..I'm like took so long to forgive him?? like 1 year like tat?? cos i finally understand taht love cannot be force into it...and now 2nd disappointment is he do "hey sho" with a girl?? and i'm like ??? I'm here asking calvin not to do all these even if he got gf again...And there my own brother is doing it....and he is bringing a girl home to do it??

argh!! I find his bed very dirty!! i dun wanna slp on his bed ever again..cos sometime the sun shine into my room in the afternoon so i actually went to his room and sleep...never gonna slp on his bed again..his bed is darn dirty!! yucks...dun wanna go his room again...

He should count himself lucky that i'm not his elder sister..cos if i am i will ban him from going dating!!

I noe i shouldn't have post this..but i just say everything out in the blog cos there is no one i can talk to
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