Im stress
&
exhausted.
Been sobbing for almost everynite.
I had never felt this way before.
wishin i cld haf a break.
Loses my appetite
&
been sleeping at 4am 5am plus
almost everydae.
You could be shock to Noe what i ate
for the past few days.
wed,
ate half share of lunchbox
&
ate egg & veg for dinner
Thurs,
drank 2 packets of milo
&
6 pieces of biscuits.
&
drinking half cup of hard liquor to slp well
Friday,
Ate half share of lunchbox
Sat,
Ate KFC for lunch onli
Sunday,
3 chicken wings with less than a bowl of rice.
Happy thing is,
i had successfully slim down.
-_-
but
i duno,
i just doesnt like it.
I hate the sight of food nw.
Im nt tempted to eat.
Im just forcing myself to eat sth.
tats it.
And after a week decision making,
i shall declared that,
i had broke off with dear
on 4th July.
Its complicated.
& i had a hard time to make such a painful decision.
But memories still stays
always
x)
&
we are still frenz
To be honest,
i feel that im becoming like ping.
Only difference is,
im willing to give it a try.
but the fact is,
the picture of what kinda guy i wan
in life,
is kinda blurred nw.
Im still struggling
though we had part.
wad i need is just time x)
2 weeks holiday wasnt enough for me.
Infact it doesnt seem like a holiday for me
been going to school for long hrs
for 6 times -_-
Aniwae,
jaren donated blood -_-
bt he felt giddy halfway through.
&
i was being rejected to donate
cos im havin close contact with patients -_-''
Seeking someone, who will cherish her